Categories > Celebrities > My Chemical Romance > Shattering The Reflections (frerard)
"doors open" I yelled to ray, who stumbled balancing a fuckload of beer and carrying a bag with pizza in it. He chucked everything and walked over to Gerard, "hi Gee"
"hi" Gerards voice came out as a squeak, ray tried to pull him into a hug. "ray, you can't, well, touch him" I said
"uum okay" he looked confused, I mouthed rape.
"what movie we watching?" mikey asked grabbing a beer, "do you have nightmare before Christmas?" Gee asked sliding down next to me. "of course!!" mikey and I screamed, hi-giving each other.
About half way through, we were all a bit drunk and singing along and giggling. Gee should laugh more often, it's sexy as fuck, but nice just to see him happy.
"haha, Frank has a boner" ray slurred. My cheeks flushed scarlett, I grabbed a blanket from behind the sofa covering myself up and flipping ray off. God, do you see what Gerard's smile can do to me?
At the end of the movie, Ray left, hugging mikey and I, and awkwardly saying goodbye to Gerard.
"c'mon, let's get to bed, I have work in the morning" I said to Gee. We layed down and I fell asleep listening to his heartbeat.
"hey baby" I whispered into Gerards ear as he crawled on top of me, "hey" he flicked his Tongue over the scorpion tattoo on my neck and I traced the intricate lines on his torso, a hand cupped my cheek as he pulled me into a brutal kiss. A mix of tongues, teeth and roaming hands. "mmn, frankie"
"gee" I gasped as he ground our hips,
"oh god, frankie, frankie"
"frankie, frankie! Wake up, work soon" I mumbled something undistinguishable, my head killed like a bitch. "nice dream frankie?"
"oh fuck" I said, "I'm gonna have a shower, okay?"
"yeah sure, see you in a bit baby"
After a quick shower I got changed and put on a bit of eyeliner. "baby?" I called, "I have to get to work or I'll be late"
"n-no frankie, please, stay with me. Please, don't go"
"why sweetheart, what's wrong?"
"I just.... I can't...."
"it's okay baby, you can tell me"
"I just... I haven't been on my own in 9 years"
"baby, theres nothing I can do. I have to work."
"frankie, where do you work?"
"I'm the manager of Hot Topic, the one in the big mall"
"do you think I could come with you? I could stay just outside"
"you can stay in the back room, but I can't be there all the time, okay?"
"thanks honey"
Work passed pretty uneventfully until halfway through, I could hear Gerard crying. I ran into the back room To find him curled on the floor nearly choking on his own tears. "p-please don't h-hurt me, I-I cant d-do it a-again" I figured he was having a flashback, bit I really don't know much about this kind of thing.
I rushed over to him and put my arm on his shoulder, "Gee, baby, look at me"
"frankie, he's in here"
"sssh, no one's here, it's just us baby"
"I was so scared"
"I know baby" he rested his head on my chest and cried, I wrapped my arms around him. Maybe this was a good thing, he was letting me touch him.
After work Gee and I went shopping, all his old stuff was way too big. We picked up some jeans and a couple of tee-shirts from work, and went traipsing the shops.
Gerards hand grabbed mine, I looked down at our entwined hands smiling. He was shaking, his hands were sweaty, it was obviously hard for him. I rubbed my thumb in circles on the back of his hand and he relaxed a little.
We came back with new clothes, a cell phone, cd's, posters and some new bed sheets.
"you in mikey?"
"eeh, just about" mikey yelled from the kitchen, "you better have made coffee way" I finally opened the door, Gerard and I stumbled in carrying fuckloads of shopping.
"whoa" was all mikey said,
"ugh, I need coffee" Gerard and I both said, neither of us were particularly fond of shopping. I kissed him on the cheek, he blushed and ran into the bathroom.
"shit! Mikey, will you talk to him for me?" I asked, biting my lip and trying not to cry. I felt so bad, I didn't mean to overstep boundaries or whatever. I better not have fucked everything up.
Gee and Mikey emerged a little while later and I handed them both a cup of coffee. Gerard shaked a little. "are you okay baby?" I asked
"yeah I'm fine, sorry baby" he said, but his eyes were full of terror.
Laying in bed that night Gee asked a question I never wanted to hear, "what if they come back for me?"
