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A/N: Hello Fangirls and mudbloods! Here's the next chapter and I just want to thank all of you guys for supporting me and reading my story! Don't forget to rate and review! Love you!!
Xoxo Violet
Franks POV:
After visiting the music store we head to Gerard's house. We don't really talk much but its a comforting silence. I have to try so fucking hard not to fuck him on the sidewalk. I want to run my fingers down his back and through his hair and bight his ear.
But of course I can't.
I don't want Gerard to run. I don't want to push things. He also may not like me as much as I like him. He may just be confused. But I doubt that. He keeps sneaking glances in my direction and smiles.
I also don't want to push him away.
My heart still hurts from my last relationship.
I was in love with the guy. And he said he loved me back. We were together for 2 years. We met in middle school and we ended up just being friends at first. But in like 8th grade I started getting strange feelings for him.
That night we went to my house to just hand out and watch a movie as friend. In the middle of the movie he grabbed my face and he kissed me. I never thought I could be happier.
I loved him and he loved me. He would come over every weekend and we would watch a movie and make out.
Last year we had sex. I never felt more pain and pleasure at the same time. He gave my a blow job later that night. He told me that he never has been happier. we were walking around the park holding hands and making sure no one saw. But someone did.
His mom found out and she would beat him. His dad disowned him. He was called a faggot by his own brother. He couldn't look anyone in the eye. Including me. When we kissed he seemed to be on another planet.
On Halloween (my birthday) I went over to his house and apologize for anything that I did. When I got there his door was unlocked to I went inside. None of the lights were on... except the one in his bed room.
I heard a thumping noise and a squeal. I ran up to his room but I didn't get there in time.
He was hanging from a noose in the middle of his bedroom.
There was a note tapped to him and It was addressed to me.
it read
Dear Frank,
I'm sorry. Its not your fault. I will always love you.
Love Conner
"My bedrooms in the basement," Gerard says smiling at me. I totally got lost in my old world that I didn't realize that my new one was standing right next to me.
We hold hands as we walk down stairs and he plugs in his ipod. What comes on is one of my favorite bands, the Misfits.
"I fucking love the Misfits!" I yell. Gerard smiles and laughs. I decide to get up and dance!
To my surprise Gerard dances with me. We are laughing, jumping, and singing. I haven't had this much fun sense I was with Conner. Sure I love and miss him like fucking crazy. And I even though I want to fuck Gerards brains out, I also want to give myself some time to mend my heart and not to jump into anything.
Sex on the first date almost never works out very well.
I decide not to over think everything and to just let the music get to me. Black Veil Brides starts playing and I dance my anger away to Perfect Weapon.
After a couple of songs pass I have made up my mind.
I'm going to let Gerard make the first move. I don't want to push him or pressure him into doing something that he doesn't want to.
A slow song comes on and I smile a sad smile at Gerard and walk over to him.
"Want to dance?" I hold out my hand and don't set my expectations too high. I close my eyes and get ready for the "No"
I look up at him and realize that hes crying. He is also smiling. I'm guessing he never really had someone ask him to dance before. I smile even wider as he nods.
He takes my hands and I pull him into me. I lay my head on his shoulder and wrap my arms around him as he wraps his arms around my waist. I let a couple of tears fall to due to shear happiness. I make sure he doesn't see.
He lays his forehead and he smiles at me. This time I don't really care if he sees me cry.
He looks into my eyes and leans in. This is it! My moment. My world is spinning again and I smile and lean in too. I can feel his breath on my lips and it feels like honey.
We are centimeters away and I feel like we have been leaning in for about eternity... even though it was probably 2 seconds. I close my eyes and get ready for the electric shock of him lips on mine.
But it doesn't happen.
Instead I hear Gerard's brother, Mikey, scream his name in shock. I quickly open my eyes and look at the door way and he looks like he has just seen a ghost.
Gerard looks shocked. And happy that we almost kissed. And sad because of the ALMOST part. Me smiles at me and holds my hand which gives me like major butterflies. I smile at him and he smiles at me.
