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Love
Everyone says you'll know it when you feel it
I've felt it
But I can't have it

We talk all the time
And ALWAYS end with I love you
I don't think you understand
That I actually mean it

Or maybe you do.
You offered to be my first
If I wanted it.
You know I do, but only if we get married.

Our conversations are always very interesting
Especially on Skype
I try to tell you how I feel
But then remember "Wait, he has a girlfriend"

I can't have you anyway
Even though I need you now
You've been with me through EVERYTHING
And I have with you

You know me better than my own family
There are things i've told you but haven't told them
Mom and I are fighting
It's killing me inside

I wish you were here
So I could cuddle with you and cry to you
You don't cuddle
But you said you would for me

You're always complaining about your girlfriend
If that's the case
Then end it.
It's not hard.

I know you'll never read this
Because you don't like fanfiction,
But please, understand when I say I love you.
ALL of our friends say we are destined to be together.

That's saying a lot.
Whenever I ask myself "Where is he?"
I remember, "Oh he's 3 hours away."
I'm so tempted to come visit you.

I want out of here
I want to be done with school
I want what you have
I want you.

I want all of you
I want you to love me
I want to love you
I want to hold you through your pain

I want to be your shoulder to cry on
Even though I already am
I don't know what's going to happen when we see each other next
But we both know that what happens between us, stays between us.

I love you.
More than you know.
More than you will ever know.
It hurts that you're taken.
But, as long as you're happy, I'm happy.
Or I can at least fake my happiness.

Either way.
It's been 6 years in the making
I only just said it out loud for the first time
The other day

I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.