Categories > Celebrities > My Chemical Romance > Shattering The Reflections (frerard)
The next couple of weeks passed uneventfully. Gerard had dyed his hair black, he came to work with me, gerard cried, I comforted him, we drank coffee. Mikey and I figured that we weren't getting very far.
"mikey, I think we should book him into therapy or get him a councillor" I said, biting my lip ring. "yeah that'd be good" he said. We looked through the phonebook until we found a promising ad and dialled the number, putting my phone on loudspeaker.
"hello, Kristen's Rainbow Therapy, how may I help you?"
"hi, my name's Frank Iero wanted to get my boyfriend into some form of therapy, but I don't know what can be done for him with you"
"could you tell me what his problems are? Or the reason you want him in therapy?"
"he was kidnapped for nine years, he was raped and hurt. I wanted to see f he would start to get better with us you know? And he is slowly, but I think therapy would help"
"we can help, would you like to make an appointment?"
"yeah, could we say six on wednesday?"
"yes of course, what's his name?"
"Gerard Way"
"okay, thankyou for calling"
"bye" I said before hanging up the phone.
"okay, now we gotta talk to Gerard"
"I'll go" I offer. I went to our room and waited on the bed, blaring the misfits as loud as I could.
When Gee walked in I paused the music, "why did you do that baby? I like that song" Gerard pouted, he was just too cute. "yeah, but I um, I need to talk to you" he sat down and started shaking, "please don't leave me frankie, I know I can't g-"
"baby, I promise I'll never leave you"
"you won't?"
"no, never"
"thanks baby, what did you want to talk about?"
"baby, I want you to get better okay? So Mikey and I have got you an appointment"
"an a-appointment?"
"yeah baby, with a therapist"
"no, no I can't"
"could you give it a go honey?"
"no, they make you talk about things, and they play mind games, please frankie, please don't make me go"
"baby, no ones going to make you. Please try it though, for me?"
"I-I don't know honey"
"just go once, if it's awful, we won't make you go again" gee rested his head on my shoulder and I draped my arms around his shoulders, "I'll go, if you come in with me, and you buy me a coffee"
"deal" I said giggling.
"well?" mikey demanded
"he'll go, if I buy him coffee and go in with him"
"that's awesome" mikey said picking me up and spinning me round.
I had a quick shower and got some sweatpants on, checked my emails and FINALLY got to bed. "gee, honey? Come to bed?"
"it's kinda early frankie"
"hhm, but it's tuesday tomorrow, so I gotta get to work early"
"oh right, I'll be there in a second"
Gerard said goodnight to his brother and kissed him on the cheek. It was the first contact they'd had since 9 years ago.
"baby, you still awake?" gee whispered
"mmn no" gee chuckled
"mind if I put a movie on?"
"course not baby, you know how it works?"
"yeah, anything you wanna watch?"
"no, I'm too tired to give a fuck" he giggled again, it was so cute. My own personal brand of heroin.
Gee curled up next to me, "night gee" I whispered, "night baby" he said and planted a tender kiss on the top of my head.
He kissed me! And he didn't freak! He didn't even tense up, maybe Mikey and I were wrong, maybe he is getting better, I smiled to myself and fell asleep listening to the soft sound of Gerard's breathing.
I had another 'Gerard' dream, which Gerard, again, seemed to find amusing. I had a shower and got changed, listening to a really old Black Flag CD.
Gerard sat in the back room like always, drawing something. The shop was packed, and Zoe hadn't turned up today, I was seriously contemplating firing her lazy ass.
I had a huge queue, my phone was beeping, Gerard was crying, Zeke had thrown up everywhere and had gone home sick. I was not fucking managing!
I checked my phone, 2 missed calls, I'd deal with them later. My phone buzzed in my hand.
1 new message: mikey way
Hey, guess your busy, guess what? Gerard kissed me on the cheek last night, so glad he's getting more comfortable w/ me :) M xx
I texted back a quick 'great, me too, ring you on break F xx' and got back to the (ridiculously quickly growing) queue.
I shut the shop for a break and asked Gee where he wanted to go, "is there a Mac Donalds in here?"
"there's like 5" I said, grabbing Gee's hand.
When we got back from work Gee and I fell on the sofa. He rested his head on my chest and I pit my arms around him. We never did this when we weren't in bed, and it was really awesome.
"hey frankie?"
"yeah Gee?"
"can ray come over tonight?"
"sure baby, anything you want to do or watch?"
"could we maybe jam? Y'know, like in high school"
"yeah, that would be really awesome" I said smiling
"cool, I'll text Ray now" note to self. Gerard is scared of answering phones, not of them.
A couple of hours later we were all sitting in the lounge, pizza boxes and empty beer bottles, with guitars in hand.
Mikey, Ray and I were strumming chords to the misfits, but Gerards voice just droned us out. It was amazing, it was like I couldn't focus on anything but the lyrics, my hands just moved robotically. It was wierd, I was never lyric oriented, but now, it was all I could think about.
"could we maybe, um, try something?" Gee asked, "sure baby" I said, followed by a mini chorus of 'aaw' and 'yeah'
"I, well, I wrote this, and I was wondering if we could, um, try playing it?" a blush creeped up to his cheeks, and ohmygod he was so cute.
"well it rains and it pours when your out on your own,if I crash on your couch, can I sleep in your clothes, well I've spent the night dancing, I'm drunk I suppose, if it looks like I'm laughing, I'm really just asking to leave" Gerard sung.
I had to admit it, we sounded pretty fucking amazing.
