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earth to gerard...
0 reviews“Earth to Gerard!” frank said snapping his fingers in my face bringing me back from my world full of depressing thoughts… I had become too familiar with that place lately…
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Gerard’s pov.
How lucky is it that I met frank today! I mean… seriously! Out of all the people that could have been bob’s friend’s friend… it was frank!
Frank had told me that he was trying to get me and Mikey adopted… I can’t wait to tell him! Or maybe I should wait… don’t want to get his hopes up… I think that Mikey will be annoyed that he even went to school when I tell him who I was with!
We walked to the shops that were just around the corner and pulled out our money… despite the fact I didn’t want to buy anything 'cuz I wasn’t hungry… I still managed to convince myself into buying some skittles… Heheh… skittles…
Bob bought a big bag of Doritos, ray bought a packet of biscuits and a huge bottle of cherryade and frank…bought a bottle of water? Hrm… I guess he wasn’t hungry!
After we had all paid we walked around the rather boring grey streets of Bellville and looked for a decent place to sit and wait for the day to end, deciding that the curb just next to the bus shelter was a good place to stop… but only after walking past it three times…
“So then Gerard… what sorta music you into?” bob asked me as he sat flicking stones into the road.
“Erm…LOVE misfits… iron maiden… the black flag… y’know stuff like that… you?” I replied fiddling with a stray piece of black hair that… along with the others… couldn’t decide which side it wanted to be on.
“OMGEE SAMES!” frank said, lifting his head up quickly at the sound of what I guessed were his favourite bands being mentioned.
“Yes frank… calm! We all like that sorta stuff!” he said smiling and then turning to face ray, “hey… you still have my nirvana cd…”
“I love nirvana!” frank said doing his whole ‘Meer cat’ impersonation with his head again.
“We know that frank!” bob said picking up a larger stone and throwing it at frank.
“Hey!! That hurt you know!!!” hey said picking it back up and throwing it at bob… only to miss… and get stuck in rays ‘amazing fro of sexiness’ as he called it!
So after five whole minutes of frantically searching… we all (including ray) decided that there was really no point in continuing as it was almost definitely… gone forever!!
“So then how’s comes you aren’t in school then?” ray asked me tilting his head to the side slightly.
“Merh… just didn’t feel like it to be honest!” I replied not really wanting to mention to my new found friends that the reason I didn’t want to go to school each day was for fear of being beaten into a smush on the pavement by all the sporty people or being ruthlessly kicked by the popular boys in each corridor or having girls spit insults in my face every day. I had a feeling that would just make me seem incredibly weak… or otherwise just some sad emo orphan who was too scared to stand up for themselves.
I don’t really know how I got here with these three other guys… well I do but… you know what I mean! But I haven’t laughed like this in such a long time… I’m half expecting myself to wake up from this dream and realise that I don’t have anyone, that I am just as lonely as I was before ((/trademark Chloe Aston;)/))
And if this was a dream… I certainly didn’t want to be waking up anytime soon… not to be socially shunned for being myself anyways. You see if life was a long more like this then I think even people like me and Mikey could get away with being happy!
“Earth to Gerard!” frank said snapping his fingers in my face bringing me back from my world full of depressing thoughts… I had become too familiar with that place lately… it was kind of unhealthy now that I thought about it. “Hello? You there?” he said again. I shook my head to waken me up and then remembered that he needed a reply.
“Hello!” I said rubbing my eyes but being careful not to smudge me eyeliner.
“What’s up?” he asked me looking at his hands,
“Hrm… nothing… just thinking I guess!” I said sadly.
“Watcha thinking about?” he asked me doing what ray did earlier and tilting his head to the side slightly.
“School, how much it sucks.” I said with a sigh.
“Can relate to that…hate school” frank mumbled back.
“Really? Why?” I asked even though I knew I would hate it if anyone asked me that!
“Hrm…” frank said but then he stopped.
“dude… you don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to… but if you need a chat then both me and Mikey are free to chat if you need it kay” I said looking down at him (he was short… really short…but in a cute kinda way)
“Okay… thanks dude!” he said then we looked over to ray and bob… who were all of a sudden completely and totally immersed in some dramatic thumb war… too cool!
“HEY NO CHEATING!” ray shouted as bob poked him in his waist making him lose.
“Well… you were gonna lose anyways!” bob said back.
“Re-match! The looser has to buy Frankie skittles!” he shouted. I looked over at frank whose face had dropped dramatically… guess he didn’t like skittles?
