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Your more like a hollywood scene that never got used just a fantastic dream by your writer who's now six feet under
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That day went pretty quickly they all sat around doing nothing basically that's all that happened but milly took in every single detail,she watched everything like the way Stefans hair parted a little right at the top and the way ashleys eyebrows raised when he asked a question,she loved it living with Stefan and Ashley they werethe people she loved the most,the crashes of thunder could no longer scare her when she was in Stefans arms he was calm and loving and she really did love him.
'Stefan please can we have my birthday meal today I don't want it tomorrow there's something I have to do tomorrow and I won't be able to have my meal'
'what do you have to do?,and if you want to then I guess that's okay'he smiled and kissed the side of her head he didn't see the small tear fall from her left eye
'will you shout of ash for me please?'she sake he looked confused then nodded he went to the bottom of the stairs and coughed a little he formed his hand in to a fist with a small hole Which he coughed in to,
'ASHLEY YOU GAY BOY STOP LOOKING AT LADS AND GET YA ARSE DOWN HERE'he shouted,he heard a muffeled laugh and then he heard what sounded like 'fuck off' he laughed to him self then went back In the living room and sat down next to milly Ashley soon came in and sat on the other settee
'so whatcha want?'he asked with a smile which soon dropped when he saw the look in millys eyes
'I have something to tell you'she said both boys looked at her she opened her mouth but once again she didn't say anything she let a few tears fall then looked up,
'I love you both and I know you love me but I might not see you ever again after tomorrow!'she said both boys looked confused
'of course you will see us beautiful what do you mean you might not see us?'Stefan asked a slight tone of panic in his voice
'I'm dying,I have been since I was sixteen I have heart faliure and my doctor told me if I don't have a heart transplant I could die when I'm nineteen that's why I don't want the meal tomorrow that's why I want you to burn my clothes tomorrow if I go I just want you to know I love you'she said as she thought back the tears
'no...no..no NO YOUR NOT GOING TO DIE'stefan shouted as he pulled her closer and embraced her in to a hug,
'I might not though Stefan I could service you see if I colapse and someones around and they take me to the hospital they will do the operation there and then then I might still be alive just if it does happen remember that and then I could be stil alive In Your arms'she told him Ashley was looking at the floor
'but your my little sister my beautiful little sister and I don't want you to die,if you collapse I'm taking you to the hospital I'm going to walk around with my keys on me all day and take you wait why haven't you had the operation yet it's been nearly three years?'he asked confused she shrugged
'I don't know well I do I didn't want to be on the redgister but they put me on it and well they haven't told me if theres a heart yet!'she explained
'one more question how did it happen?'
'I wasn't born with it it was through all the drugs and smoke I was breathing in from dad it just killed my heart it's ripped me appart from the inside
They all laid there hugging no body wanted to move ao they did but ash made hot chocolates while Stefan picked a film and milly made a little bed on the sofa they all finished their jobs and sat down milly was in Stefans arms she had her legs on ash he didn't mind thou they laid there watching lion king.
'Stefan please can we have my birthday meal today I don't want it tomorrow there's something I have to do tomorrow and I won't be able to have my meal'
'what do you have to do?,and if you want to then I guess that's okay'he smiled and kissed the side of her head he didn't see the small tear fall from her left eye
'will you shout of ash for me please?'she sake he looked confused then nodded he went to the bottom of the stairs and coughed a little he formed his hand in to a fist with a small hole Which he coughed in to,
'ASHLEY YOU GAY BOY STOP LOOKING AT LADS AND GET YA ARSE DOWN HERE'he shouted,he heard a muffeled laugh and then he heard what sounded like 'fuck off' he laughed to him self then went back In the living room and sat down next to milly Ashley soon came in and sat on the other settee
'so whatcha want?'he asked with a smile which soon dropped when he saw the look in millys eyes
'I have something to tell you'she said both boys looked at her she opened her mouth but once again she didn't say anything she let a few tears fall then looked up,
'I love you both and I know you love me but I might not see you ever again after tomorrow!'she said both boys looked confused
'of course you will see us beautiful what do you mean you might not see us?'Stefan asked a slight tone of panic in his voice
'I'm dying,I have been since I was sixteen I have heart faliure and my doctor told me if I don't have a heart transplant I could die when I'm nineteen that's why I don't want the meal tomorrow that's why I want you to burn my clothes tomorrow if I go I just want you to know I love you'she said as she thought back the tears
'no...no..no NO YOUR NOT GOING TO DIE'stefan shouted as he pulled her closer and embraced her in to a hug,
'I might not though Stefan I could service you see if I colapse and someones around and they take me to the hospital they will do the operation there and then then I might still be alive just if it does happen remember that and then I could be stil alive In Your arms'she told him Ashley was looking at the floor
'but your my little sister my beautiful little sister and I don't want you to die,if you collapse I'm taking you to the hospital I'm going to walk around with my keys on me all day and take you wait why haven't you had the operation yet it's been nearly three years?'he asked confused she shrugged
'I don't know well I do I didn't want to be on the redgister but they put me on it and well they haven't told me if theres a heart yet!'she explained
'one more question how did it happen?'
'I wasn't born with it it was through all the drugs and smoke I was breathing in from dad it just killed my heart it's ripped me appart from the inside
They all laid there hugging no body wanted to move ao they did but ash made hot chocolates while Stefan picked a film and milly made a little bed on the sofa they all finished their jobs and sat down milly was in Stefans arms she had her legs on ash he didn't mind thou they laid there watching lion king.
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