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3 week time lapse

Gerard and Frank had been official together for three weeks now and Frank thought everything was going perfectly. Frank couldn’t remember a time he had been happier. Gerard however was frustrated. Frank simply would not have sex with him. Gerard had been sending every signal possible to Frank but Frank was either not getting them or just choosing to ignore them. He thought back to their one week anniversary when he had made his first attempt to give Frank a hand job.

*Start Of Flashback*

Gerard and Frank were sitting on the love seat in the living room watching Doctor Who. Gerard had already watched this episode previously and was getting bored. While Frank was engrossed in the show Gerard carefully slipped his right hand onto Frank's knee and gently squeezed. Gerard could feel Frank tense up but Frank 's face showed no reaction. Gerard took this as an incentive to continue. Gerard trailed his hand slowly up Frank's thigh until he reached the slight bulge in his jeans. Frank nearly fell off the couch when he felt Gerard's hand.

"What the fuck Gerard?" Frank gasped.

Gerard blushed deeply. "I- sorry." Gerard removed his hand and looked at the ground feeling rejected and embarrassed. Frank kissed Gerard chastely on the lips and pulled away. Gerard couldn’t imagine why Frank wouldn’t accept a perfectly good hand job. Who turned down a hand
job from anyone ever? Gerard decided that it must have been because Frank had felt sick or
wasn’t in the mood. Gerard's eyebrows wrinkled in worry.

"Are you okay Frank?" Gerard placed a hand on Frank's shoulder. Frank looked at Gerard in confusion.

"Yeah, why wouldn't I be?" Gerard cast his gaze to the ground. "I-never mind."

Frank went back to watching the television wrapping one arm around Gerard's shoulder. Gerard sighed contentedly resting his head on Frank's shoulder. He could wait another day or so.

*End of Flashback*

Gerard figured that Frank just wanted to take things slow so he backed off a bit. Gerard waited another week to put the moves back on Frank.

*Start of Flashback*

Gerard was laying down on his bunk watching Frank do his literature studies homework. He watched as Frank's face contorted in concentration, his eye brows wrinkled in frustration and his teeth biting his lip ring. He thought it was adorable how when Frank got bored he tapped his pencil on his binder to the beat of a song. Frank groaned in frustration and looked over to Gerard and smiled at him when he caught Gerard staring.

"This homework fucking sucks." Frank chucked the book to the floor.

"I'm sorry." Gerard sat on the end of Frank's bed. "Do you want me to help take your mind off of it?" Gerard smirked at Frank.

Frank smiled at Gerard. "And how do you plan on doing that?"

"Like this." Gerard straddled Frank's lap, wrapping his hands around Frank's neck and kissing his hardly on the lips. Frank's eyes widened in shock a little bit but he soon closed them and kissed back, wrapping his arms around Gerard's petite waist. Gerard slipped his tongue through Frank's lips, exploring the newly familiar territory. Frank soon regained his dominance, pressing his own tongue into Gerard's mouth. Gerard moaned loudly into the kiss, stroking Frank's face with his thumbs. Things started getting more heated as Gerard started to grind his ass into Frank's crotch wontedly. Frank threw his head back at the friction in his lower half. Frank gripped Gerard's hips in an attempt to get more relief on his aching cock. Gerard threw his head back at the feeling of Frank getting hard on his ass. Gerard moved off of Frank's lap and started to unfasten Frank's jeans.

"Woah what are you doing?" Frank questioned Gerard and Gerard's hands came to a complete stop.

"What do you think I'm doing." Gerard smirked his hands going back to fumbling with Frank's jeans.

"Gerard stop." Frank said trying to keep himself from moaning.

"I just want to give you a blow job Frank." Gerard explained with a dejected look on his face.

"You don't have to Gerard."

"But I want to Frankie!" Gerard whines starting to rub Frank through his pants.

Frank moaned and pushed Gerard off of him roughly. Gerard fell sideways off the couch hitting his head on the ground. Gerard looked up at Frank with tears welling up in his eyes.

"What the hell Frank?" Gerard's voice cracked. Frank looked down at Gerard, in shock at what he had done.