"What did I just see!?" Mikey screams. Still looking shocked and scared.
"Me about to kiss someone... You have seen me and LynZ kiss. Why does it like faze you now?" Gerard asks smirking. I squeeze his hand and he smiles even wider.
Mikey smiles. "Well I'm happy for you dude. But please! If I catch you guys having sex.... I'm killing myself," Mikey laughs and leaves the room. I shutter over the 'Killing myself' comment. Gerard doesn't seem to notice. Lucky me.
Speaking of Gerard he has turned bright red over the sex comment. I laugh and Gerard looks at me and then relaxes.
I take both of his hands and smiles at him. He smiles back at me and I blush.
"Wanna watch a movie?" I ask raising my eye brows. Gerard laughs and nods. He walk up stairs still holding hands.
We decide to watch a horror movie about man-eating spiders. Lovely. Its lovely due to my irrational fear of spiders.
Right not its at a part where the spider eats a couple having sex. I am shaking so much that you can hear the couch creaking. I hide my face in Gerard's chest and he smiles and me and pulls me closer.
I feel something crawling on my arm and I look over and guess what I see..... A spider.
I fucking scream!
I jump up and run around the couch screaming and shaking my arm. Gerard jumps up and pulls me into him. Gerard is laughing and I start to cry. Spiders are NOT fucking funny.
"Frank! Calm down..." Gerard says laughing.
"Sp... sp... spider!!!" I scream again.
"Frank..." He strokes my head calming me.
"uh-hu," I say into him chest.
"The spiders gone," he laughs then jumps onto the couch,"but we must find the spider and kill it! The man who kills the spider gets a free hug!"
I am laughing now and I nod.
He runs to the kitchen and gets a couple of pots and puts them on our heads. We laugh and search for the spider.
After looking under blankets pillows Gerard calls my name. In his hand was a dead spider. He smirks and raises an eyebrow at me.
"Do I get that free hug now?" We both start laughing and I hug him. He looks into my eyes and we lean in again. This time I take a quick glance around the room to make sure no one was looking.
We were right by a window though.
"Wait! Gerard..." I look at him and he looks slightly disappointed. I smirk and giggle, "Lets go down stairs," I wink at him and I hold his hand and we walk down to him room.
Once we are in his room we put some music on and sit on his bed. He is smiling at me and I am smiling at him. I have never felt happier. Conner would be happy that I'm moving on.
I smile at him and we lean in slowly. Our lips meet and I feel and electric shock go through my body. My world is turned upside down and I close my eyes and deepen the kiss.
We pull apart slowly catching our breath and smiling at each other.
"Wow," Gerard says while running his fingers through his hair.
"Yeah," I say dumbfounded and smiling like a total retard.
We lean into each other and continue kissing.
Across the room Gerard's phone buzzes but we pay no attention to it. The kiss deepens and things start to heat up. I feel us getting hard and I feel Gerard get hard too.
I suddenly feel terrified and I jerk back. Gerard looks at me confused and hurt.
"Gerard... I'm sorry. Its just that... I don't want to rush into anything when you are still figuring stuff out." I flood with relief when I see Gerard smile.
"I understand," I lean into him and he strokes my head. We doze off together... again.
Half an hour later we hear a banging on Gerard's bedroom door. We stare at each other and don't move. We pray its not Gerard's mom.
"Gerard! Open your door!" LynZ screams from the other side of the door.
Gerard looks at me ghostly white and my mouth falls open.
"Hide!" He hisses and I jump into his closet.
"One second LynZ!" I hear him call. I press my ear against the door and and try to listen to their conversation.
"Gerard! Why didn't you answer your phone?" She sounds a little disappointed.
"I didn't know you called..."
"Fine... whatever!" I manage to open the door a crack and I watch whats going on. I press my ear against the door again.
LynZ slowly unbuttons her shirt and takes off her bra and walks toward Gerard.
"I want you, Gerard," She moans.
