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Stepping out of the shower, Ichigo sighed in relaxation. He felt clean. Not just physically but emotionally as well. All of his depression had washed away in last night's bliss, he was now hopeful that he and Grimmjow would be together. He was all too brutal at first but stopped and waited until he was at a point where he could enjoy it as well. That had to mean something right? It had to. He figured he had lost a bit of blood from the deep wounds on his back and they still hurt like Hell but it was nice to have finally cleaned them. As he stepped back into his room, he caught a glimpse of himself in the mirror and stopped to take a closer look.
"Oh my god... it's looks like I got attacked by a vicious animal..." he mumbled to himself. The entire left side of his neck was black and purple, the huge, dark bruise stretched up to end on his cheek. Various bruises very similar to the one on his neck could be found all over his body, one lay on the outside of his left thigh in the shape of a hand, the same spot that Grimmjow had been holding onto him. He turned around to see the vertical wounds on his back caused by the tree. He smirked, remembering the amazing night he had with his new secret lover. "That's because I was." he chuckled as he walked away from the mirror to get dressed for the day. It still hurt whenever he moved wrong or if he stayed still too long. He was a fast healer so he wasn't really worried about it, he just wanted Grimmjow to come back so they could do it all over again. It had only been several hours and he was already craving sex from the blunet again. He jacked himself off in the shower, trying to see how long he could last. He noticed that Grimmjow didn't finish and he felt like shit for not letting him. Because he came too early, Grimmjow didn't get to because he was worried about hurting him... that wasn't fair! Grimmjow shouldn't have to stop for him! He was determined to make sure that the next time they met, he would cum after the arrancar.
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"Do you think someone should try to bring him down for lunch?" Yuzu asked and Isshin shook his head.
"Just leave him alone. When he's ready, he'll come down."
"When who's ready for what?" everyone was shocked at the voice and was even more surprised when they turned to see the stairs to find Ichigo standing there, looking both confused and happy.
"Ichi-nii!" Yuzu exclaimed, running over to jump into his arms. He just barely caught her, stumbling back into the wall. He hissed at the pain that shot through his body but tried to hide it with a smile. "Ichi-nii I was so worried!"
"Really?" he chuckled, holding her. "Well you shouldn't worry about me, I'm fine." he placed the crying girl back on her feet, trying to mask his pain. 'Stand up straight, soft smile, calming words. Keep it together.' he told himself but nearly screamed when Karin punched him in the gut, he fell to his knees as he clutched his stomach, holding his breath. She went on about how he shouldn't scare them like that and what not but the berry was more worried about keeping his pain under control and his tears locked away. Did she realize just how fucking badly that hurt? Ichigo felt where she hit and sure enough she had made a direct connection with one of the many bruises spread across his torso. 'Breathe, just breathe.'
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After lunch, the rest of his day was spent apologizing to everyone he had worried. Though when it came to facing Rukia and Renji... he got more than a bit nervous.
"So that's it?" Ichigo looked away, nodding. "With everything you put us through, you expect us to forgive you just like that?" Renji snapped and Ichigo felt like he was shrinking. An arm was slung over his shoulder, tugging his neck closer to the other. "We're friends Ichigo, its fine. You were depressed, we understand." Renji laughed and the other chuckled grabbing his hand and slowly pulling it away from his neck. He was glad that Renji forgave him but when he looked at the girl, his hand shot up to cover his bruises on his neck. She had been staring at them the entire time.
"Ichigo-"
"Oh it's getting late, I better be getting home!" he called back happily as he left. He dropped the smile when he was outside and sighed, rubbing his neck that still ached from Renji's rough hold.
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"Hey I'm home." Ichigo called as he kicked off his shoes and headed for the stairs.
"Ichiiiiiigoo!" the boy ducked, dodging his father's foot and following the limb, came the rest of his body that crashed into the wall. Great now his back hurt from bending over too quickly.