"Oh my god, baby I'm so sorry are you okay?" Frank sat besides Gerard on the floor and cradled his head. Gerard cried into Frank's chest.

"Why'd you push me off the bed?" Gerard looked up at Frank with teary eyes.

"Babe I'm so sorry I didn't mean to do it that hard." Frank rubbed Gerard's head consoling him.

"Why wouldn't you let me suck you off?" Gerard asked with a fore lone look on his face.

"I-." Frank started talking but stopped, "I didn’t want you to think you had to."

Gerard glared at Frank. "Bull-fucking shit you just not attracted to me are you?"

Frank looked at Gerard in confusion. "Wha-?"

"Fuck you Frank." Gerard got up of the ground and left the room.

*End Of Flashback*

Now it was the third week of their relationship and Gerard was beyond sexually frustrated. Sure he was a virgin but that didn't mean he wasn't a virgin to all things such as hand jobs and blowjobs. It wasn't like he got an abundance of sexual contact when he was single either but being around such an attractive person that was supposed to be his was frustrating him beyond belief. He'd thought Frank just wanted to wait to do anything sexual but it had been far too long for that. Frank's dick certainly had a response to Gerard when they were engaging in certain activities but Frank would always stop things before it got too far.

Gerard knew that this must have something to do with Frank simply not wanting to have sex with Gerard. Frank must have just not been attracted to Gerard. Maybe Frank loved Gerard but just couldn't see past the fact that Gerard was a guy. Gerard decided to call Mikey. Gerard dialed Mikey's number that he knew by heart. Mikey picked up at the second ring.

"Gerard? Are you okay?" Mikey asked frantically from the other end.

"Yes Mikey I'm fine I just wanted to ask you about something.

Mikey let out a sigh of relief. "Yeah?"

"You know how I told you about how me and Frank are dating now?

Mikey groaned into the phone. "Yeah you've been telling me nonstop for the past 3 weeks."

Gerard grinned a little to himself. "So anyways I have a bit of a problem."

"What?"

"Frank won’t have sex with me." Gerard pouted.

Gerard heard Mikey laugh hysterically into the phone.

"It's not funny." Gerard whined.

"Of course not." Mikey said sarcastically. "I just never thought I'd have this discussion with my brother."

"Shut up Mikey this is serious."

"Fine, so have you even tried to have sex with him yet."

"Yes!" Gerard exclaimed. "I've been giving him every signal known to man and he's just been ignoring them, I tried to blow him and he pushed me off the bed for Christ's sake!"

"Ew I really didn't need to know that." Mikey mimicked gagging on the other side of the line.

"I don't know what I'm doing wrong, he's probably just not attracted to me." Gerard sighed.

"You could try dressing up in drag." Mikey suggested in a joking tone.

"Oh my god I should try that!" Gerard said excitedly taking the idea seriously.

"Uh Gerard I was just joking." Mikey frowned

"I'm gonna try that….bye Mikey." Gerard hung up. Luckily Gerard had brought all his drag clothes with him from his high school days when he enjoyed dressing up as a girl everyone once in a while. Gerard looked at Frank's schedule to make sure that he would have a couple hours alone to get ready. Gerard stood in front of his closet shuffling through different items of clothes until he found his tight above the knee length red dress. Gerard picked that out along with a lacy bra and panties to match it and set it on his bed.

Gerard quickly showered and shaved his legs which he had done occasionally before. He blow dried his hair and curled it and then put on the bra and panties, clasping the latch in the back and then finally the dress. He did his eye liner, mascara, red eye shadow, and added red lipstick. He shuffled under his bed for his black high heels and put those on also. He ordered pizza because he couldn't cook anything else and set up the table in the kitchen with candles and fancy place mats. When he heard Frank come through the door he nervously stood by the entrance waiting for him. When Frank looked up at Gerard when he came in he first looked confused than surprised than kind of turned on. Frank's eyes ran up and down Gerard's body quickly devouring him.

"Gerard?" He questioned closing the door. "What's all this about?" Frank wrapped his arms around Gerard's waist grinning.

"Oh I just wanted to surprise you with a little date I planned." Gerard smiled brightly wrapping his arms around Frank's shoulders.

