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should i tell stef or shouldnt i, ash could be kicked out i dont know what to do
i walked and knocked on ash's door.
"come in."ash said
stef was sitting next to him on his bed.
"are you ok now?"
"umm yeah a bit."ash said
"i cant believe grace could do that."stef said
"i know."
"stef, i need to tell you something."ash said
"what is it?"
i looked up at ash
"it was earlyer when i was really upset and i......i...kissed lily."
stef looked me his eyes watering up
"what?"stef said a tear rolling down his cheek.
"stef it's true i he was really upset and it was just a hug but then.."
"im really sorry stef i-i-i l-love her."
"ash why didnt you tell me before."
"i didnt want to upset you." we are all crying now
"and you thought this wouldnt."and he walked out the room and i heard the front door slam.
"im so sorry lily i had to tell him."
"i know but he might not come back and i will have to go through the pregnacy without him."
"no you wont i'll be here."
"i gonna have to ring him."
RING RING RING
"umm..h-hello."he said crying down the phone
"babe please come back."
"i cant."
"will you come round mine then where ash wont be."
"i wouldnt think you would want to see me now you have ash."
"no stef i said no to him i said i love you."
"really?"
"really i would never leave you i need you."
"i love you too i'll meet you at the end of my street to go to yours."
"ok i'll leave now."
"i love you."
"i love you too bye."
"bye."
"ash ive got to go."
"please dont leave you promised you wouldnt."
"i know but this is for stef."
"after that."
"i cant help but forgive him its called love."
"what am i surposed to do the girl i love chooses my best mate over me and im just left here on my own."
"i dunno i'll proberly see you soon."
"ok....i love you."
"ash your just making this harder for me its tearing me apart seeing you like this."
"think of how i feel."
"i know im sorry ive got to go."
"bye my lovely lilypad."
"by monkey boy."
i left for the end of the street and all i could see was a dark figure with their hood up i ran and hugged him.
"babe careful of the baba."he said forcing a smile from the tears."
"i know i didnt think i would see you again."
"i would never leave you i just get really upset."
"so do i."
"shall we go."
"yeah sure i love you."
"love you too."
we walked yo my house still crying a bit.
KNOCK KNOCK
"im coming."
"hello you to whats up."
"its complicated."
"ok i'll leave it then but have you to been crying."
"yeah we had a bit of and argument."
"then why is stef here."
"well its mainly ash so can stef stay here."
"yeah sure."
"k thanks kelly."
"its fine your welcome any time."
"we'll be upstairs if you need us."
"more like the other way around."
"whatever."
we went upstairs to my room.
"look im sorry about the kiss i cant change the past."
"i thought he kissed you?"
"he did but i didnt stop him, he was upset."
"i cant believe this what about us."
"i thought it was a friendly kiss but then it wasnt and he told me that he loved me and only got with grace to be closer to me and that hes jealous of us and i didnt know what to do."
"its ok we'll get this sorted out."
"can i have a hug."
"yeah of course."
he gave me a massive hug and layed on my bed
"you know i would never let ash get in the way of us two." he looked at me and smiled.
"i love your smile."
"i love you."
"i do too."
"you know i had a really weird dream last night."
"what was it about?"
"about a boy and a girl who met ina cafe and got together and the girl got pregnant it was really wierd."
"i had a bit of the same dream but a really sexy boy with a afro and the girl couldnt take her eyes off him."
"i wonder where we got those ideas from."
"me too."
"baabbbee."
"yes."
"can i play with you h-"
"hair yes."
"yay."
soon after i fell asleep in his arms.
"i love you and will never leave you or let anyone get in the way i never want this to end and i hope you feel the same way."stef whispered while i was sorta asleep.
"i do stef of course i do."
"did i wake you?"
"no thoses lovely words i thought i was dreaming but no they came from you lovely mmouth."
"are you only saying that cuz i did."
"no i mean it."
"ok good night georgous."
"night fitty."
"your they only fitty here."
just go sleep."
"im sorry."
"dont be."
"right im going sleep now."
"night."
"night."
after this stef made his way to my boobs and used them as a pillow so i played with his hair and fell asleep.