"Hi dad." Ichigo greeted as he continued up to his room. "When the girls get home, tell them I said good-night, I'm going to bed." he called back to the man before walking into his room. He stopped in his doorway and stared at the figure siting on his bed, looking through some of his notebooks. "Oh... hi Grimmjow." he beamed before closing and locking his door. The blunet looked up from the paper to watch him as he walked over to his closet to hang up his jacket after he had taken it off. Why was he disappointed that he hadn't called him "Grimm?" "So how long do you plan on staying this time?" what was that on his neck? Grimmjow stood and walked up behind him for a better look. "You're not just gonna leave me bleeding in the middle of-" he stopped when he turned around to find that Grimmjow was directly behind him, their faces mere inches apart. "Nowhere..." he trailed off inhaling the air around him that smelled of Grimmjow, breathing the same air as his lover was the best air he had ever taken in. Should he try to kiss him again? Would he just be denied once more? He debated the subject too long. Grimmjow moved his head down to his neck as he moved his shirt over to reveal the dark bruise. He kissed it tenderly and ran his tongue over it soothingly.
"Does it hurt?"
"N-n... not much. J-just when you press too hard on them." the blushing teen answered and Grimmjow's eyes shot to his in a mixture of confusion, worry, and anger.
"Them?" he growled and Ichigo returned it with a sheepish smile. He sighed as he lifted his arms up so Grimmjow could pull his shirt over his head. Tossing the shirt away, Grimmjow stepped back to look at all of the boy's wounds. Guilty. Every single mark was his fault though the teen wore them very nicely. He sighed, not knowing what to say. They stood in silence for a few moments before the blunet finally made his move. Grabbing both of Ichigo's wrists, he pinned them to the nearest wall, above the teen's head. His stomach was against the wall and knowing that the panther would go for the other side of his neck, he tilted his head to allow the other access to it. But he didn't go for it, he held still. "More?" he growled in disbelief and Ichigo chuckled nervously, knowing he was talking about his back.
"I'm fine, really. They'll be gone within a week tops, I'm a fast healer." why did the blunet even care? There's no way he cared, he just didn't want him to sound like he was in pain because the pleasured sounds are what he liked better.
"They better be." he growled before using his free hand to tug at the berry's pants.
"No, no wait." he objected, pulling his hands free of the others grasp to turn around and switch places with him so that Grimmjow was the one against the wall.
"What are you doing?" the blunet asked suspiciously but stayed against the wall, curious to see what the kid was up to. Ichigo gulped hard, blushed fiercely, and avoided the others eyes. "Kurosaki." the boy didn't respond. "Kurosaki." he spoke louder. No response. "Oi Kurosaki." he shouted, shaking the boy who finally met his eye. "I don't have the time for you to be standing around like an idiot. Let's get it done so I can go without getting caught. That alright with you?" Ichigo nodded, his eyes straying down.
"I'm just..." he sighed. "I'm sure I'm probably really bad at this but a figured I might as well start getting some experience so I can get better..."
"What are you talking about?" the blunet asked, confused but instead of answering, Ichigo slowly lowered himself to his knees and Grimmjow shook his head, feeling stupid for not catching on sooner. The berry was so nervous. He didn't want to fail at this and be either shown up or laughed at. But in order to get better, he had to start right? He reached for the seam of his pants with shaking hands but steady ones held his. He looked up to see Grimmjow. "You don't have to... do... that." he stated, trailing off at the end as he lost himself in the scared and pleading eyes of the oranget below him. He clenched his teeth as his dick hardened at the sight of the submissive child. He forced his eyes away from him and glared at everything that was in his sight as he pulled his length out from beneath the fabric that separated it from the teen's mouth. "Alright fine, hurry up though." he said before grabbing Ichigo's chin, pulling his face closer to his throbbing cock. "It doesn't take long to learn how to do right. The only thing you need to worry about..." he leaned forward a bit, glaring death at him. "Watch those teeth if you wanna keep em." Ichigo nodded before grabbing hold of his member so that Grimmjow could have his hands back. "Come on, it's not gonna bite." the blunet rushed anxiously, leaning back against the wall. Ichigo licked the head before wrapping his mouth around it, pushing his head forward to take more in but stopped when his seme grabbed his hair to help guild his head. It wasn't too long until the boy discovered how he liked it and he could release his hair, no longer needing to show him what to do. His tongue glided along the sides as he moved away and ran on either the top or the bottom as he took it back in. The Espada had to admit that for his first time giving a blow job, he wasn't that bad and he was pretty good at deep-throating. He didn't really want the kid to suck him off in the first place, it felt good don't get him wrong, but nothing could feel better than being inside of that sweet, tight ass. Grimmjow gripped the smooth walls behind him, digging his nails into them to keep from attacking the oranget that sucked on him. It wasn't necessarily the blow job that was causing him to react this way, it was the face, those eyes. They stared at each other as Ichigo worked while Grimmjow clawed at the wall, trying to distract himself. The boy stared up at him dazed, lustful, innocent, and pleading for his own pleasure. His eyes... those damn eyes... they held such wonder and mystery in them. Grimmjow knew he would never understand those things but those eyes made him want to try. He hated those damn eyes for making him so weak, vulnerable to his own emotions-the same ones that he had locked away long ago. They were off limits to everyone, himself included.
