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Frank progressively became more nervous as he and Gerard approached their apartment. Frank wrung his hands together as Gerard fumbled with the keys. Gerard opened the door and they walked inside.

"Um…so we just…yeah?" Frank asked awkwardly gesturing to the bedroom door. Gerard nodded his head.

"Yeah come on." Gerard dragged Frank towards the bedroom and locked the door behind them.

"Soo..um…" Frank kicked his feet awkwardly gazing towards the bed. Gerard smiled at Frank seductively.

"Come on baby what are you waiting for?" Gerard crawled onto his twin sized bed. Frank stared at
Gerard dumbfounded, his nerves getting the best of him.

"Um…so how are we?" Frank's minds choose that moment to forget all of the research he had done this past week. Gerard chuckled. "Come on Frank just kiss me."

Frank slid his shirt over his head on the way over to the bed, straddling Gerard's hips and pressing his lips to Gerard's. Gerard shut his eyes and wrapped his arms delicately around Frank's shoulders, pulling him closer. Frank grinned into the kiss, holding Gerard's face in his hands, his thumbs stroking lightly over his cheeks. Frank gasped when Gerard slipped his tongue into his mouth. The older man smiled into the kiss, rubbing circles in the younger man's back with his palms. What started out as a gentle kiss became progressively steamier when Frank pulled Gerard's shirt over his head. Frank kissed up Gerard's chest and played with the older man's nipples with his tongue. Gerard let out a strangled moan when Frank began palming him through his tight ass jeans.

"Fuck." Gerard moaned quietly. Frank broke away from Gerard and smiled down at him. "You're beautiful." Gerard blushed up at Frank. "Y-ou are too." Frank smiled and started to remove his own pants and boxers and Gerard followed his lead. Frank stared down at Gerard's body. This was the first time they were seeing each other completely naked since they were little kids.

"So how are we gonna do this?" Frank asked blushing.

"Well I assume I'm gonna bottom right?" Gerard looked up at Frank for reassurance.

"Yeah." Frank grinned sheepishly.

"Do you know what to do?" Gerard questioned Frank with a tinge of worry in his eyes.

"Yeah….I think so." Frank trailed off. Frank pulled open the bedside drawer in search of lube and a condom. Frank grabbed a large condom and the newly purchased strawberry lubricant.

"Strawberry really?" Frank commented, a teasing tone apparent in his voice.

"I like strawberry." Gerard blushed, looking like an innocent little kid biting his lip. Frank chose to ignore that fact that it turned him on a little bit.

"So uh do you want me to….prep you?" Frank gestured to the lubricant, feeling more awkward every minute. It was strange for him to feel this way around Gerard. Nothing had ever been awkward between the two since they had always shared everything with each other. Frank hoped that they weren't doing this too soon, they had only been together like this for a month now for Christ sake! Frank had only thought of Gerard in a sexual manner for about three months, although he had started noticing that Gerard was attractive way back in high school.

"I can do it myself." Gerard deliberately avoided Frank's gaze.

"Do you know how?" Frank questioned, a hint of curiosity in his voice. Gerard blushed even harder. "Yeah."

"Oh okay….have you ever……you know." Frank made a inappropriate gesture with his fingers, his curiosity getting the best of him. A shocked look passed over Gerard's face. "Uh….yeah?" Gerard's voice raised an octave. Frank found himself extremely turned on at the idea of Gerard fingering himself.

"So umm…are you gonna….do that?" Frank cringed at the awkwardness of his question.

"Okay." Gerard took the lube from Frank's hands and spread some on his fingers. Frank politely averted his eyes as Gerard inserted a few fingers in his entrance. He heard little moans and groans escaping Gerard's lips as he worked his fingers in and out of himself.

"You know it's okay if you look we ARE dating and we ARE about to have sex right?" Gerard informed Frank with sarcasm. Frank looked over at Gerard to see him preparing himself, his eyes sexed out and his hair wild.

"Fuck that’s hot." Frank gasped unable to keep his eyes away any longer. Gerard laughed a little. "Thanks I guess?" After a couple more minutes, Gerard admitted a loud gasp deep from his throat. "Fuck."

"What are you okay?" Frank asked worriedly.

"Yeah I think I just hit my prostate, fuck that was nice." Gerard closed his eyes and sighed. "I think I'm ready."

Frank felt his hands get clammy and start to shake. "Uh yeah okay." Frank put on a condom and lubed himself up with his hands trying not to come at the feeling of his hands on his swollen cock. "I read that this would be easier on you if you're on your stomach." Gerard nodded a little. "O-kay." Gerard got on his hands and knees on the bed waiting apprehensively for Frank. Frank got behind Gerard and grabbed onto his hips with his hands firmly.

"Are you ready baby?" Frank whispered into Gerard's ear, placing a kiss on his shoulder. "Yeah." Gerard nodded bracing himself. "I love you Gerard." Frank whispered into his ear. Gerard blushed deeply and responded back. "I love you too Frankie, so much."

Frank used his hand to direct his cock into Gerard slowly starting with the head. Gerard gasped out loud in pain gripping onto Frank's hand over his shoulder. "Gee are you okay am I hurting you?" Frank asked frantically, the pleasurable tightness in his cock becoming second to his lover's discomfort. "No, it's just a lot different than fingers." Gerard tried to laugh it off, shaking his head. "Do you want me to stop?" Frank placed kisses down Gerard's back. "No!" Gerard shouted in protest. "Just go slow."

