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Gerard and Frank's one month anniversary was approaching quickly and Gerard couldn't have been more ecstatic. The day before the anniversary, Gerard went out to a local sex shop to purchase necessary equipment. He felt especially awkward walking into the shop, but seeing as the items there would be of better quality and he wanted everything to go perfectly, the awkwardness was a small price to pay. He spent ten minutes in the candle section, trying to decide between coconut and vanilla scented candles. He figured that he couldn't go wrong with vanilla and tossed a few of them into the basket. He made his way to the condom and lube section and curiously looked at all the different flavors and scents. He decided to get strawberry lube because he liked the smell. He looked at the regular condoms and had difficultly deciding between the large or extra large condoms. He didn't know if Frank was like a horse, but he was pretty damn sure he wasn't small either. A guy that worked at the store came up to Gerard and looked curiously into Gerard's bag of items.

"Are those for someone else or are you packin?" The worker with the name tag 'Brendon' on raised an eyebrow at him.

Gerard flushed crimson red. "Uh, there for my boyfriend actually."

"He must be pretty well endowed then." Brendon observed.

"Um yeah I guess." Gerard muttered praying to god that this man would leave him alone.

"Okay, well let me know if you need anything." Gerard sighed in relief when the frightening sales person walked away.

Gerard quickly made his way to the register, passing many strange sex toys on his way. He avoided the creepy gaze of the Brendon guy and made his way back to the apartment.

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Frank's nerves got progressively worse as his and Gerard's one month anniversary approached. They had exchanged a hand job and blow job in the past week and Frank found out that Gerard was REALLY fucking good at giving head. Frank had almost had a panic attack while giving Gerard a hand job in return. It wasn't that he didn't want to touch Gerard dick….it was just that he was fucking terrified to. His whole life he had always thought of himself as straight and the thought of coming into contact with any penis other than his own had never crossed his mind. Well until Gerard of course. It terrified him that he was so turned on by Gerard's erect penis, it confirmed the fact that he was by no means straight. Even with these exchanges, he was still fucking terrified of going all the way with Gerard. He knew Gerard was a virgin and he didn’t want to do anything that would hurt him or make his first time anything other than perfect. He was aware that Gerard had been with other guys…..sexually but he had never gone all the way and it made him feel special that Gerard wanted to give that part of himself to Frank.

After he got back from classes in the evening he brought his laptop into his and Gerard's shared bedroom and shut the door behind him. He assumed Gerard was hanging out with Zacky or something and wanted to use this time alone to further his…research. No, Frank wasn't doing research on his English paper or economics homework, he was researching sodomy. He cringed at the thought of his parents finding what he was looking for on the internet. See, Frank didn't know who to ask about stuff like this. He could ask Brian or Zacky, they were defiantly experienced in that matter but he could practically feel the awkwardness radiating from that conversation and it hadn't even happened. He couldn't ask Gerard either…..that would be even worse than asking Zacky or Brian. The internet seemed like the most reliable resource for this situation. This is how Frank found himself searching on various gay men informational websites.
Frank read from the screen of a legitimate website.

'You must determine what roles you and your partner play in your physical relationship, otherwise known as who would top or bottom.'

Frank was pretty sure he wasn't bottom. He wrinkled his nose at the thought of being fucked in the ass; it didn't seem like his thing.

'Second if you are top, you must prepare your partners entrance, adding one finger and additional fingers as needed.'

Frank scowled, he didn't know he would feel about putting his fingers in a guys ass, that was where they like shit and stuff. Don't get him wrong, he loved Gerard and would do anything for him, he just didn't understand how that would be pleasurable for either of them.

'You must use plenty of lubricant to ensure the comfort of you and your partner. '

Frank had seen some in Gerard's bag when he peeked inside so he was pretty sure they were covered.

'After you have prepared your partner sufficiently you must put on a condom and apply lubricant to your penis.'

Frank was familiar with putting on condoms since he and Kim used to have sex more often then he'd like to admit. Frank skimmed down the page and read about the male g-spot. He always wondered why anyone would want to get fucked in the ass but apparently the male prostate acted like the female g-spot. He wouldn't mind seeing Gerard completely lose his mind.

Frank waited by the front door for Gerard to return from his classes. He was dressed in a white button down shirt with a red tie and a clean pair of black skinnies. He twirled a red rose between his fingers and impatiently tapped his foot. When Frank heard the click of the lock opening he let out a exasperated sigh of relief. It felt as if he had been waiting for hours when in reality it had only been minutes. Much to Frank's dismay, Brian was the one who came through the door smirking.

"What the hell man, why are you dressed like a tool?" Brian laughed gesturing at Frank's outfit.

Frank's eyebrows creased in a frown. "Shut the fuck up Brian I'm going on a date with Gerard."

Brian's shit eating grin got even wider. "Planning on getting laid tonight?" Frank smacked Brian's arm playfully.

"Dude shut the fuck up…..but maybe." Frank grinned a little nervously.

"Jesus Frank, with how nervous you're acting you'd think that you're a virgin." Brian opened the fridge and popped open a beer.

"Well I kind of am with dudes." Frank defended.

"Not really……unless your bottom, but I highly doubt you are because even though you're a fucking midget, Gerard still just has that 'Hey I like it up the ass' aura about him." Brian snickered, taking a sip of beer.

Frank chuckled to himself. He wanted to defend Gerard but it was kind of hard to do considering he kind of had to agree with Brian.

When Frank heard the door opening again he made his way to greet Gerard back at the door. Gerard came in carrying various bags of groceries, struggling to carry them through the door.

"Fuck Frank can you help me with these." Gerard attempted to make it to the kitchen counter without the bags contents spilling everywhere. Frank grabbed two bags off of Gerard and placed them on the counter.

