Categories > Celebrities > Backstreet Boys > Jersey Girls and Jamestown Boys

Flashback dreams pt.1

by ficfriction

Nick's dreams bring him back to a day that was both good and bad.

Category: Backstreet Boys - Rating: NC-17 - Genres: Angst,Romance,Sci-fi - Warnings: [X] - Published: 2012-02-01 - Updated: 2012-02-01 - 1589 words
?Blocked
-2001-

Nick smiled as he held Pepper close in his arms as they lay together in the bed of his hotel room. He was supposed to be rooming with Brian, but he had talked his friend into letting him room with Pepper since he had dragged her out to Tokyo to see him. He kissed the top of her head, and when she looked up at him, he couldn't help but smile more at the smile on her face. "You have no idea how much it means to me that you were willing to come out here," he whispered as he brushed his nose against hers, making her giggle softly.

"I missed my boyfriend, why wouldn't I come out?" Pepper questioned as she ran her hand over his naked chest. "Besides, I thought it would be cool to see Japan." She kissed his neck. "It's amazing here."

"I told you, you would like it," he smiled as he moved his hand slowly up and down her bare spine. "I wish you could stay longer than a week though, but I know you won't."

Pepper chuckled as she gave him a small look. "Nick, you know I have to get back to work," she lightly chided. "We already had this talk, mister, and we're not having it right now."

"Yes ma'am," he chuckled and buried his nose in her hair, enjoying her scent. "The guys are glad you came out too, you know..."

"Uh-huh, I'm fully aware," she responded as she shifted so she was laying on top of him, straddling his lower half as her hair draped over his chest. "Kevin and Howie wasted no time in letting me know you were driving them ape shit, well in their words up the wall, with how mopey you were." She smiled when Nick blushed. "Busted, Carter."

Nick wrapped his arms around her as she pressed her mouth to his, her tongue lightly brushing over his lips as their eyes closed. It didn't take long for his lips to part, his tongue darting out to invade her mouth as he took charge of the kiss. His hands made their way to her hips, squeezing gently as she moaned into his mouth, the sound stoking the flame to his desire as she lightly moved herself against him.

Pepper gasped when his mouth left hers and found her neck, sucking on the bite marks he had left on her earlier. His name fell from her lips as she shifted against him once more, drawing a ragged moan from his throat. Sitting up on his lap, she lifted her hips momentarily and bit her lip slightly as she locked eyes with him while she slid herself down on his hard shaft, moaning his name when he was buried deep inside of her.

Nick's blue eyes darkened with his desire as he watched the sight before him, his cock throbbing in her as she lifted up and came back down, rocking her hips against his. He guided her hips with his hands as her hands rested on his stomach so that she could balance herself better. He licked his lips as he watched her back arch as she rode him, the moans coming from her throat only fueling his fire more.

Pepper looked down at her boyfriend as he bucked his hips up against her, making her softly cry out his name. She gently dug her nails into his abdomen when he pulled her down harder, moaning for her as he picked up their pace. She rocked her hips against him in synch with his bucking hips. When her orgasm rolled over her, she cried out his name once more, digging her nails into his flesh.

Nick's hands gripped her hips tighter as he continued to move her body up and down on his length, helping her ride out her orgasm as he sought out his own release. As he went over the edge into his own orgasm, he cried out her name and brought her body down, hilting himself inside of her as he filled her with his hot seed.

Pepper, not moving from his lap, leaned down and braced herself with her arms on either side of him, her arms trembling and her breath coming in soft, short pants. When Nick moved his hands from her hips and wrapped his arms around her, she rested against him, tangling the fingers of one hand in his hair, the other resting on his arm. She barely registered his lips on the top of her head as he held her to him.

"I love you Pepper," he managed to get out as he slowed his breathing, "so much."

"I love you too Nick," she murmured against his chest as she closed her eyes, enjoying the feeling of his fingers slowly combing through her hair and down her back.

When they could both move again, Pepper removed herself from him, biting back a small moan as she laid next to him. A smile graced her lips when he turned onto his side and pulled her close, resting his forehead against hers. She lifted her gaze, from his chest, to his eyes and she couldn't help but let her smile grow at the loving look in the blue depths of his eyes.

Nick smiled when he saw the loving look in her blue-green eyes, his heart melting as he thought about what it would be like to see that look every day for the rest of his life.


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-Present-

Nick slowly opened his eyes, frowning at the dream that had visited him in his sleep. He didn't know why he was dreaming about that day, he had tried so hard not to think about it since he found out the truth. He knew he had fucked up, but by the time he had found out the truth to the lies he knew it was far too late to call Pepper. He had lost her because of the damned woman he had to call Mother.

He sat up on the bed in the guest room and ran his hand over his stomach when he felt a weird flutter inside, frowning a little in slight disappointment when he felt nothing with his hand. Chris had explained to him it was too young to feel anything on the outside, but plenty of pregnancies at this stage had movement the carrier could feel on the inside. Standing up, Nick made his way to the bathroom adjacent to the guest room and did his business. After, as he washed his hands, he looked up at the black hair that still caught him off guard, and the bags under his blue eyes.

He shook his head and left the bathroom, turning off the light behind him, before he walked out of the bedroom, needing something to drink. He paused when he heard a noise coming from the door he was about to pass; Pepper's room. He stayed still for a moment, listening to see if there were anymore noises, frowning when he heard what sounded like crying. He knocked softly on the door. "Pepper? Are you okay?" He questioned, putting his ear closer to the door to hear her respond.

When he got no response, he knocked again and waited, frowning when he heard the crying once more. He tried the doorknob, finding it unlocked, and gently pushed the door open. Moonlight filtering in from her window provided him with enough dim lighting to see that she was hugging her pillow close, crying in her sleep. The sight tugged at his heart and he found himself conflicted as to whether or not he should go to her. He didn't want her mad at him for coming into her room, but at the same time he didn't want her to be so upset in her sleep.

Biting his lip, he walked in and shut the door, moving to her bed and leaned down, gently shaking her shoulder. "Pepper... Pepper wake up hon," he said, his voice quiet so that he didn't startle her any. "Come on..."

Pepper slowly opened her sleep-hazed eyes and blinked a couple of times, sniffling as her eyes focused on Nick. She frowned in confusion as she wiped away the tears on her cheeks and fought the tears that were still at bay behind her eyes. "Nick?"

"I heard you crying, I wanted to make sure you were okay," he answered the obvious unspoken question.

"I don't even remember the dream," she whispered as she sniffled and wiped away more tears.

"Do you want me to stay here with you?" He questioned, his eyes showing concern for the girl who seemed so fragile and broken in her current state. When Pepper gave a small nod, Nick crawled into her bed and let her curl up against his chest, his arms wrapping protectively around her.

"Thank you, Nick..."

"Hush hon," he whispered and brought one hand up, slowly stroking her long hair. "Just try to get some more rest, I won't leave you." When she lifted her head and looked at him, he gave her a small smile and tried to ignore the look in her eyes. He remembered that look from their old days, the one that was halfway begging him to come closer and close the gap between their lips. "Go to sleep Pepper," he whispered, trying not to show his disappointment her own shown in her eyes. "I promise I'm not going anywhere."
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