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This Actually Means Something to Me

by imakilljoywannabe 3 reviews

Ignore this if you want. It was a short little thing I wrote the other night about my passion for singing. Sorry I put it in MCR I guess I just think of them and how much I wish I had their job hen...

Category: My Chemical Romance - Rating: G - Genres:  - Published: 2012-10-18 - Updated: 2012-10-19 - 350 words - Complete

I really don't know what this is, I just watched a movie about being in a band an it sparked this in me.... I've thought this before I just never wrote it down. This time I did. It's not much, feel free to ignore it. Sorry it's in the MCR category, I guess I just imagine how amazing it would be to have that for a job and it reminds me of this...

Whenever I hear a band or music I want to sing. I want to sing so much. I love it, it fills my heart and soul and makes me whole, but does anyone know that? No. No one. No one knows how whenever I hear a song I sing my heart out, knowing full well that it's what I want to do with my life, what I want so much to be able to do forever. I love it and it keeps me alive. I don't know where I'd be without singing. It has become a part of me, and a large one at that. Without it I'd be empty, a shell of a person. Every time I sing I feel joy pulsing through my veins, a rush I get from nothing else. I sing my heart out, though I know no one will hear me. No one knows just how much love I have for it. Everyone thinks its just a hobby but it's NOT. It's so much more than that. It fills me with the life I never had, gives me a purpose in life. I want to sing. I want to sing for eternity and never give up on it. It completed me and yet no one understands. No one ever will. My dream will never come true, I have no way to make any push towards putting it into action. I am lonely and cut off from my life source. I have no soul without it and I have no emotion. I need music, but it doesn't need me. It lives on while I drown in my sorrows. This is my passion. Forever. 
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