Frank pushed his cock in the rest of the way with difficulty, Gerard's muscles having spazzums around him, working against him. "Baby you gotta relax." Frank said, rubbing Gerard's back to try and get him to relax around him more. "Sorry." Gerard took a deep breath and relaxed his muscles. Frank managed to push his cock into the hilt. It was sure different than fucking Kim, but it certainly felt just as good. "Fuck, you're really tight." Frank breathed out into Gerard's neck making Gerard shiver.

They waited a few minutes in a comfortable silence for Gerard to adjust. Frank stroked Gerard's cheek with his hand and felt something wet on his hands. "Gee why are you crying am I hurting you bad?" Frank asked freaking out that Gerard was crying during sex….this had never happened to him before. "No." Gerard gasped a little. "I just always pictured facing you when we did this." Frank chuckled a little bit. "Baby it's okay we can do it that way if you really want to I just thought it would be easier on you if we did It like this." Frank stroked his hands threw Gerard's hair. "Do you wanna ride me so you have some control." Gerard nodded his black mop of hair and Frank slowly pulled out. Gerard whined at the feeling of emptiness.

Frank and Gerard resituated themselves on the bed, Frank with his back against the pillows, and Gerard sitting on Frank's lap. "You ready?" Frank asked, removing a stand of Gerard's hair from his eyes. Gerard answered by lowering himself on Frank's very erect and swollen cock. They both gasped at the same time, Frank with pleasure, and Gerard with the stretch and fullness. Gerard began to bounce up and down on Frank's lap, gasping at the feeling of Frank's cock stretching him out.

Frank gripped onto Gerard's hips helping his movements. "Fuck, this is a good angle." Gerard breathed out. Frank chuckled. "I'm glad." They both loved the intimacy this moment provided. They loved kissing and holding each other, but sex like this took so much trust and held so much intimacy and love for the two of them. They weren't just doing this for pleasure, it meant so much more to them than that. It wasn't like when Frank fucked Kim and it had only been for pleasure and to get off. This was the first time sex held a deep intimate connection for Frank, the first time he had made love to another person, this person being his best friend and the love of his life.

Gerard gasped when he felt the tip of Frank's cock collide with his prostate. "Oh god, again Frank." He pleaded, tossing his head back and clasping onto Frank's hands which were stationary on his hips. Frank was happy to oblige, aiming for the same spot, feeling about ready to lose his mind at the look of complete love and ecstasy on Gerard face. Frank pulled Gerard's chest closer to his own and sucked on his neck, biting and nibbling on the spots he knew would drive him crazy. Gerard writhed in his lap, his breathing becoming erratic.

They picked up that pace, Frank thrusting up faster while Gerard rocked on his lap more furiously. Frank could feel himself getting closer, Gerard's body squeezing around his dick perfectly tight and hot. Frank pulled Gerard down for a kiss, their mouths meeting messily and beautifully. Frank moved his hands from Gerard's hips to squeeze his ass, causing Gerard to let out a loud yelp and whimper into his mouth. Gerard removed his mouth from Frank's to whisper in his ear. "Fuck, i'm so close Frank." Frank nodded his head in reply. "Me too Gee."

Frank decided to take matters into his own hands to finish both of them off. Frank pushed Gerard back onto his back, lifted a leg over his shoulders and started to pound Gerard into the mattress. Gerard's eyes boggled in shock at the new change of position. "Fuck, Frank so good." Gerard moaned loudly.

Frank quieted Gerard by kissing him, continuing his deep thrusts as they kissed heatedly. Gerard ran his hands down Frank's back, eyes rolling back in his head in ecstasy. Gerard pulled away from the kiss briefly. "Touch me, please Frank." Gerard whimpered so pathetically that Frank couldn't have refused even if he wanted to. Frank only had to pump Gerard's cock a few times before he shouted Frank's name and came all over Frank's hand and their stomachs. Frank thrusted into Gerard's body until he brought himself to his own orgasm, seeing stars and came into the condom inside Gerard's docile body. "Fuck Gee." Frank collapsed onto Gerard's chest, the two of them trying to catch their breath.

Frank pulled out of Gerard's body carefully, no wanting to hurt Gerard. Frank tied of the condom and noticed a tear in it. He shrugged it off knowing that they were both clean and it wasn't like he could get Gerard pregnant. Gerard whimpered at the loss of contact but soon stopped when Frank wrapped his arms tightly around his waist.

"That was so amazing Gee." Frank whispered into his neck. "Fuck I know." Gerard panted grasping Frank's tattooed hand in his. "Was it.....did I......was I good for your first time." Frank asked a hint of worry in his voice. Gerard giggled a little and turned to face Frank. "It was fantastic, and even if it wasn't I still would have loved it cause I did it with you." Gerard grinned sheepishly.

Frank felt pride well up his chest, knowing that he was the one who made Gerard feel like that. Not Bert, that creepy Jared guy, or that Jeff dude, but him. Gerard traced imaginary drawings on Frank's chest with his finger. "I love you Frank." Gerard said quietly, looking Frank in the eyes. "And I love you Gerard, more than you'll ever know."

Gerard curled into Frank's body and the two lovers got under the covers in the small twin sized bed. "We really need to get a bigger bed." Gerard cuddled into Frank's chest. Frank chuckled. "Yeah, i'm about to fall out of the bed." Gerard giggled into Frank's chest and the two lovers fell asleep cuddled together in the tiny twin bed.