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Party Poison

by partypoisionsgirl 0 reviews

My Chemical Romance is on their Danger Days tour and Frank and Gerard have secret feelings for each other.

Category: My Chemical Romance - Rating: PG-13 - Genres: Drama,Erotica,Romance - Characters: Frank Iero,Gerard Way,Mikey Way,Ray Toro - Warnings: [X] - Published: 2012-10-29 - Updated: 2012-10-29 - 2989 words

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Hey this is my second fanfic I hope you like it. Sorry again that it's doubled I know it's annoying. By the way I'm totally obsessed with Boy Division and Tomorrows Money but they got taken off youtube bc they were on there illegaly. Now I'm mad. Rate and Review if you like :)

Chapter 1


Gerard's POV:

"I'll be there in a second guys I just have to take this call.'Hello? Oh, hey Lyn-z what's up? - I know we've been on tour for a while but this is what the band needs. - No of course I care about you. - No I don't care about the band more than you. - I care about you and the band equally. - No I don't find anything wrong with that. I think it's perfectly normal. - Well fine if you really feel that way then maybe we should break up. - No I'm not gonna leave the band. - Fine bye.'."
"C'mon Gerard we're gonna go get coffee."
"I'm okay Mikey, go without me."
"But Gee you hate the instant coffee on the bus, plus you love coffee shops. This is unlike you, are you okay bro?"
"Yeah, yeah I'm fine, I just want to be alone for a little while. I'll meet you guys later, okay?"
"Yeah okay bro, as long as your'e okay."
"Mikey I'm fine."
"Mikey get Gerard and lets go. I need some real fucking coffee right now!"
"Okay Frank hold on I'm coming. Gerard are you sure your'e okay?"
"Mikey I swear I'm okay. Now go before Frank breaks something."
"Alright but don't stay on the bus forever. When you feel better come meet us at the coffee shop around the corner."
"Okay, okay Mikes I will now go."
"Kay see you later Gee."

As I watched Mikey leave I heard Frank ask where I was. I wonder if he knows how much I care about him. I mean I care about Mikey and Ray but there's just something about Frank. I think I love him, but I'm not gay right, I'm going out with...well I was going out with Lyn-z. Well me and Frank kiss on stage all the time, but we agreed that was for the fans, and to freak out the homophobes right? If that were true though then how come every time we kiss my heart jumps a beat and my soul flies? No I can't love Frank he doesn't love me. Plus if he found out I love him he might hate me, he might even leave the band. I just want him to be happy and if that means I have to be miserable than I guess that's okay. Well at least now that I figured out that I love Frank it explains why it's been the only thing Iv'e been drawing for the past month. I don't know how I'm gonna do this, I'm gonna have to try to stay away from Frank so he doesn't find out. No one can find out.


Frank's POV:

"What do you mean Gerard's not coming!? He hates the instant coffee on the bus!"
"Frank calm down he's gonna be here eventually, he just needed to be alone for a while."
"Why what happened?"
"Well I'm not sure exactly but, I overheard him on the phone with Lyn-z and I think they broke up."


Ray and I just stared at Mikey in shocked silence. Gerard and Lyn-z had been together for years and he was thinking about proposing. Ray finally broke the silence,

"Are you sure they broke up?"
"Yeah Ray I think so and Gerard-"

Gerard came walking in as soon as Mikey said his name.

"And what about me?"
"I was Just saying how I thought you might be on your way. How are you?"
"I'm fine Mikes, why wouldn't I be?"
"I'm just asking."
"So Ray I wrote a few new songs so when we go back on the bus maybe you can look at them and start putting music to them."
"Yeah sure me and Frank can mess around with them."
"Yeah Gee how many did you write?"
"Just like three."

