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two days after axl is released there at slash's home]

I looked at Him we both sitting on the couch "hey Slash." I said "hey Axl." he said .
We sat in silence for a while
"You just left a note I even went back to your house looking for you." I Said
Slash sighed before he spoke
"I Couldn't think of a way to tell you I didn't like how you were acting and making me sigh my name over to you." he said bitterness was in his tone.

"You don't how bad it hurt watching my friends leave me then trash me before I could say why. I couldn't think straight!." I glared.

"You weren't coming on the stage! then when you did you yelled at the crowds axl!" slash yelled I was taken back to the tone of his voice I Looked at him.
"
You know why I Couldn't come on stage?!. why I Spent so much Time alone Mr.slash?." I Ask him anger filled his eyes.
"No why?." he said through clenched teeth I felt tears stinging my eyes I sighed

"Because I Was losing my mind! everything about my past what my father did to me all came roaring back to me in flashbacks

And I was having nightmares so bad I'd wake up with blood on my hands from falling down the steps of the hotel or wherever the hell we where!!.

And when I tried telling you slash you where too drunk to even listen I Was in a paranoid shock for years" I yelled he looked at me
"I'm sorry axl is that what you want?! I'm sorry I Was a drunk but so were you!" he yells I Felt like if someone stabed a knife in my heart

" I Was drinking a away a pain and no slash you have the world now! everyone knows you!
but I'm trying to keep the one thing of that makes my painful past go away! because I Lost one of them" I Yelled loudly my throat hurt

"and what is it that is so important! you are still the idiot I knew back in 80's a loser from Indiana who can't forget the past!" he screamed at me
" and It was you! now all I Have is a band name and boxes of pictures! and slash the only pain you have is your parents splitting up! you were not abused or victimized when you two years old! I'm sorry that you have everything you want prick! " I Yelled and his frist met my face I fell into the floor

I Got back up
and I grabbed his arm forcefully and threw him up against the wall I rised my hand and struck him across the face he whimpered and clutched his face I looked into his honey brown eyes they looked scared and hurt I stepped back as he was sobbing and shaking I felt my heart break .
I kneeled by him pulling him into my arms but he kept his hands over his face not letting me see him cry .

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to hit you or yell at you like that I overreacted. " I said

I held him closer gently rubbing his back.
"I-I-I'm sorry about hitting you." he hiccuped softly into my neck.
"shh" I said as I rubbed his back again as he sniffled and curled up against my chest.
"axl I'm sorry-." he began I shushed him .
"no apologies needed." I Said.
I touched his face and he hissed in pain and looked away cursing under his breath.
"I'll be right back." I said then got up and walked into the bathroom and quickly ran a washcloth under water and came back into the room
where now slash is sitting on the couch I sat by him and place the washcloth on his cheek where a scratch mark is slightly bleeding
I held it there until it stopped bleeding
"I'm still really sorry for staying what I did" He said
"shh. all is forgiven" I said then brushed his hair behind his ear he smiled
"my wife will be home soon. and I don't think she'll like the fact that the man that usually bashes her husband is sitting in her living room" he said
I laughed "Yeah I'd better leave but I'm staying at the motel down the street" I said wondering if I had the money for it
"cool I'll call you later?" he asked before hugging me
"yep" I said closing the door behind me
I walked to the motel after I used all my spare money for a room
I took a shower and then I sat on the bed and carfuly dailed slash's number