Categories > Celebrities > My Chemical Romance > Shattering The Reflections (frerard)
The second we walked in the room, Gerard threw the therapist a dirty look. The appointment was only an hour long, but it was gonna be one of the longest fucking hours of my life
"Gerard right?" the therapist said, Gee nodded, "I'm Sarah, nice to meet you" she said, offering a hand, which Gerard refused to shake.
"so Gerard, anything you would like to talk about?" she asked
"well I know what I'm meant to talk about while I'm here I guess, where do you want me to start?"
"why don't we start with you and Frank, right?" she said, shooting a glance at me, I nodded and tried to smile reassuringly.
"well, Frankie has been my best friend since we started high school, we just kinda clicked, y'know? So yeah, high school, much as I hated it at the time, best days of my life I guess. A couple of months later those fucking cunts took me. When I ran away, I couldn't find my parents house, it's outta the way. I just kept walking, and I knew where Franks house was. Mikey had moved in there too"
"mikey?"
"my brother" she nodded and Gee continued, "so the three of us got talking, laughing, just like in high school, a little bit later he saw where I umm" there was a really akward silence before Sarah spoke, "what did you do?"
"frankie, will you tell her?" I nodded
"he was cutting, he still is, but not as bad, it's getting better slowly" she nodded, "we can speak about that in a bit, but tell me more about you and Frank okay?" Gee smiled, he actually smiled, at a therapist, I was impressed.
"he asked why I did it, I told him that I wanted to feel loved. The kidnappers used to tell me that they loved me, they'd kiss me, they never really hurt me at all, I was just a prisoner. One day, the woman, she wanted more from me, I told her that I was gay, and then the man started raping me. They never told me they loved me, never kissed me, just beat me up and raped me. Frank told me that he loved me, and well, I loved him since I first met him, and we just, got together"
"so what's your relationship like"
"it was hard at first, the first night I had a really bad nightmare, he came into my room because I was screaming and I asked him to stay with me. I woke up in the morning, freaked and chucked him across the fucking room. But we got better since then, we sleep in the same bed, we hold hands a lot. He's always there for me, he didn't hate me when I tell him about bad things. If I'm upset, he always calms me down, and I kissed him for the first time today. And I told him that I loved him."
"that's really awesome, so you don't like people to touch you?" he shook his head, "because of what they did to you?" he nodded.
"you mentioned bad things, did you do bad things?"
"yeah"
"would you like to talk about them?" he shook his head.
"mind if I ask a question?" Sarah said
"no" he said
"if you had one goal, a getting better goal, what would it be?" he paused for a moment, "I want to be able to touch people again, and have them be able to touch me" she nodded
"we'll work on that next week, our sessions up"
"thanks" he said, offering to shake her hand and smiling.
"no problem Gerard" I pulled her into a hug, "thanks Sarah, this means a lot to me. And thanks for not taking notes and shit"
"no problem Frank"
A/N short chapter sorry :/ r&r?
"Gerard right?" the therapist said, Gee nodded, "I'm Sarah, nice to meet you" she said, offering a hand, which Gerard refused to shake.
"so Gerard, anything you would like to talk about?" she asked
"well I know what I'm meant to talk about while I'm here I guess, where do you want me to start?"
"why don't we start with you and Frank, right?" she said, shooting a glance at me, I nodded and tried to smile reassuringly.
"well, Frankie has been my best friend since we started high school, we just kinda clicked, y'know? So yeah, high school, much as I hated it at the time, best days of my life I guess. A couple of months later those fucking cunts took me. When I ran away, I couldn't find my parents house, it's outta the way. I just kept walking, and I knew where Franks house was. Mikey had moved in there too"
"mikey?"
"my brother" she nodded and Gee continued, "so the three of us got talking, laughing, just like in high school, a little bit later he saw where I umm" there was a really akward silence before Sarah spoke, "what did you do?"
"frankie, will you tell her?" I nodded
"he was cutting, he still is, but not as bad, it's getting better slowly" she nodded, "we can speak about that in a bit, but tell me more about you and Frank okay?" Gee smiled, he actually smiled, at a therapist, I was impressed.
"he asked why I did it, I told him that I wanted to feel loved. The kidnappers used to tell me that they loved me, they'd kiss me, they never really hurt me at all, I was just a prisoner. One day, the woman, she wanted more from me, I told her that I was gay, and then the man started raping me. They never told me they loved me, never kissed me, just beat me up and raped me. Frank told me that he loved me, and well, I loved him since I first met him, and we just, got together"
"so what's your relationship like"
"it was hard at first, the first night I had a really bad nightmare, he came into my room because I was screaming and I asked him to stay with me. I woke up in the morning, freaked and chucked him across the fucking room. But we got better since then, we sleep in the same bed, we hold hands a lot. He's always there for me, he didn't hate me when I tell him about bad things. If I'm upset, he always calms me down, and I kissed him for the first time today. And I told him that I loved him."
"that's really awesome, so you don't like people to touch you?" he shook his head, "because of what they did to you?" he nodded.
"you mentioned bad things, did you do bad things?"
"yeah"
"would you like to talk about them?" he shook his head.
"mind if I ask a question?" Sarah said
"no" he said
"if you had one goal, a getting better goal, what would it be?" he paused for a moment, "I want to be able to touch people again, and have them be able to touch me" she nodded
"we'll work on that next week, our sessions up"
"thanks" he said, offering to shake her hand and smiling.
"no problem Gerard" I pulled her into a hug, "thanks Sarah, this means a lot to me. And thanks for not taking notes and shit"
"no problem Frank"
A/N short chapter sorry :/ r&r?
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