"Grimm?" Ichigo asked concerned, kissing the tip of his cock, still looking innocent. Prying his fingers away from the wall they had carved into, he pushed the confused teen back, spun him around, and pushed him down so that he was on his hands and knees. "Grimmjow, I'm still recovering from last night!" the berry whispered, trying to flip himself over again but was held in place. This was what he wanted but he was worried but being in too much pain. He didn't want it to be like last time. The older man managed to get the others pants down passed his ass and held him down tighter.
"I really hope you you're ready for this cause you made me need it!" he exclaimed as he pushed in.
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"Stop that-ow Grimm I'm serious... cheater-ow hey!" the berry complained though he was laughing. They lay in his darkened room on the bed where Grimmjow had just finished sucking Ichigo off but hadn't moved from between his legs. They played a game. A truth game. Since it was Grimmjow's turn for the night, he asked Ichigo a question and started to swirl his tongue around the tip of his cock and when he answered, Grimmjow would take the head into his mouth and stare up at the other, checking for any signs of a lie. If Grimmjow knew that Ichigo was telling the truth, then he would release his tasty captive but if he detected a lie, he would bit down on the soft, sensitive flesh hard enough to cause pain. You wouldn't believe how honest you would get if that were the price. For now, they agreed on just asking simple questions, nothing personal or anything but Grimmjow had run out of questions to ask so he just bit down softly every time the oranget tried to move.
It had been three and a half weeks since the first time they had sex and most every night since, Grimmjow's shown up and been there. He's been kind, gentle, and caring... to a point. It's Grimmjow after all. When Ichigo just didn't feel like having sex, the blunet would just lie with him, sometimes the talked, sometimes they didn't but both of them knew that the Espada would rather be there in the World of the Living with Ichigo over being bored and alone back at his home in Hueco Mundo. Every once and a while Ichigo would ask why he couldn't just go to live with him in Los Noches... the blunet never answered. Once word got out that Orihime had been taken, everyone wanted to go get her but Kisuke said that he wanted everyone to train more before he would let them enter his garganta. Ichigo nearly beat the man into letting him go but Grimmjow told him what really happened and ensured him that she was safe.
"Come on Grimm, that's not fair-ow alright, alright I'll stay put." the boy surrendered, sitting still. Grimmjow smirked at his victory before sitting up.
"Ready yet?" the panther asked but the strawberry sighed and shook his head. "I've been playing nice long enough so why not?" he asked strictly. For the last three nights, they didn't fuck, they played with each other but the sexual tension between them continued to grow tighter the longer they went without it.
"I don't know... for a while now, I've been in a lot of pain, it feels like someone's beating me in the stomach with a sledgehammer." Grimmjow sighed, scratching the back of his head. What was he supposed to do about it?
"Where does it hurt?"
"All over."
"Okay... where does it hurt the most?" Ichigo pointed to his stomach so Grimmjow crawled over him to kiss where he was pointing, running his tongue over the area. The teen lied down and relaxed but Grimmjow's eyes suddenly shot open as he flung himself away from the other, hitting the wall behind him. "W-what the Hell was that?" he mumbled under his breath so his berry couldn't hear.
"What's wrong?" he asked in a panic but Grimmjow just looked at him angrily.
"The only thing wrong here is that you're boring me." Ichigo's eyes widened. "As I said, I've been playing nice for too long and I'm sick of it." he growled, climbing off of the bed to start getting dressed. "The next time I come, you better be ready because if you're not..." he turned to glare at the teen. "I'll take you by force." Ichigo held his breath, not knowing what to say. His mood changed so rapidly, it was too hard and too confusing to try to keep up with. The Espada left without another word, not looking back.
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"What the fuck was that?" the sixth repeated as he paced his room.