"Aw you didn't have to go grocery shopping we have…..wait why are all of these popsicles?" Frank peered into the bags, his eyebrows furrowed in confusion. Gerard giggled at the puzzled expression on Frank's face.

"There for an art project." Gerard explained as he started unloading them into the freezer.

"Why would you need the popsicles for art?"

"Were using the sticks not the actually ice cream, were supposed to build some sculpture or something I dunno." Gerard finished putting the last of them in the freezer and turned around to face Frank grinning.

"Why are you all dressed up?" Gerard grinned playing with Frank's tie.

"Uh…well I wanted to take you out for our anniversary. " Frank kicked at the floor with his shoe blushing.

"You're so sweet." Gerard smiled cheekily. "But I'm not dressed up." Gerard pouted looking down at his paint stained shirt and black skinnies.

"It's fine you look great." Frank tried leading Gerard to the door.

"No, Frank you have to let me at least wear something decent!" Gerard ran to the bedroom. "I'll be quick." He called on the way. Brian tried his hardest not to burst out laughing

Frank groaned and rolled his eyes, he thought that dating guys would mean less of this crap. He couldn't complain though, he was completely in love with Gerard and accepted his flaws. He found most of his flaws and quirks adorable though so they didn't really bother him. Gerard had been much faster than a girl though emerging from the bedroom in only ten minutes. Gerard walked sheepishly over to where Frank was waiting by the door.

"So how'd I look?" Gerard asked bashfully.

Frank felt his jaw drop, it never ceased to amaze him how Gerard barely had to put any effort into anything to look absolutely stunning. Gerard was wearing a pair of red skinnies paired with a white dress shirt with a black blazer over it. He had put a comb through his hair and rimmed his eyes delicately with a line of black eyeliner, making his hazel beauties stand out even more than usual.

"Well?" Gerard asked growing nervous.

"You look absolutely gorgeous." Frank cupped Gerard's cheek, stroking it tentatively. Gerard blushed

"Thanks."

Frank handed Gerard the red rose he was still holding.

Gerard snorted. "What do you think I am a girl?" Frank's face fell and he took the rose back, crestfallen.

"Frank I'm just kidding." Gerard took the rose from Frank's hand gently. "I love it."

Frank's face lit up again. "I'm glad, let's go out now shall we?" Frank offered Gerard his hand to hold.

"Why aren't you the gentlemen." Gerard giggled hysterically.

"Have fun on your date!" Brian called from inside as Frank led Gerard to the car and opened the passenger side for him. "Use protection!" They could still hear from inside the house. Frank got into the driver's seat and started to drive to their destination.

"Where are we going?" Gerard bounced in his seat in anticipation.

"It's a surprise." Frank grinned.

Frank walked into the restaurant with Gerard holding hands. "Reservation for Iero." Frank told the hostess.

The hostess grinned at seeing the couple and showed them to their table.

"Well she was nice." Frank commented after they were seated.

"Yeah, it's nice to know that not everyone is a homophobic asshole." Gerard mumbled and Frank nodded in agreement.

"You wanna split something?" Frank suggested browsing the menu.

"Hell no, I love you to death Frank but I really need some meat now." Gerard teased.

Frank's heart soared every time he heard Gerard say that.

They ended up sharing an appetizer of garlic bread and getting separate dishes, steak for Gerard and salad for Frank.

Frank looked up from his salad to look at Gerard. He loved him so much he couldn't even be bothered
to care that Gerard was eating poor helpless animals in front of him.

"Hey Gerard?" Frank tried to get Gerard's attention away from his food.

"Yeah Frankie?" Gerard took a drink of water.

"You've got a little paint on your cheek." Frank pointed to the left side of his own face.

"What? Here?" Gerard's eyes grew wide as he pointed to his left cheek.

"No, other side." Frank laughed at Gerard's thunderstruck face.

"What?" Gerard rubbed frantically at the other side of his face.

"Is it gone?" Gerard asked worriedly

"No, here let me." Frank leaned across the table, licked his finger, and rubbed the paint stain of Gerard's face.

"Eww Frank." Gerard groaned playfully.

"What I could have used my tongue." Frank bantered, fluttering his eye lashes.

"Not in public." Gerard whined.

"Oh you so would have loved it." Frank teased.

Gerard blushed. "Okay fine maybe I would have." He huffed.

The waitress returned to give them the bill.

"Would you guys like anything else? Maybe dessert?"

Gerard grinned at Frank. "I think we're going to be having our dessert at home." Frank's stomach fluttered in excitement and anticipation.

The waitress nodded and left, either not getting the pun or choosing to ignore it.

Frank felt Gerard's eyes staring hungrily at him from across the table. He felt something (Gerard's foot) graze up his leg as he watched Gerard stare intently at him. Frank gasped as he felt his foot trail past his crotch lightly. Gerard make a 'come closer' gesture at Frank and he leaned against the table a little, closer enough for Gerard to whisper in his ear.

"You ready to go home for dessert?" Gerard breathed seductively into Frank's neck. Frank's breath quickened.

"Uh…yeah." He gulped.

Frank paid the bill (pretty damn expensive) quickly and they headed back to the car. Frank got ready to start the car when his face was grabbed by Gerard and pulled into a heated kiss. Frank grasped tightly at Gerard's longish hair and Gerard gripped onto Frank's shoulders, rubbing Frank's neck with his hands frantically. Gerard slipped his tongue into Frank's mouth, and Frank sucked on his tongue heatedly, drawing a moan from Gerard's lips. They pulled away, both of their lips red with irritation and slick with spit.

"Fucking drive." Gerard demanded. Frank did not need to be told twice.