I lose my balance and I fall out of the closet and onto the floor in front of LynZ.
Busted....
Xoxo Violet
Franks POV:
After visiting the music store we head to Gerard's house. We don't really talk much but its a comforting silence. I have to try so fucking hard not to fuck him on the sidewalk. I want to run my fingers down his back and through his hair and bight his ear.
But of course I can't.
I don't want Gerard to run. I don't want to push things. He also may not like me as much as I like him. He may just be confused. But I doubt that. He keeps sneaking glances in my direction and smiles.
I also don't want to push him away.
My heart still hurts from my last relationship.
I was in love with the guy. And he said he loved me back. We were together for 2 years. We met in middle school and we ended up just being friends at first. But in like 8th grade I started getting strange feelings for him.
That night we went to my house to just hand out and watch a movie as friend. In the middle of the movie he grabbed my face and he kissed me. I never thought I could be happier.
I loved him and he loved me. He would come over every weekend and we would watch a movie and make out.
Last year we had sex. I never felt more pain and pleasure at the same time. He gave my a blow job later that night. He told me that he never has been happier. we were walking around the park holding hands and making sure no one saw. But someone did.
His mom found out and she would beat him. His dad disowned him. He was called a faggot by his own brother. He couldn't look anyone in the eye. Including me. When we kissed he seemed to be on another planet.
On Halloween (my birthday) I went over to his house and apologize for anything that I did. When I got there his door was unlocked to I went inside. None of the lights were on... except the one in his bed room.
I heard a thumping noise and a squeal. I ran up to his room but I didn't get there in time.
He was hanging from a noose in the middle of his bedroom.
There was a note tapped to him and It was addressed to me.
it read
Dear Frank,
I'm sorry. Its not your fault. I will always love you.
Love Conner
"My bedrooms in the basement," Gerard says smiling at me. I totally got lost in my old world that I didn't realize that my new one was standing right next to me.
We hold hands as we walk down stairs and he plugs in his ipod. What comes on is one of my favorite bands, the Misfits.
"I fucking love the Misfits!" I yell. Gerard smiles and laughs. I decide to get up and dance!
To my surprise Gerard dances with me. We are laughing, jumping, and singing. I haven't had this much fun sense I was with Conner. Sure I love and miss him like fucking crazy. And I even though I want to fuck Gerards brains out, I also want to give myself some time to mend my heart and not to jump into anything.
Sex on the first date almost never works out very well.
I decide not to over think everything and to just let the music get to me. Black Veil Brides starts playing and I dance my anger away to Perfect Weapon.
After a couple of songs pass I have made up my mind.
I'm going to let Gerard make the first move. I don't want to push him or pressure him into doing something that he doesn't want to.
A slow song comes on and I smile a sad smile at Gerard and walk over to him.
"Want to dance?" I hold out my hand and don't set my expectations too high. I close my eyes and get ready for the "No"
I look up at him and realize that hes crying. He is also smiling. I'm guessing he never really had someone ask him to dance before. I smile even wider as he nods.
He takes my hands and I pull him into me. I lay my head on his shoulder and wrap my arms around him as he wraps his arms around my waist. I let a couple of tears fall to due to shear happiness. I make sure he doesn't see.
He lays his forehead and he smiles at me. This time I don't really care if he sees me cry.
He looks into my eyes and leans in. This is it! My moment. My world is spinning again and I smile and lean in too. I can feel his breath on my lips and it feels like honey.
We are centimeters away and I feel like we have been leaning in for about eternity... even though it was probably 2 seconds. I close my eyes and get ready for the electric shock of him lips on mine.
But it doesn't happen.
Instead I hear Gerard's brother, Mikey, scream his name in shock. I quickly open my eyes and look at the door way and he looks like he has just seen a ghost.
Gerard looks shocked. And happy that we almost kissed. And sad because of the ALMOST part. Me smiles at me and holds my hand which gives me like major butterflies. I smile at him and he smiles at me.