Gerard's acting really weird, I'm not sure if it's because he might have broken up with Lyn-z or something else. He usually talks to me and looks at me and acts like I'm his brother too, not just Mikey. Now he won't even look at me and hardly says one sentence to me. Maybe things will be better at the show tonight. Shows always make me feel better, the fans, the stage, the music, and of course kissing Gerard. Yeah for Gerard it's just for the fans and to say 'fuck you' to the homophobes but for me it's so much more. When I kiss Gerard it feels like me and him are in our own little world. I broke up with my girlfriend Jamia after the first time I kissed Gerard, and I think kissing Gerard turned me from bi to totally gay. Gerard did actually turn me gay but I can't ever tell him that, he'd get totally creeped out. I mean he even got a little creeped out at the whole 'I'd date Gerard' thing. If I told him how I really feel about him, I'd be surprised if he didn't freak out. So I just hope he doesn't hate me.


Gerard's POV:

"Hey Gerard have you seen my shirt?"A.N: He has a shirt on stop thinking like that.
"Which one?"
"The one I wore to the show last week."
"Oh yeah Ray it's right over here."
"Thanks dude."
"No problem, how long until the show?"
"About an hour and a half."
"Kay thanks."
"Welcome."

Shows usually make me feel better but this one is starting to make me stressed out. I'm gonna have to do everything I can to stay away from Frank. I don't want to hurt his feelings but I don't want him to find out I love him and leave me either. So the best thing to do is to avoid him as much as I can without totally ignoring him. Since I'm avoiding him that means no Frerard onstage tonight. That's gonna be extremely hard for me, that's my favorite part of shows. Frank probably won't notice anyway, it's not like we do it every show.


Frank's POV:

"Guy's your'e on."

I'm pumped, me and the guys hi-five for good luck and we go on stage. I run out there smiling while the crowd goes wild.

"I'm Gerard Way and me and my three brothers are in a band called My Chemical Romance!"

We start off with Na Na Na and everything just goes crazy. Then Gerard starts singing You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison and I get butterflies. there's always Frerard in Prison. I wait until the usual part of the song but Gerard's as far away from me as possible. I can't deal with Gerard avoiding me, there's going to be Frerard tonight.


Gerard's POV:

The shows great, the crowds amazing but staying away from Frank is almost impossible. I regret putting Prison on the set list because there's always Frerard during Prison. I'm doing a good job so far staying away from Frank and I think he doesn't notice. I let my guard down and got into the song, and before I can do anything about it Frank's right next to me. I just stand there and when I look over at him he grabs my hair and kisses me. I try to pull away but as soon as I try Frank puts his hand on my crotch. I can't take it anymore I lean into him and let our mouths go together, the way they always do and run my hand through his hair. Then as fast as he came over he left. The crowd is screaming like crazy, while I just stand there like an idiot. Mikey comes and slaps me on the back and I come back to earth.

The rest of the show I was on robot mode. There was no way in hell Frank doesn't know I love him now. He's gonna hate me.


Frank's POV:

My plan worked out great. There was Frerard tonight! I think I shocked Gerard a little though, because the rest of the show he looked like a robot. Oh shit what is I took it too far and he hates me now? After the show I have to talk to him and make sure he's okay.

The show ended and as usual I was the last one to walk off stage. When I walked backstage I almost walked right into Gerard running and crying. Crap Gerard does hate me.

"Gerard wait up!"
"No leave me alone!"

I ran after him only to have him slam his dressing room door in my face.

"Gerard let me in."
"No go away."
"Please at least tell me what's wrong."
"You know whats wrong."
"I'm sorry Gerard, I know you hate me but let me fix it."
"Frank I don't hate you, you hate me."





Chapter 1



Gerard's POV:



"I'll be there in a second guys I just have to take this call.'Hello? Oh, hey Lyn-z what's up? - I know we've been on tour for a while but this is what the band needs. - No of course I care about you. - No I don't care about the band more than you. - I care about you and the band equally. - No I don't find anything wrong with that. I think it's perfectly normal. - Well fine if you really feel that way then maybe we should break up.- No I'm not gonna leave the band. - Fine bye.'."

"C'mon Gerard we're gonna go get coffee."

"I'm okay Mikey, go without me."

"But Gee you hate the instant coffee on the bus, plus you love coffee shops. This is unlike you, are you okay bro?"