"they won't honey"
"but what if they do?"
"then we won't let them touch you, I'll kill them if I have to." Gerard made a content noise and fell asleep.
"hi" Gerards voice came out as a squeak, ray tried to pull him into a hug. "ray, you can't, well, touch him" I said
"uum okay" he looked confused, I mouthed rape.
"what movie we watching?" mikey asked grabbing a beer, "do you have nightmare before Christmas?" Gee asked sliding down next to me. "of course!!" mikey and I screamed, hi-giving each other.
About half way through, we were all a bit drunk and singing along and giggling. Gee should laugh more often, it's sexy as fuck, but nice just to see him happy.
"haha, Frank has a boner" ray slurred. My cheeks flushed scarlett, I grabbed a blanket from behind the sofa covering myself up and flipping ray off. God, do you see what Gerard's smile can do to me?
At the end of the movie, Ray left, hugging mikey and I, and awkwardly saying goodbye to Gerard.
"c'mon, let's get to bed, I have work in the morning" I said to Gee. We layed down and I fell asleep listening to his heartbeat.
"hey baby" I whispered into Gerards ear as he crawled on top of me, "hey" he flicked his Tongue over the scorpion tattoo on my neck and I traced the intricate lines on his torso, a hand cupped my cheek as he pulled me into a brutal kiss. A mix of tongues, teeth and roaming hands. "mmn, frankie"
"gee" I gasped as he ground our hips,
"oh god, frankie, frankie"
"frankie, frankie! Wake up, work soon" I mumbled something undistinguishable, my head killed like a bitch. "nice dream frankie?"
"oh fuck" I said, "I'm gonna have a shower, okay?"
"yeah sure, see you in a bit baby"
After a quick shower I got changed and put on a bit of eyeliner. "baby?" I called, "I have to get to work or I'll be late"
"n-no frankie, please, stay with me. Please, don't go"
"why sweetheart, what's wrong?"
"I just.... I can't...."
"it's okay baby, you can tell me"
"I just... I haven't been on my own in 9 years"
"baby, theres nothing I can do. I have to work."
"frankie, where do you work?"
"I'm the manager of Hot Topic, the one in the big mall"
"do you think I could come with you? I could stay just outside"
"you can stay in the back room, but I can't be there all the time, okay?"
"thanks honey"
Work passed pretty uneventfully until halfway through, I could hear Gerard crying. I ran into the back room To find him curled on the floor nearly choking on his own tears. "p-please don't h-hurt me, I-I cant d-do it a-again" I figured he was having a flashback, bit I really don't know much about this kind of thing.
I rushed over to him and put my arm on his shoulder, "Gee, baby, look at me"
"frankie, he's in here"
"sssh, no one's here, it's just us baby"
"I was so scared"
"I know baby" he rested his head on my chest and cried, I wrapped my arms around him. Maybe this was a good thing, he was letting me touch him.
After work Gee and I went shopping, all his old stuff was way too big. We picked up some jeans and a couple of tee-shirts from work, and went traipsing the shops.
Gerards hand grabbed mine, I looked down at our entwined hands smiling. He was shaking, his hands were sweaty, it was obviously hard for him. I rubbed my thumb in circles on the back of his hand and he relaxed a little.
We came back with new clothes, a cell phone, cd's, posters and some new bed sheets.
"you in mikey?"
"eeh, just about" mikey yelled from the kitchen, "you better have made coffee way" I finally opened the door, Gerard and I stumbled in carrying fuckloads of shopping.
"whoa" was all mikey said,
"ugh, I need coffee" Gerard and I both said, neither of us were particularly fond of shopping. I kissed him on the cheek, he blushed and ran into the bathroom.
"shit! Mikey, will you talk to him for me?" I asked, biting my lip and trying not to cry. I felt so bad, I didn't mean to overstep boundaries or whatever. I better not have fucked everything up.
Gee and Mikey emerged a little while later and I handed them both a cup of coffee. Gerard shaked a little. "are you okay baby?" I asked
"yeah I'm fine, sorry baby" he said, but his eyes were full of terror.
Laying in bed that night Gee asked a question I never wanted to hear, "what if they come back for me?"
"they won't honey"
"but what if they do?"
"then we won't let them touch you, I'll kill them if I have to." Gerard made a content noise and fell asleep.
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