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We get to see a little bit more of the relation between Pepper and Nick.
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November 11, 2010
So, Nick is pregnant...Never in my life did I ever think I would be staring at an ultrasound monitor, watching a fetus move in Nick's abdomen. Then again, any male for that matter. Until he figures out what he's going to tell the other Backstreet Boys he's been staying with me so no one will recognize him. Anytime he has to go out with me he puts in the brown contacts I'm letting him borrow, incase the hair cut and dye job don't do the trick.
I'm worried about him, and how this is going to affect his life. He doesn't have a girlfriend that can pretend they had a kid together, if he can manage to stay out of the spotlight until then, so how will he explain the baby coming from nowhere?
I got him to smoke a little bit of my weed and thankfully it did the trick in calming him down, but it took so much talking to get him to do it. Hell, I had to call up Chris to let him know smoking weed while pregnant is okay. It's the cigs that are bad for baby. I had to inform him that us Season Kids are all weed babies before he would even take a puff.
He had smoked before, thankfully, so he knew what to do, but he couldn't handle smoking it like he could cigarettes so I had to give him a shot gun. I was surprised when halfway through the bowl we were smoking, his lips brushed mine in an attempt to be closer to the smoke. The small electric shock I felt brought me back to the good days, when we were attached at the hip when we got to be around each other.
I know the look I saw in his eyes when Chris was giving him his ultrasound... He used to look at me like that ten years ago, before the break up that severed our ties. It felt so good to have someone look at me like that after so long, especially since he was the last one to give that look. Ten years of bad boyfriends, each who made the last look better and better, until I gave up on trying to find someone that made me feel the way I did when I was with Nick. I just don't see the point anymore.
Okay, enough talk of the past... We're still trying to figure out how he's going to tell the guys. All he told them was that he had to get away and that he desperately needing help with something they could not help with. I was halfway across the room and I could hear AJ trying to come through the phone to murder him since it took him two days to call. Two days of ignoring phone calls, text messages, emails, and more calls. Apparently they were just about to call the police when he called them.
When Nick looked like he was about to cry I grabbed the phone from him and gave AJ a word or two on upsetting him when he was going through something major. I'm not sure if it was what I said to him, how I said what I said to him, or the fact that it was me saying what I said to him, but he shut up pretty quick. Hell, I don't even know if he knows it was me...
Nick and I may not be an item anymore, but I know he needs someone and he picked me for this, so I'm going to stick by him until he doesn't need me anymore. I just hope that when he does tell the guys they can help him come up with an idea about what to do, rather than flipping out.
I'm curious as to how long he's going to end up staying with me, because when it's time for my siblings to come here on the 28th, he needs to be gone... If he isn't I could just send him to... I can't send him to stay with any of the people I know. He wouldn't be safe... And he wouldn't be safe around my siblings, not after our break up. I may have forgiven him, but they were the ones that put my scattered puzzle of a heart back together after I came back from Tokyo in a million pieces. Nick had flown me out there, on the Black and Blue Tour, and after a couple of days... IT... Happened... I may have forgiven Nick, but I will never forgive his Jane for all the pain she caused her son to give me.
Damn the woman, she makes me hold grudges... I only hold one grudge and that is against that woman for being selfish. Who knows where we would be if she had never... No. I promised myself I would never think about it again... It hurts too much to remember and I don't want to get myself upset. I shouldn't even still be upset since there are no more feelings for him...None.
I do find it oddly amusing though... We met on a tour, then we cut ties on a tour...
-Pepper
So, Nick is pregnant...Never in my life did I ever think I would be staring at an ultrasound monitor, watching a fetus move in Nick's abdomen. Then again, any male for that matter. Until he figures out what he's going to tell the other Backstreet Boys he's been staying with me so no one will recognize him. Anytime he has to go out with me he puts in the brown contacts I'm letting him borrow, incase the hair cut and dye job don't do the trick.
I'm worried about him, and how this is going to affect his life. He doesn't have a girlfriend that can pretend they had a kid together, if he can manage to stay out of the spotlight until then, so how will he explain the baby coming from nowhere?
I got him to smoke a little bit of my weed and thankfully it did the trick in calming him down, but it took so much talking to get him to do it. Hell, I had to call up Chris to let him know smoking weed while pregnant is okay. It's the cigs that are bad for baby. I had to inform him that us Season Kids are all weed babies before he would even take a puff.
He had smoked before, thankfully, so he knew what to do, but he couldn't handle smoking it like he could cigarettes so I had to give him a shot gun. I was surprised when halfway through the bowl we were smoking, his lips brushed mine in an attempt to be closer to the smoke. The small electric shock I felt brought me back to the good days, when we were attached at the hip when we got to be around each other.
I know the look I saw in his eyes when Chris was giving him his ultrasound... He used to look at me like that ten years ago, before the break up that severed our ties. It felt so good to have someone look at me like that after so long, especially since he was the last one to give that look. Ten years of bad boyfriends, each who made the last look better and better, until I gave up on trying to find someone that made me feel the way I did when I was with Nick. I just don't see the point anymore.
Okay, enough talk of the past... We're still trying to figure out how he's going to tell the guys. All he told them was that he had to get away and that he desperately needing help with something they could not help with. I was halfway across the room and I could hear AJ trying to come through the phone to murder him since it took him two days to call. Two days of ignoring phone calls, text messages, emails, and more calls. Apparently they were just about to call the police when he called them.
When Nick looked like he was about to cry I grabbed the phone from him and gave AJ a word or two on upsetting him when he was going through something major. I'm not sure if it was what I said to him, how I said what I said to him, or the fact that it was me saying what I said to him, but he shut up pretty quick. Hell, I don't even know if he knows it was me...
Nick and I may not be an item anymore, but I know he needs someone and he picked me for this, so I'm going to stick by him until he doesn't need me anymore. I just hope that when he does tell the guys they can help him come up with an idea about what to do, rather than flipping out.
I'm curious as to how long he's going to end up staying with me, because when it's time for my siblings to come here on the 28th, he needs to be gone... If he isn't I could just send him to... I can't send him to stay with any of the people I know. He wouldn't be safe... And he wouldn't be safe around my siblings, not after our break up. I may have forgiven him, but they were the ones that put my scattered puzzle of a heart back together after I came back from Tokyo in a million pieces. Nick had flown me out there, on the Black and Blue Tour, and after a couple of days... IT... Happened... I may have forgiven Nick, but I will never forgive his Jane for all the pain she caused her son to give me.
Damn the woman, she makes me hold grudges... I only hold one grudge and that is against that woman for being selfish. Who knows where we would be if she had never... No. I promised myself I would never think about it again... It hurts too much to remember and I don't want to get myself upset. I shouldn't even still be upset since there are no more feelings for him...None.
I do find it oddly amusing though... We met on a tour, then we cut ties on a tour...
-Pepper
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