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..... slash P.O.V
I Open the door to see Axl his eyes haft opened holding himself up in the door way
"what are you doing here?" I glared pissed at him for showing up this
late and not saying anything to me for 10 years then badmouth me and I almost told him to get out then I Look into his
eyes they looked scared "Axl...?" I Asked softy as he had tears rolling down his face
I felt my heart break
as he looks up at me "I'm so sorry for-" he said through tears and As I was about to ask why
his knees hit the ground I called 9-1-1 as fast I could and they carried him away I felt worried and I asked him what hospital he's going too I wanted to go with them but an anger kept me away
I went back in to me and Pearla's room I tried sleeping but my thoughts kept me awake
what happen? he has told me he hated me and I'm nothing to him or Duff or Izzy or Steven
but if that's true why did he show up? I shook my head and fell asleep then next moring I woke up and walked down stairs my boys are chasing each other
I walked into the kitchen and kissed pearl and then walked into my recording studio down stairs
I thought back to Axl I had seen him be the nicest man you ever want to meet the one who always joked around and knew my worries my everything
then he went too far and even now he takes things and uses the manic part of him To twist everything around he said he hated me. and
I swore I wouldn't speak to him again then he shows up I walked upstairs and got in my car and drove off I almost turned around and went home to let him fend for himself he has the world right? then I thought back
==flashback===
I Was walking around the the hell house I couldn't sleep I was worried about the first world tour I turned on the much-abused T.v. and turned the volume down I sat on the couch I hear a voice "slash?" I saw Axl "little late to be watching T.V.?" he said I just hid behind my hair "can't sleep?" he asked siting next to me
"yeah worried" I said he looked at me those piercing green eyes look at me "about?" he said I Sighed "tell me I Won't tell" he said "I'm worried about the tour what if they hate us and we end up no where" I said he chuckles quietly

"slash once we get up on stage they be eating out of the palms of our hands if we end up no
where we'll still be friends" he said I felt a little better "thanks Axl" I said then yawned "try heading back to sleep man rest and don't worry about the tour we'll be rock stars" he said turning the T.V off ==end flashback==

I pulled in the hospital parking lot and went and asked for his room number I walked into his room I saw him asleep they said he had exhaustion And broken ribs and was in a deep sleep
I looked at him how thin he was under the thin blanket and he has plastic surgery but I can look at him he still looks like the Axl I knew I Smiled and sat by him
"what happen to us Ax?" I said to him "we used to be friends close friends and then you went crazy and What I to do but let guns fall away"
"we were all slipping through the cracks" I choked tears falling down my cheeks things I had be holding back for years are slipping through my lips


"I was so mad at everything changing but I didn't think you let me leave then I discovered you had manic depression and
I felt guilty then you said you hated me" I said
then a pair of green eyes looked up at me
"sl-slash?' he said