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I'm at a crossroad.

by detonationmouse 3 reviews

I had to tell someone. Read or don't read, fine. I just need help. Fuck it- this is spam. Bitch at me all you want, it's okay.

Category: My Chemical Romance - Rating: PG-13 - Genres:  - Published: 2012-08-16 - Updated: 2012-08-16 - 228 words

Hi everyone. It's Allie. Well of course it is, who else would it be? Fuck, I need help. I want to kill myself badly. Ever been suicidal yourself? Remember that feeling of total brokeness? I'm on the edge right now. No, I'm not high. Please, you guys are the only ones I can go to. If I told my brothers they'd fore me into taking more pills and going to more self-help groups. I'm a total mess. I freak out at the slightest shit, Liam's scared of me because I tried to stab him. Fuck, I'm crying now. I don't want to go back to the mental hospital. I'm sitting here with a knife in my hand. Damnit, I know this kind of stuff pisses you guys off and I should call 911 or the Suicide Hotline but I've true that. I trust you. You're like another family to me. Okay, a messed up one, but still. Everyday I go home feeling depressed. My so called friends call me a drama queen and tell me to just do it already. I CANT TAKE MYSELF ANYMORE. Cian wants me out of the house because now, I've started playig with knives and trying to suffocate in my sleep. Help. Help. I'm too scared to do it. I'm sorry I never poste my story. I'm sorry to those who audiioned. Love Allie
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