"You've been acting out of character lately Grimmjow." Ulquiorra said, walking passed him to sit at the table. The fourth had been hanging around Grimmjow a lot the last three weeks so it wasn't a surprise that he was there again.
"Yeah the same could be said about you, what do you want?" Grimmjow snapped back, not ceasing his pacing.
"What's on your mind?"
"What's on yours?" he shot back and the other didn't answer. They spent too long in silence but Grimmjow didn't want that to change, he needed to think.
"Grimmjow three weeks ago I spoke with-"
"Shut up." Grimmjow snapped, continuing to pace.
"I spoke with Kur-"
"Shut up!"
"Grimmjow this is-"
"Damn it I said shut up!" the blunet yelled, throwing the small coffee table in front of the couch at him. Every time Ulquiorra tried to speak, something large was thrown at him, though it was always an effortless dodge, until he finally left. Grimmjow glared at his now closed door where the fourth had just exited. "Damn it!" he yelled at himself as he abruptly sat down on his bed. His room, his entire place was a wreck-not that he cared about that, what had he done to Ichigo? That pulse of reiatsu he felt was definitely his own but why was it coming from the berry? Every time they had sex, was he pouring too much of his reiatsu into the boy each time he released his seed in him? If so, this wasn't good-it was very bad. The blunet had no idea what that would do to him. 'Stop...' he ordered himself. 'If he dies from something so stupid, it's his own damn fault.' the only reason he was stressing over this was because he wanted to be the one to kill him, not his sperm. He guessed at this point, he'd just have to wait.
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The dull, white sands of Hueco Mundo were barren and dry with no signs of life.
"So this is Hueco Mundo... seems like a pretty lonely place, doesn't it? There's nothing here, it's completely desolate." Ichigo stated, looking around though there was nothing to see. 'So this is where Grimmjow lives? I haven't seen him for about a week now... I wonder if something happened to him...'
"There are some plants around here but they seem to be withered." Chad spoke, trying to find some form of life.
"They're not exactly plants." the two turned to Ishida to watch him break a branch off of what they took to be a small tree. "They're made of some kind of quartz like crystals." the genius observed.
"Look."
"What's wrong?" the berry asked as they turned to see what Chad was looking at.
"What is that thing?" they faced a giant dome like building that was surrounded by four main pillars. "It looks like some kind of palace or fortress." Ichigo knew exactly what it was though he didn't say a word. He couldn't tell them about the Espada that had told him all about the place. "It has to be that Los Noches place those guys talked about."
"That thing's enormous." Ichigo voiced to avoid speaking his mind. 'Grimmjow's in there somewhere and I need to find him to figure out what the Hell is going on.'
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He sat in yet another pointless meeting with a cup of tea that he would never touch in front of him. He sighed, wanting nothing more than to go destroy something-anything other than being here. In truth, he wanted to go into the World of the Living to see a certain oranget but he couldn't. Not until he figured out what that thing was last week. A green-blue light shot up from the middle of the meeting table and everyone turned to it that is... everyone but Grimmjow. They were under attack, great. It gave him an excuse to kill someone. The blunet wasn't listening to anything the "god" was saying but he glanced into the light just to peek at what they were up against. That's when he saw him.
"And Ichigo Kurosaki." Grimmjow's eyes widened at that though he tried not to show his shock.
'What is that moron thinking? Why the Hell did he come here? Why couldn't he have just waited for me to come back?' the panther asked himself. 'I have to go watch over him, make sure he doesn't get hurt. I need to make his trip here as smooth as possible in this shit hole. What the Hell am I saying, I don't care about him, I just don't want anyone else laying a hand on my prey.' slamming a hand down onto the table, the sixth stood and began walking away without a word.
"Where are you going Grimmjow?" Tosen asked as the other neared.
"I'm going to kill them." he turned to see the blind man. "You have to exterminate pests as soon as they start infesting your home."
"Lord Aizen hasn't given such an order yet. Sit back down." but that's just what he couldn't do, he had to go find Ichigo.
"Hey! It's perfectly clear what he wants done! I'm gonna remove these intruders." Tosen was quiet, everyone was.
"Grimmjow." Aizen called and said man turned to see the back of his chair.
"Yes?"
