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She ran down the spiral staircase not looking back at the monsters who were very close behind her,the monsters who tortured the her life and soul who made each day a living hell.
She had nothing apart from her bag which only contained three item of which where her phone and ipod and lastly her purse which only held one bank card and a five pund note not much,not much at all she only had twenty pounds in bank luckily it was enough for a one way train ticket.
Did i forget to mention,she had a blade to?.Not like a sharpener blade it was a sharper blade infact it was a pen knife she had sharpened it the day before just incase the monsters tried to hurt her just incase she needed to use it for a quick exit.
This girl i have been talking about is Milly,a beautiful sixteen year old girl with brown hair which was natural,her skin a pale white colour but only her cheeks were a soft pink,her lips bright red partly because it was their natural colour and partly because of the amount of times she had been beaten,her eyes were a deep green they were bright,they were a type of emerald green.
She ran into the tube station she ran to the ticket stale then when her ticket was pushed out of the machine she grabbed it with a tight grip then ran over to the train she sat in an empty cabin infact nobody was even on the train,she slammed her body on to the black seat then sighed,she sighed a sigh of relief she was finally free but her family knew the right and the wrong types of people,which meant it would be a matter of time until she would be found and that she would be back with those monsters.
Milly must have been on the train for around half an hour still no body was in her cart the train pulled up to the third stop just two more and then she would have to get off,she had no idea were she was going but then she had an address in her back pocket the address of where her brother is meant to live she isnt meant to have this but she stole it from the social services file,before the train started moving again three boys made there way in to the cart they sat on the seats next to her she flashed them a small smile then she sighed she put her hand in her back pocket and pulled out the small note which had his address scribbled down on it,
She closely studied it then put it back in her pocket,she pushed her head into her knees and listened to the boys conversation
"ashley its funny cause she looks alot like you i mean dude did your mum ever tell you that ya might have a sister?"one of them said she lifted her head a little and looked at the guy who was meant to look like some girl,one of them looked at her a little
"i mean fucking hell bro its hard not to tell the difference"they smiled at her she smiled a little back
"i can hear you yaknow!"she mumbled
"pardon?"one of them said she looked up then laughed a little
"i said i can hear you yaknow!,im not stupid i know your talking about me"
they all laughed a little then mumbled a sorry she smiled and finally the train came to a hault,she stood up so did the boys could these be some of the people the monsters know?,
'they cant be,they look to kind they seem nice,but dont trust a judge by its cover!'she thought to her self,
once again she pulled out the small note then re-studied it,
she began to walk in the direction the boys where was this a coincident? or was they just going in the same direction as her?
She walked a little faster and then walked a little infront of them, she came to the house but then walked the other way a little,she sighed then walked back to the house she plucked up the courage and knocked on the door,she wasn't expecting what was about to happen the door flung open and there stood the guy with the short brown hair his eyebrows raised a little,
"stef dru we have a visiter"he laughed a little as the two boys walked over to the front door
"and im ashley how may i help ya?"he asked she smiled a little then looked to the floor
"um well...whats your last name ashley?"she asked
again his eyes brows raised then he met with her gaze,he looked at her for a little while then remembered what stef and dru had said to him on the train,she does look like him.Like a lot and a lot like him,he sighed a little then opened his mouth
"your Milly arn't you?"he asked she looked up her eyes smiled a little
"how did you know?"she said looking back up at him
he shrugged,"i dont know hunch i guess!.so are you Milly Horne?"he asked again
she nodded,"yes i guess i am and i guess your ashley horne,dont you live with our mother?"she asked
"fucking hell i have a sister,and come in i dont want my little sis out side in the cold"he moved out of the way so Milly could walk in,she followed the curly haired boy who was called stefan they all sat on the sofa then the questions flooded in,
"so whats dad like?.what school did you go to?. do we have a grandma and grandad?..wow just wow i finally found my little sister"ashley was amazed,milly laughed a little then began to answer his questions
"um okay where do i start,yes we have a grandma and a grandad there names a rita and charley,um i went to south smith academy does that answer your questions?"she smiled a little
"yes apart from whats dad like"
she looked down the tears welled in her eyes you see this monster was well her father,he was a nice man a lovely man infact he couldnt do enough for you if you need money you could ask him and he would be willing to help well he was like this until his wife had a son he never wanted a son infact he hated young boys all the mischief they would get up to made his blood boil but young girls do not get up to half the mischief boys do,he spilt with their mother as soon as ashley was born he took Milly and then the mother took Ashley.