A/N heehee, just figured out how to copy it over off of my iPod without retyping :D r&r? Pretty please with frankie on top???
"mikey, I think we should book him into therapy or get him a councillor" I said, biting my lip ring. "yeah that'd be good" he said. We looked through the phonebook until we found a promising ad and dialled the number, putting my phone on loudspeaker.
"hello, Kristen's Rainbow Therapy, how may I help you?"
"hi, my name's Frank Iero wanted to get my boyfriend into some form of therapy, but I don't know what can be done for him with you"
"could you tell me what his problems are? Or the reason you want him in therapy?"
"he was kidnapped for nine years, he was raped and hurt. I wanted to see f he would start to get better with us you know? And he is slowly, but I think therapy would help"
"we can help, would you like to make an appointment?"
"yeah, could we say six on wednesday?"
"yes of course, what's his name?"
"Gerard Way"
"okay, thankyou for calling"
"bye" I said before hanging up the phone.
"okay, now we gotta talk to Gerard"
"I'll go" I offer. I went to our room and waited on the bed, blaring the misfits as loud as I could.
When Gee walked in I paused the music, "why did you do that baby? I like that song" Gerard pouted, he was just too cute. "yeah, but I um, I need to talk to you" he sat down and started shaking, "please don't leave me frankie, I know I can't g-"
"baby, I promise I'll never leave you"
"you won't?"
"no, never"
"thanks baby, what did you want to talk about?"
"baby, I want you to get better okay? So Mikey and I have got you an appointment"
"an a-appointment?"
"yeah baby, with a therapist"
"no, no I can't"
"could you give it a go honey?"
"no, they make you talk about things, and they play mind games, please frankie, please don't make me go"
"baby, no ones going to make you. Please try it though, for me?"
"I-I don't know honey"
"just go once, if it's awful, we won't make you go again" gee rested his head on my shoulder and I draped my arms around his shoulders, "I'll go, if you come in with me, and you buy me a coffee"
"deal" I said giggling.
"well?" mikey demanded
"he'll go, if I buy him coffee and go in with him"
"that's awesome" mikey said picking me up and spinning me round.
I had a quick shower and got some sweatpants on, checked my emails and FINALLY got to bed. "gee, honey? Come to bed?"
"it's kinda early frankie"
"hhm, but it's tuesday tomorrow, so I gotta get to work early"
"oh right, I'll be there in a second"
Gerard said goodnight to his brother and kissed him on the cheek. It was the first contact they'd had since 9 years ago.
"baby, you still awake?" gee whispered
"mmn no" gee chuckled
"mind if I put a movie on?"
"course not baby, you know how it works?"
"yeah, anything you wanna watch?"
"no, I'm too tired to give a fuck" he giggled again, it was so cute. My own personal brand of heroin.
Gee curled up next to me, "night gee" I whispered, "night baby" he said and planted a tender kiss on the top of my head.
He kissed me! And he didn't freak! He didn't even tense up, maybe Mikey and I were wrong, maybe he is getting better, I smiled to myself and fell asleep listening to the soft sound of Gerard's breathing.
I had another 'Gerard' dream, which Gerard, again, seemed to find amusing. I had a shower and got changed, listening to a really old Black Flag CD.
Gerard sat in the back room like always, drawing something. The shop was packed, and Zoe hadn't turned up today, I was seriously contemplating firing her lazy ass.
I had a huge queue, my phone was beeping, Gerard was crying, Zeke had thrown up everywhere and had gone home sick. I was not fucking managing!
I checked my phone, 2 missed calls, I'd deal with them later. My phone buzzed in my hand.
1 new message: mikey way
Hey, guess your busy, guess what? Gerard kissed me on the cheek last night, so glad he's getting more comfortable w/ me :) M xx
I texted back a quick 'great, me too, ring you on break F xx' and got back to the (ridiculously quickly growing) queue.
I shut the shop for a break and asked Gee where he wanted to go, "is there a Mac Donalds in here?"
"there's like 5" I said, grabbing Gee's hand.
When we got back from work Gee and I fell on the sofa. He rested his head on my chest and I pit my arms around him. We never did this when we weren't in bed, and it was really awesome.
"hey frankie?"
"yeah Gee?"
"can ray come over tonight?"
"sure baby, anything you want to do or watch?"
"could we maybe jam? Y'know, like in high school"
"yeah, that would be really awesome" I said smiling
"cool, I'll text Ray now" note to self. Gerard is scared of answering phones, not of them.
A couple of hours later we were all sitting in the lounge, pizza boxes and empty beer bottles, with guitars in hand.
Mikey, Ray and I were strumming chords to the misfits, but Gerards voice just droned us out. It was amazing, it was like I couldn't focus on anything but the lyrics, my hands just moved robotically. It was wierd, I was never lyric oriented, but now, it was all I could think about.
"could we maybe, um, try something?" Gee asked, "sure baby" I said, followed by a mini chorus of 'aaw' and 'yeah'
"I, well, I wrote this, and I was wondering if we could, um, try playing it?" a blush creeped up to his cheeks, and ohmygod he was so cute.
"well it rains and it pours when your out on your own,if I crash on your couch, can I sleep in your clothes, well I've spent the night dancing, I'm drunk I suppose, if it looks like I'm laughing, I'm really just asking to leave" Gerard sung.
I had to admit it, we sounded pretty fucking amazing.
A/N heehee, just figured out how to copy it over off of my iPod without retyping :D r&r? Pretty please with frankie on top???
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