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I Walked into my hotel room feeling more lost then before this tour is making me insane
I Laid on my bed as hot tears rolled down my face I scream quietly as the panic attack took over me
I hear a knock at the door
"GO AWAY!!!"I Screamed through my sobs
"Axl.. let me in please?" a voice said
"GO AWAY LEAVE ME ALONE!!!" I cried.
I hear the door open It was slash who looked concerned but I Don't believe him
"I said leave me alone!!" I Scream as my breathing got more quicker I Felt my heart beating in my chest
I Felt like I can't fricking breathe in some cases it almost feels good but as everyone says I'm crazy
I'm shaking and thrashing and screaming as memories hit my mind like a sick movie my step father doing things
Sick twisted things to me then I Tried tell someone they said the devil is watching me while I Fall out of my bed having seizures
Axl.." slash said softly I turn my head and look at him
"Make it go away.." I Cried softly as he sat by me I screamed as it got worse more of that sick movie playing
"Shh.." slash said then I felt him take me in his arms
"There haunting me" I almost laugh in a crazy sick way
"axl.it's okay...I'm here everything is alright" slash said rocking me in his arms
My heart beats against my chest quicker and I'm just waiting for him to say what all the others said
"Think about something else no one can stop it but you" he said but then cuffed his mouth like a kid who said something wrong
"Axl I'm so sor-" He began I threw my self up against the wall hiding my face from him
"NO I FRICKING CAN'T!. YOU THINK I'M CRAZY LIKE EVERYONE ELSE DOSE DON'T YOU SLASH?!" I screamed and my body shakes and I can't barely stand then my legs give out I Shakily hit the floor crying
As the most painful memory flashed through my "sick" head I Feel my guts twisting themselves threatens to make me vomit
I Felt Slash wrap his arms around me again
"I can't just think about anything else he's in my head, I can't just let go of it." I Sobbed into his shoulder
"I know but your not in Indiana anymore your safe in Los Angeles." he said as his fingers laced up and down my back
"He can find me and do it all over again!." I screamed. as the picture flashed through my head again my breath becomes shorter I can't Breathe my chest is pounding my body is shaking memories flash through my head I gasp for air I cough as I feel my guts twist and I tried To gag but it sounded like a choke I Broke from slash's arms and I found myself curled around a trash can I coughed as my stomach spilled Out I felt Slash arms wrap around me as I gagged and shoved the trashcan away I collapsed on the floor next to him my breath still short he holds me close his fingers rubbed up and down my back and through my hair
"Slash?" I Asked
"Yes?" He said looking at me concerned
"you won't leave will you? I Mean..I kind of.." I Said shyly
"no I won't leave you" he said
"I love you slash" I Said before leaning up to his lips and kissing him softly
his arms pull me closer when I Pulled away
"I love you too." He said as we both laid in bed I Wrap my arms around him
"thank you" I Sighed inhaling his musky scent
"anytime I'm here for you " he said with a soft smile
I kissed his lips
" I'm here for you too and I Love you" I Said
I felt his lips on mine
"I Love you too" he said
then I Fell asleep slowly dreaming about him
the end
I Laid on my bed as hot tears rolled down my face I scream quietly as the panic attack took over me
I hear a knock at the door
"GO AWAY!!!"I Screamed through my sobs
"Axl.. let me in please?" a voice said
"GO AWAY LEAVE ME ALONE!!!" I cried.
I hear the door open It was slash who looked concerned but I Don't believe him
"I said leave me alone!!" I Scream as my breathing got more quicker I Felt my heart beating in my chest
I Felt like I can't fricking breathe in some cases it almost feels good but as everyone says I'm crazy
I'm shaking and thrashing and screaming as memories hit my mind like a sick movie my step father doing things
Sick twisted things to me then I Tried tell someone they said the devil is watching me while I Fall out of my bed having seizures
Axl.." slash said softly I turn my head and look at him
"Make it go away.." I Cried softly as he sat by me I screamed as it got worse more of that sick movie playing
"Shh.." slash said then I felt him take me in his arms
"There haunting me" I almost laugh in a crazy sick way
"axl.it's okay...I'm here everything is alright" slash said rocking me in his arms
My heart beats against my chest quicker and I'm just waiting for him to say what all the others said
"Think about something else no one can stop it but you" he said but then cuffed his mouth like a kid who said something wrong
"Axl I'm so sor-" He began I threw my self up against the wall hiding my face from him
"NO I FRICKING CAN'T!. YOU THINK I'M CRAZY LIKE EVERYONE ELSE DOSE DON'T YOU SLASH?!" I screamed and my body shakes and I can't barely stand then my legs give out I Shakily hit the floor crying
As the most painful memory flashed through my "sick" head I Feel my guts twisting themselves threatens to make me vomit
I Felt Slash wrap his arms around me again
"I can't just think about anything else he's in my head, I can't just let go of it." I Sobbed into his shoulder
"I know but your not in Indiana anymore your safe in Los Angeles." he said as his fingers laced up and down my back
"He can find me and do it all over again!." I screamed. as the picture flashed through my head again my breath becomes shorter I can't Breathe my chest is pounding my body is shaking memories flash through my head I gasp for air I cough as I feel my guts twist and I tried To gag but it sounded like a choke I Broke from slash's arms and I found myself curled around a trash can I coughed as my stomach spilled Out I felt Slash arms wrap around me as I gagged and shoved the trashcan away I collapsed on the floor next to him my breath still short he holds me close his fingers rubbed up and down my back and through my hair
"Slash?" I Asked
"Yes?" He said looking at me concerned
"you won't leave will you? I Mean..I kind of.." I Said shyly
"no I won't leave you" he said
"I love you slash" I Said before leaning up to his lips and kissing him softly
his arms pull me closer when I Pulled away
"I love you too." He said as we both laid in bed I Wrap my arms around him
"thank you" I Sighed inhaling his musky scent
"anytime I'm here for you " he said with a soft smile
I kissed his lips
" I'm here for you too and I Love you" I Said
I felt his lips on mine
"I Love you too" he said
then I Fell asleep slowly dreaming about him
the end
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