[*sorry this chapter has taken so long! i have another to upload now though! C:
-ebony xo]
How lucky is it that I met frank today! I mean… seriously! Out of all the people that could have been bob’s friend’s friend… it was frank!
Frank had told me that he was trying to get me and Mikey adopted… I can’t wait to tell him! Or maybe I should wait… don’t want to get his hopes up… I think that Mikey will be annoyed that he even went to school when I tell him who I was with!
We walked to the shops that were just around the corner and pulled out our money… despite the fact I didn’t want to buy anything 'cuz I wasn’t hungry… I still managed to convince myself into buying some skittles… Heheh… skittles…
Bob bought a big bag of Doritos, ray bought a packet of biscuits and a huge bottle of cherryade and frank…bought a bottle of water? Hrm… I guess he wasn’t hungry!
After we had all paid we walked around the rather boring grey streets of Bellville and looked for a decent place to sit and wait for the day to end, deciding that the curb just next to the bus shelter was a good place to stop… but only after walking past it three times…
“So then Gerard… what sorta music you into?” bob asked me as he sat flicking stones into the road.
“Erm…LOVE misfits… iron maiden… the black flag… y’know stuff like that… you?” I replied fiddling with a stray piece of black hair that… along with the others… couldn’t decide which side it wanted to be on.
“OMGEE SAMES!” frank said, lifting his head up quickly at the sound of what I guessed were his favourite bands being mentioned.
“Yes frank… calm! We all like that sorta stuff!” he said smiling and then turning to face ray, “hey… you still have my nirvana cd…”
“I love nirvana!” frank said doing his whole ‘Meer cat’ impersonation with his head again.
“We know that frank!” bob said picking up a larger stone and throwing it at frank.
“Hey!! That hurt you know!!!” hey said picking it back up and throwing it at bob… only to miss… and get stuck in rays ‘amazing fro of sexiness’ as he called it!
So after five whole minutes of frantically searching… we all (including ray) decided that there was really no point in continuing as it was almost definitely… gone forever!!
“So then how’s comes you aren’t in school then?” ray asked me tilting his head to the side slightly.
“Merh… just didn’t feel like it to be honest!” I replied not really wanting to mention to my new found friends that the reason I didn’t want to go to school each day was for fear of being beaten into a smush on the pavement by all the sporty people or being ruthlessly kicked by the popular boys in each corridor or having girls spit insults in my face every day. I had a feeling that would just make me seem incredibly weak… or otherwise just some sad emo orphan who was too scared to stand up for themselves.
I don’t really know how I got here with these three other guys… well I do but… you know what I mean! But I haven’t laughed like this in such a long time… I’m half expecting myself to wake up from this dream and realise that I don’t have anyone, that I am just as lonely as I was before ((/trademark Chloe Aston;)/))
And if this was a dream… I certainly didn’t want to be waking up anytime soon… not to be socially shunned for being myself anyways. You see if life was a long more like this then I think even people like me and Mikey could get away with being happy!
“Earth to Gerard!” frank said snapping his fingers in my face bringing me back from my world full of depressing thoughts… I had become too familiar with that place lately… it was kind of unhealthy now that I thought about it. “Hello? You there?” he said again. I shook my head to waken me up and then remembered that he needed a reply.
“Hello!” I said rubbing my eyes but being careful not to smudge me eyeliner.
“What’s up?” he asked me looking at his hands,
“Hrm… nothing… just thinking I guess!” I said sadly.
“Watcha thinking about?” he asked me doing what ray did earlier and tilting his head to the side slightly.
“School, how much it sucks.” I said with a sigh.
“Can relate to that…hate school” frank mumbled back.
“Really? Why?” I asked even though I knew I would hate it if anyone asked me that!
“Hrm…” frank said but then he stopped.
“dude… you don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to… but if you need a chat then both me and Mikey are free to chat if you need it kay” I said looking down at him (he was short… really short…but in a cute kinda way)
“Okay… thanks dude!” he said then we looked over to ray and bob… who were all of a sudden completely and totally immersed in some dramatic thumb war… too cool!
“HEY NO CHEATING!” ray shouted as bob poked him in his waist making him lose.
“Well… you were gonna lose anyways!” bob said back.
“Re-match! The looser has to buy Frankie skittles!” he shouted. I looked over at frank whose face had dropped dramatically… guess he didn’t like skittles?
[*sorry this chapter has taken so long! i have another to upload now though! C:
-ebony xo]
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