"I appreciate your intentions and your enthusiasm but I'm not finished speaking yet. Could you return to your seat for now?" the blunet didn't answer. He didn't want to sit down, he needed to leave but he couldn't just do that without getting hunted down. "Well?" this may be his only chance to get out because who knows how long this meeting would last. "I can't make out your answer. Grimmjow Jeagerjaques." with a sudden flare of his reiatsu, the panther was forced to his knees. He turned himself around, panting as he tried to recover his lost breath. "Good. I see you understand." the man said as he stood.
'Damn it... damn it... damn it! You bastard! Just hurry up, so I can go!' Grimmjow glared murder at the man who could only try to tame him. The wild panther will be tamed by no one.
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Ishida was rambling on about the differences of reiatsu in the air between Hueco Mundo, the World of the Living, and the Soul Society though no one was really listening to him not that he was really aware of this fact.
"You talk too much Uryuu. Let's roll." Ichigo called, walking away.
"Hey! Stop interrupting me, this is important!"
"Dude you're such a pain in the ass but you're free to keep talking. Let's go Chad." he called again, walking away with Chad this time.
"Wait!" Ishida called, following them. They all stopped at the sound of something large moving and turned around to see a huge worm like Hollow spring up from under the sand. Following that, was a big, yellow covered Hollow with a full mask piece along with another that was completely opposite. This one was thin, purple and white in color, and wore a simple cloth over something that should be covered more. All three chased a small girl dressed in green. Her hood was pulled up so they couldn't see much of her face but she sounded scared.
"A human?"
"No way. There can't be another human living here, that's impossible." Ishida explained, not that Ichigo cared the slightest. The girl was obviously there and she was in trouble, there was no time for questions.
"We'll deal with that later, we've gotta save her!" Ichigo swung his wrapped zanpakuto, hitting the yellow one directly in the face. It only took a moment until they had them.
"Stop that! Leave them alone!" the little girl cried and the three turned toward her. "What'd we do to you? Stop picking on us will ya?" she asked, fully looking up at them as her hood fell, revealing a skull mask on top of her head. "Why don't you just leave us alone?"
"A mask?" Ichigo asked, standing straight. "Then are... are you a Hollow?" the four Hollows were suddenly bowing before the others.
"Please leave us alone, we're really sorry." the girl sat up, a smile on her face. "We never thought our game of 'Eternal Tag' would cause such a misunderstanding. It'll never happen again."
"You mean, you play a game called 'Eternal Tag.'" Ishida asked, all three of them feeling like idiots.
"Unfortunately there's nothing else to do here in Hueco Mundo to pass the time."
"'Eternal Tag?' But you were crying while you were running away from them." the berry stated, confused as to how the girl could call that a game.
"Sure. Nel is a masochist and it's no fun for Nel unless Nel is chased to the point where Nel starts to cry." she beamed. The oranget hit the yellow Hollow, seeing as he was the closest one.
"Why are you teaching this kid words like 'masochist?'"
"Wait I'm confused, Nel is your name right?" Ishida pitched in.
"That's right."
(Really sorry to be cutting like this but I really don't wanna go through all that crap.)
Eventually getting thrown into a game of tag and eventually getting back out of it, Ichigo held Nel who held onto Zangetsu.
"Hey can you stand?" the berry asked as he carefully set the small child back on her feet.
"Wow..." she turned around to see him as he brushed her off. "Nel can't believe you saved her."
"Of course I did. You would have been squashed under that giant arrancar." 'This kid... why am I so protective over her? Arrancar or not, she is just a kid but I think it's something else...' "You okay? Are you hurt anywhere?" the green haired girl just looked at Ichigo in amazement.
"Nel's fine." she said with a nod.
"That's good. You should try to be more careful." Ichigo recommended as he stood up. "Well we've got to get going now." Nel just continued to watch him in complete amazement and longing. Was she falling in love with him? "Later." the boy called, turning around to leave as he placed Zangetsu on his back. 'Do I want to have kids some day?'
"Hey are you running away?" Nel called and Ichigo stopped and half turned back.
"Huh?"
"You're just gonna run away after what you did to us?"
"Wha?" the teen was starting to get confused and frustrated and Nel seemed as if she was about to burst into tears. Ichigo sighed, trying not to upset her any more than she already was. "Look we're in a hurry, we can't stay and play with you. Go run around with your friends and play some more tag." and... she starts crying.
"That's so mean! You were just toying with Nel's feelings but you should've just killed Nel instead! It would have been less painful for Nel that way!"
"Why does this crap always happen to me?"