Mil sighed again,
"um he isnt what you would expect ash i ran away from him,hes a monster same with his bitch of a wife! he is and always will be a horrible person who resorts to drinking and taking drugs"
ashley looked shocked he didnt understand why she had said those things about his father,but ashley didnt know him as well as milly did
"what do you mean he was a monster mil,what did he do to you?"he asked
"aw,i have a nick name already,and um he well he beat me alot and he would lock me in my room and i would have no food for around a week then hed let me out,the inside of my window is barred so i cannot get out hes put me in hospital a few times infact i think its around seven times,he does drugs and drinks alot he throws bottles at me day in and day out,he burns me a lot and thats only half of it"she laughed a little
"you mean he did that to you im sorry i was never there i didnt know i mean milly your my sister i should have come and found you"ashley said in shock she shook her head
"no its fine i mean you didnt know i mean dad didnt want a boy in his life so i guess thats why you couldnt save me but dont think about it ashley i mean im still alive after everything and what not so its all good!"she smiled a little ashley was surprised that she wasnt crying
"how come your all calm about this?,and what are you hiding under your sleeve you seem to keep tugging at it"
"im calm because its practically what my life is about pain and hatred and getting hurt ashley,and im hiding things you dont want to see"she replied ashley realized what they would be he put his hand out to indicate for her to rest her arm on to it she slowly moved her arm then placed it on his hand he grabbed her sleeve and slowly pushed it up her arm revealing burn scars and other types of scars
"did he or did you?"stefan asked as he looked at them
Milly had forgotten that stefan and dru had been sitting there in her head she was smiling she found stefan pretty cute,
"i did some when i wanted to end this all i didnt like life i just wanted to die i just couldnt cope any longer"the tears began to flood down her face now-"and the burn marks and the scars at the top are from him it really makes me sick to look at them it makes me sick to even think about him"she burst into tears again she pushed her head into ashleys shoulder he put his arms around her and gave a her a brotherly hug,
"youll be okay dick 'ead,we will look after you"he said he didnt call her a dick head in a mean way he was just joking like brothers and sisters do.
"well i love you to"she said through the rageing tears
he laughed a little before releasing her from his hug
"want stefan to show you wear your staying?"he asked then added-"i would but i think i need to ring my shirt out"he joked
stefan got up and so did milly she followed stef upstairs and into the spare room
"this is your room for ever and ever"he said as he span around a little
again she burst into tears,but these were tears of happiness she smiled a little but the tears over powered her smile
"hey,its okay i know im a beautiful sight but you dont have to cry other me"
she laughed a little more but still the tears fell,stefan walked up to her and wrapped his arms around her she did the same to him
"its okay promise everything will get better"he whispered in a type of il-make-sure-everythings-okay voice
"ey,my little sisters been here less than a day and your already hitting on her"ash joked they broke away from their hug then stefan ran over to ashley they had a play fight then they both went down stairs leaving Milly upstairs she explored her room a little posters on the walls,and an electric blue guitar hung up with some stickers on it saying 'chapters' 'the clik clik' 'perfect people' and 'the midnight beast' she liked it,it was how a room was meant to be all nice and cosy she laid on the bed and her eyes automatically shut she fell into a deep and harsh dream.
She had nothing apart from her bag which only contained three item of which where her phone and ipod and lastly her purse which only held one bank card and a five pund note not much,not much at all she only had twenty pounds in bank luckily it was enough for a one way train ticket.
Did i forget to mention,she had a blade to?.Not like a sharpener blade it was a sharper blade infact it was a pen knife she had sharpened it the day before just incase the monsters tried to hurt her just incase she needed to use it for a quick exit.
This girl i have been talking about is Milly,a beautiful sixteen year old girl with brown hair which was natural,her skin a pale white colour but only her cheeks were a soft pink,her lips bright red partly because it was their natural colour and partly because of the amount of times she had been beaten,her eyes were a deep green they were bright,they were a type of emerald green.
She ran into the tube station she ran to the ticket stale then when her ticket was pushed out of the machine she grabbed it with a tight grip then ran over to the train she sat in an empty cabin infact nobody was even on the train,she slammed her body on to the black seat then sighed,she sighed a sigh of relief she was finally free but her family knew the right and the wrong types of people,which meant it would be a matter of time until she would be found and that she would be back with those monsters.
Milly must have been on the train for around half an hour still no body was in her cart the train pulled up to the third stop just two more and then she would have to get off,she had no idea were she was going but then she had an address in her back pocket the address of where her brother is meant to live she isnt meant to have this but she stole it from the social services file,before the train started moving again three boys made there way in to the cart they sat on the seats next to her she flashed them a small smile then she sighed she put her hand in her back pocket and pulled out the small note which had his address scribbled down on it,
She closely studied it then put it back in her pocket,she pushed her head into her knees and listened to the boys conversation
"ashley its funny cause she looks alot like you i mean dude did your mum ever tell you that ya might have a sister?"one of them said she lifted her head a little and looked at the guy who was meant to look like some girl,one of them looked at her a little
"i mean fucking hell bro its hard not to tell the difference"they smiled at her she smiled a little back
"i can hear you yaknow!"she mumbled
"pardon?"one of them said she looked up then laughed a little
"i said i can hear you yaknow!,im not stupid i know your talking about me"
they all laughed a little then mumbled a sorry she smiled and finally the train came to a hault,she stood up so did the boys could these be some of the people the monsters know?,
'they cant be,they look to kind they seem nice,but dont trust a judge by its cover!'she thought to her self,
once again she pulled out the small note then re-studied it,
she began to walk in the direction the boys where was this a coincident? or was they just going in the same direction as her?