"What did I just see!?" Mikey screams. Still looking shocked and scared.
"Me about to kiss someone... You have seen me and LynZ kiss. Why does it like faze you now?" Gerard asks smirking. I squeeze his hand and he smiles even wider.
Mikey smiles. "Well I'm happy for you dude. But please! If I catch you guys having sex.... I'm killing myself," Mikey laughs and leaves the room. I shutter over the 'Killing myself' comment. Gerard doesn't seem to notice. Lucky me.
Speaking of Gerard he has turned bright red over the sex comment. I laugh and Gerard looks at me and then relaxes.
I take both of his hands and smiles at him. He smiles back at me and I blush.
"Wanna watch a movie?" I ask raising my eye brows. Gerard laughs and nods. He walk up stairs still holding hands.
We decide to watch a horror movie about man-eating spiders. Lovely. Its lovely due to my irrational fear of spiders.
Right not its at a part where the spider eats a couple having sex. I am shaking so much that you can hear the couch creaking. I hide my face in Gerard's chest and he smiles and me and pulls me closer.
I feel something crawling on my arm and I look over and guess what I see..... A spider.
I fucking scream!
I jump up and run around the couch screaming and shaking my arm. Gerard jumps up and pulls me into him. Gerard is laughing and I start to cry. Spiders are NOT fucking funny.
"Frank! Calm down..." Gerard says laughing.
"Sp... sp... spider!!!" I scream again.
"Frank..." He strokes my head calming me.
"uh-hu," I say into him chest.
"The spiders gone," he laughs then jumps onto the couch,"but we must find the spider and kill it! The man who kills the spider gets a free hug!"
I am laughing now and I nod.
He runs to the kitchen and gets a couple of pots and puts them on our heads. We laugh and search for the spider.
After looking under blankets pillows Gerard calls my name. In his hand was a dead spider. He smirks and raises an eyebrow at me.
"Do I get that free hug now?" We both start laughing and I hug him. He looks into my eyes and we lean in again. This time I take a quick glance around the room to make sure no one was looking.
We were right by a window though.
"Wait! Gerard..." I look at him and he looks slightly disappointed. I smirk and giggle, "Lets go down stairs," I wink at him and I hold his hand and we walk down to him room.
Once we are in his room we put some music on and sit on his bed. He is smiling at me and I am smiling at him. I have never felt happier. Conner would be happy that I'm moving on.
I smile at him and we lean in slowly. Our lips meet and I feel and electric shock go through my body. My world is turned upside down and I close my eyes and deepen the kiss.
We pull apart slowly catching our breath and smiling at each other.
"Wow," Gerard says while running his fingers through his hair.
"Yeah," I say dumbfounded and smiling like a total retard.
We lean into each other and continue kissing.
Across the room Gerard's phone buzzes but we pay no attention to it. The kiss deepens and things start to heat up. I feel us getting hard and I feel Gerard get hard too.
I suddenly feel terrified and I jerk back. Gerard looks at me confused and hurt.
"Gerard... I'm sorry. Its just that... I don't want to rush into anything when you are still figuring stuff out." I flood with relief when I see Gerard smile.
"I understand," I lean into him and he strokes my head. We doze off together... again.
Half an hour later we hear a banging on Gerard's bedroom door. We stare at each other and don't move. We pray its not Gerard's mom.
"Gerard! Open your door!" LynZ screams from the other side of the door.
Gerard looks at me ghostly white and my mouth falls open.
"Hide!" He hisses and I jump into his closet.
"One second LynZ!" I hear him call. I press my ear against the door and and try to listen to their conversation.
"Gerard! Why didn't you answer your phone?" She sounds a little disappointed.
"I didn't know you called..."
"Fine... whatever!" I manage to open the door a crack and I watch whats going on. I press my ear against the door again.
LynZ slowly unbuttons her shirt and takes off her bra and walks toward Gerard.
"I want you, Gerard," She moans.
I lose my balance and I fall out of the closet and onto the floor in front of LynZ.
Busted....
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