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Frank's Point Of View.



I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess

"Frankie, I know i'm sorry But i'll come visit you As much as i can"
"But Gerard how am i supposed to face the bullies! how am i gonna survive with out you here!?"
"You'll be fine trust me."
"But you can't leave Jersey!"
"Dude, i gotta my dad got a new job"
"I'm gonna miss you Gee"
"i'll miss you too"
he gave me a friendly hug before stepping into the back seat with mikey. They all waved to me before pulling out of the Drive way.
I can't believe i didn't tell him! i'm such a fucking idiot!!! He could never feel the same way tho i mean Lets face it He's beautiful, i'm ugly, he's so useful and caring, and i'm just useless and pathetic. Hes so fucking perfect and im just.. i'm just nothing.

Til all my sleeves are stained red
Now at Franks house......


"Hunny what was so special about Gerard anyway?"
"Mom he meant everything to me! I fucking love him and i never told him and now...now.. he's gone"
"You have feeling's for the boy?!"
My mother sounded shocked
"Yea, mum i do"
"Y-your-r gay?!!"
"Yea whats the big deal?"
I was so confused
"Franklin Anthony Iero go to your room!"
"Mum! I thought you always excepted me for me"
"Yes Hunny I do but no son of mine is gay!"
"FUCK YOU!"
I stormed up to my room. I was soo Pissed, hurt, Sad, I don't even know!! I mean my own mom doesn't except me... Nobody does, Collapsing onto my bed i collect my bog of sharp objects from under my pillow,I stared them down they taunted me. Aghhhhhhh! i ripped the bag open pulling out the smallest thing in there it was a pin. Pressing it against my skin i started to make artwork. The pain felt good. relaxing-ish, Who new that a little pin could scar you foREVer?. As i finished up the master piece i closed my eye's letting tears seep out of the corners."I love you Gerard" I whispered before pulling my sleeve down and placing the pin back in the bag. I could see the blood seeping threw the white sleeve.I smiled because now Gerard would be with me foREVer. The blood was starting to write letters and they spelled out 'Gerard'

From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no
I've been on the brink, so
Two weeks later,


"Hey Emo,Go cut your self."
I herd as i made my way outta the school. I tried my best to ignore them by placing my ear buds in my ears blasting 'American Psycho' by "the Misfits'. That song always seemed to help me threw the worst times.
xoxoxo
I pushed open my bedroom door and saw someone standing in the corner look out the window it was GERARD
"Gerard!"
"Hey Frankie how's it been going?"
"I missed you!" I tackled him with a bare hug until i thought about how awkward that must be for him. So i pulled away,


Tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears

"I missed you to Frankie"
a smiled plastered on my face
"Really?!"
"Yea, it's not the same in New York I mean it's so lonely with out you there"
'Awwwwww' he missed me i thought
"Gerard before we like start to hang out i'v been meaning to tell you something i was gonna tell yo before you left but i was scared and you have to promise not be mad at me k?"
"Yea what is it?"
"Gee, i- i think i lik-ke you"
There was a brief silence in the air.

Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away


"Frankie why didn't you tell me?"
"Like i said i was scared do you hate me now?"
he stepped closer leaving our faces inches apart
"I could never hate 'MY' Frankie"
he whispered onto my lips before closing the gap Fireworks went off in my head it felt so amazing and right.

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

The kiss didn't last long but it sure did feel as if it did
"Gerard?"
"Hmm"
he muffled into my neck
"I love you"
"I love you to frankie"
I felt him smile. this was the best day ever. And now i know it's not a good idea to keep my feelings to my self