"You look absolutely beautiful." Frank breathed into Gerard's neck. Gerard blushed a little at the compliment. Now he was positive Frank was only attracted to him if he looked like a girl.

"You look great too." Gerard murmured.

Frank chuckled, "Oh yeah I'm totally rockin' these ripped up jeans and old stained t-shirt."

Gerard laughed. "You look good in everything."

"I'm glad you think so." The two boys sat down and ate the cheese pizza. Gerard had made sure it was plain cheese because Frank was a vegetarian.

"So Gerard, I've been meaning to ask." Frank wiped his hands off on a napkin. "Why are you dressed up like a chick?" Gerard chocked a little bit on his food trying to think of an answer to that question.

"I just felt like it." Gerard shrugged. "Do you not like it?"

"Don't get me wrong I think it's incredibly sexy I just didn't know you did this sort of stuff."

"Well I used to experiment cross dressing a little in high school I just never did it out of the privacy
of my own room." Gerard explained. "I used to steal my mom's clothes and make up too."

Frank laughed a little at that. "I bet she wasn't too pleased about that."

Gerard shrugged. "She never figured out where her clothes were going and I was very careful not to let my dad catch me that wouldn’t have been pretty."

Frank leaned over the table to kiss Gerard on the lips briefly. "Wanna go back to our room?" Frank suggested. Gerard nodded his head and the two of them made their way back to their shared bedroom.

When they got inside Gerard surprised Frank by pushing him up against the wall and kissing him fiercely on the lips. Frank let out a strangled moan and let his hands drop to Gerard's ass gripping him tightly.
Gerard moaned into the kiss throwing his head back allowing Frank to place kisses up and down his neck. Gerard grinded his crotch against Frank's creating some much needed friction. Breathy sounds escaped from the two men's mouth's as they rutted against each other like cats in heat. Gerard began working on the button of Frank's pants but Frank batted them away.

"Come on Frank I need you to fuck me." Gerard moaned in a needy manner.

"Gerard stop." Frank continued to bat Gerard's fingers away. Gerard pulled away from Frank all
together.

"What the fuck Frank?" Gerard asked hurt and rejection clear on his face.

"What?" Frank asked cluelessly.

"We have been dating for three weeks now and you refuse to do anything more than making out
with me!" Gerard exclaimed.

"I-" Frank started to say.

"No, let me talk Frank, I have tried to send you ever single possible but you either ignore or refuse everything, I want to have sex with you and I don't understand why you won't have sex with me, I even dressed up in drag for God's sake and absolutely nothing will make you have sex with me." Gerard yelled angry tears falling down his cheeks and ruining his makeup.

"Is this why you dressed up like a girl?" Frank asked understanding washing over his face.

Gerard nodded lowering his head.

"If you're just not attracted to me please just say it now and spare me the kindness." Gerard muttered.

Frank cradled Gerard's face in his hands.

"Gerard I am absolutely attracted to you, you are the most funny beautiful, and kind man I've ever met and that makes you so attractive, the only reason I don't want to have sex with you yet is because I don't want you to think that's all I want and I want our relationship to be more than sex." Frank wiped a stray tear from Gerard's face. "In my past relationships I jumped into sex with them way too soon and that became all the relationship was about like with Kim, I didn’t love her but I love you and I want to be positive that were both ready before we make that step."

Gerard sniffled and nodded hugging Frank. "Is that all Frank?" "Cause you always seemed really jumpy whenever I tried anything with you."

Frank took a deep breath and swallowed. "To be honest I'm also pretty nervous, I've never done anything sexual with a guy before and I don't wanna mess up."

Gerard grinned at Frank. "Aw well I'm a virgin but I'm pretty sure I know the mechanics of everything."

Frank giggled. "I'm sure we can figure things out together." Frank winked.

There was a comfortable silence for a while until Frank broke it.

"I also want you to know that I'm not going to expect you to dress up as a girl for me, sure it was a nice treat but I love how you look at a guy the best."

Gerard smiled widely and whispered in a sultry voice into Frank's ear. "I forgot to mention I'm wearing a bra and panties."

Frank stiffened a bit. "I think I may have just popped a boner."

Gerard laughed. "I think we may have found a kink for us to experiment later."

Frank grinned widely. "I would love that."