She walked a little faster and then walked a little infront of them, she came to the house but then walked the other way a little,she sighed then walked back to the house she plucked up the courage and knocked on the door,she wasn't expecting what was about to happen the door flung open and there stood the guy with the short brown hair his eyebrows raised a little,
"stef dru we have a visiter"he laughed a little as the two boys walked over to the front door
"and im ashley how may i help ya?"he asked she smiled a little then looked to the floor
"um well...whats your last name ashley?"she asked
again his eyes brows raised then he met with her gaze,he looked at her for a little while then remembered what stef and dru had said to him on the train,she does look like him.Like a lot and a lot like him,he sighed a little then opened his mouth
"your Milly arn't you?"he asked she looked up her eyes smiled a little
"how did you know?"she said looking back up at him
he shrugged,"i dont know hunch i guess!.so are you Milly Horne?"he asked again
she nodded,"yes i guess i am and i guess your ashley horne,dont you live with our mother?"she asked
"fucking hell i have a sister,and come in i dont want my little sis out side in the cold"he moved out of the way so Milly could walk in,she followed the curly haired boy who was called stefan they all sat on the sofa then the questions flooded in,
"so whats dad like?.what school did you go to?. do we have a grandma and grandad?..wow just wow i finally found my little sister"ashley was amazed,milly laughed a little then began to answer his questions
"um okay where do i start,yes we have a grandma and a grandad there names a rita and charley,um i went to south smith academy does that answer your questions?"she smiled a little
"yes apart from whats dad like"
she looked down the tears welled in her eyes you see this monster was well her father,he was a nice man a lovely man infact he couldnt do enough for you if you need money you could ask him and he would be willing to help well he was like this until his wife had a son he never wanted a son infact he hated young boys all the mischief they would get up to made his blood boil but young girls do not get up to half the mischief boys do,he spilt with their mother as soon as ashley was born he took Milly and then the mother took Ashley.
Mil sighed again,
"um he isnt what you would expect ash i ran away from him,hes a monster same with his bitch of a wife! he is and always will be a horrible person who resorts to drinking and taking drugs"
ashley looked shocked he didnt understand why she had said those things about his father,but ashley didnt know him as well as milly did
"what do you mean he was a monster mil,what did he do to you?"he asked
"aw,i have a nick name already,and um he well he beat me alot and he would lock me in my room and i would have no food for around a week then hed let me out,the inside of my window is barred so i cannot get out hes put me in hospital a few times infact i think its around seven times,he does drugs and drinks alot he throws bottles at me day in and day out,he burns me a lot and thats only half of it"she laughed a little
"you mean he did that to you im sorry i was never there i didnt know i mean milly your my sister i should have come and found you"ashley said in shock she shook her head
"no its fine i mean you didnt know i mean dad didnt want a boy in his life so i guess thats why you couldnt save me but dont think about it ashley i mean im still alive after everything and what not so its all good!"she smiled a little ashley was surprised that she wasnt crying
"how come your all calm about this?,and what are you hiding under your sleeve you seem to keep tugging at it"
"im calm because its practically what my life is about pain and hatred and getting hurt ashley,and im hiding things you dont want to see"she replied ashley realized what they would be he put his hand out to indicate for her to rest her arm on to it she slowly moved her arm then placed it on his hand he grabbed her sleeve and slowly pushed it up her arm revealing burn scars and other types of scars
"did he or did you?"stefan asked as he looked at them
Milly had forgotten that stefan and dru had been sitting there in her head she was smiling she found stefan pretty cute,
"i did some when i wanted to end this all i didnt like life i just wanted to die i just couldnt cope any longer"the tears began to flood down her face now-"and the burn marks and the scars at the top are from him it really makes me sick to look at them it makes me sick to even think about him"she burst into tears again she pushed her head into ashleys shoulder he put his arms around her and gave a her a brotherly hug,
"youll be okay dick 'ead,we will look after you"he said he didnt call her a dick head in a mean way he was just joking like brothers and sisters do.
"well i love you to"she said through the rageing tears
he laughed a little before releasing her from his hug
"want stefan to show you wear your staying?"he asked then added-"i would but i think i need to ring my shirt out"he joked
stefan got up and so did milly she followed stef upstairs and into the spare room
"this is your room for ever and ever"he said as he span around a little
again she burst into tears,but these were tears of happiness she smiled a little but the tears over powered her smile
"hey,its okay i know im a beautiful sight but you dont have to cry other me"
she laughed a little more but still the tears fell,stefan walked up to her and wrapped his arms around her she did the same to him
"its okay promise everything will get better"he whispered in a type of il-make-sure-everythings-okay voice
"ey,my little sisters been here less than a day and your already hitting on her"ash joked they broke away from their hug then stefan ran over to ashley they had a play fight then they both went down stairs leaving Milly upstairs she explored her room a little posters on the walls,and an electric blue guitar hung up with some stickers on it saying 'chapters' 'the clik clik' 'perfect people' and 'the midnight beast' she liked it,it was how a room was meant to be all nice and cosy she laid on the bed and her eyes automatically shut she fell into a deep and harsh dream.
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