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Don't know what to do, don't know what to say.
How can I live to see another dreary day?
Life's not always how it seems,
People say all you have to do is dream a better dream.
But when there's a world with no hope,
How can everyone find a way to cope?
All the hate going around is hard to miss,
I feel like I'm falling into a deep, dark abyss .
While most people I know are falling in love with life,
I'm falling and can't climb out from this pit of strife.
I try climbing but every time I almost reach the top,
My heart begins to slowly and painfully stop.
I'm falling falling untill I hit the cold hard ground,
How can I get out when there's no one around?
But then should I depend on others again ?
It certainly never helps in the end.
So I try and try to climb again but I guess I always fail,
Why does this world always make me seem so frail?
No one's there to help me so I guess I'm all alone,
I need to find my way out of this abyss full of bones.
I'm reaching high and trying to get free,
I need to get out to be who I want to be.
I'm climbing and climbing until I drop.
Then everything everywhere seems to stop.
I'm falling falling and everything goes quiet,
But I still feel like inside me there's a riot.
The hole's getting deeper darker everyday,
No one even notices me fading away.
So why should I stay?
No one cares anyway.
Some people say there comes a better day.
Maybe for you but for me there's no way.
But now it's time to close the book.
The movie's over so turn it off but remember the knowledge you took.
I tried to climb out here,
What did I do to deserve something this severe?
I don't really know.
But I guess it's time to go.
Slowly slowly this world fades away,
Until the only thing left is a hope for a better day.
Then I hear a final breath,
And finally all that's left is death.
But I guess I'm not the best at that because I never can succeed.
And never have I ever really had a need.
There was always just some hope,
So I stand up and stand tall and see some rope.
It's coming from the top of the pit,
I grab it and start to climb determined not to quit,
Then there's a rush of light,
And there's a feeling that's bright,
I take one more look into that hole of despair.
I try to leave but all I can do is stare,
It feels so weird leaving it.
Forever scarred into my heart is this pit,
Should I leave or should I stay?
Should I go and look for a better day?
Or should I start falling falling untill I hit the ground?
Should I start falling, falling, since no one's around?
Should I start falling, falling, so I don't have to depend on others again?
Should I start falling falling, it'll work out in the end?
Or should I leave knowing that this could mean I fail,
I couldn't get out by myself.
I guess I am too frail.
I slowly take a step towards the prison that I used to despise.
I could jump back in if I wanted to but why should I do that?
It would only slow the hole's demise.
So I run away and dont look back at that prison cell.
And think that somehow I got out of that hell.
I don't know how I ever could but somehow I did,
And sometimes I realize I'm just a kid.
But in the end, who really cares?
Now I'm here with love to share.
So to the devils out there with their evil stares, please beware,
And come at me if you dare.
Give me some more,
Because now I'm stronger now than I ever was before.
Now I have been to hell,
Now I have a story to tell.
But now I have to go and live my life,
I have to live my life without all this strife.

Words of Wisdom

"Don't pity the dead, pity the living, and above all those who live without love." ~Albus Dumbledore~