"Yeah, yeah I'm fine, I just want to be alone for a little while. I'll meet you guys later, okay?"

"Yeah okay bro, as long as your'e okay."

"Mikey I'm fine."

"Mikey get Gerard and lets go. I need some real fucking coffee right now!"

"Okay Frank hold on I'm coming. Gerard are you sure your'e okay?"

"Mikey I swear I'm okay. Now go before Frank breaks something."

"Alright but don't stay on the bus forever. When you feel better come meet us at the coffee shop around the corner."

"Okay, okay Mikes I will now go."

"Kay see you later Gee."



As I watched Mikey leave I heard Frank ask where I was. Iwonder if he knows how much I care about him. I mean I care about Mikey and Ray but there's just something about Frank. I think I love him, but I'm not gay right, I'm going out with...well I was going out with Lyn-z. Well me and Frank kiss on stage all the time, but we agreed that was for the fans, and to freak out the homophobes right? If that were true though then how come every time we kiss my heart jumps a beat and my soul flies? No I can't love Frank he doesn't love me. Plus if he found out I love him he might hate me, he might even leave the band. I just want him to be happy and if that means I have to be miserable than I guess that's okay. Well at least now that I figured out that I love Frank it explains why it's been the only thing Iv'e been drawing for the past month. I don't know how I'm gonna do this, I'm gonna have to try to stay away from Frank so he doesn't find out. No one can find out.





Frank's POV:



"What do you mean Gerard's not coming!? He hates the instant coffee on the bus!"

"Frank calm down he's gonna be here eventually, he just needed to be alone for a while."

"Why what happened?"

"Well I'm not sure exactly but, I overheard him on the phone with Lyn-z and I think they broke up."





Ray and I just stared at Mikey in shocked silence. Gerard and Lyn-z had been together for years and he was thinking about proposing. Ray finally broke the silence,



"Are you sure they broke up?"

"Yeah Ray I think so and Gerard-"



Gerard came walking in as soon as Mikey said his name.



"And what about me?"

"I was Just saying how I thought you might be on your way. How are you?"

"I'm fine Mikes, why wouldn't I be?"

"I'm just asking."

"So Ray I wrote a few new songs so when we go back on the bus maybe you can look at them and start putting music to them."

"Yeah sure me and Frank can mess around with them."

"Yeah Gee how many did you write?"

"Just like three."



Gerard's acting really weird, I'm not sure if it's because he might have broken up with Lyn-z or something else. He usually talks to me and looks at me and acts like I'm his brother too, not just Mikey. Now he won't even look at me and hardly says one sentence to me. Maybe things will be better at the show tonight. Shows always make me feel better, the fans, the stage, the music, and of course kissing Gerard. Yeah for Gerard it's just for the fans and to say 'fuck you' to the homophobes but for me it's so much more. When I kiss Gerard it feels like me and him are in our own little world. I broke up with my girlfriend Jamia after the first time I kissed Gerard, and I think kissing Gerard turned me from bi to totally gay. Gerard did actually turn me gay but Ican't ever tell him that, he'd get totally creeped out. I mean he even got alittle creeped out at the whole 'I'd date Gerard' thing. If I told him how Ireally feel about him, I'd be surprised if he didn't freak out. So I just hope he doesn't hate me.





Gerard's POV:



"Hey Gerard have you seen my shirt?"A.N: He has a shirt on stop thinking like that.

"Which one?"

"The one I wore to the show last week."

"Oh yeah Ray it's right over here."

"Thanks dude."

"No problem, how long until the show?"

"About an hour and a half."

"Kay thanks."

"Welcome."



Shows usually make me feel better but this one is starting to make me stressed out. I'm gonna have to do everything I can to stay away from Frank. I don't want to hurt his feelings but I don't want him to find out I love him and leave me either. So the best thing to do is to avoid him as much as I can without totally ignoring him. Since I'm avoiding him that means no Frerard onstage tonight. That's gonna be extremely hard for me, that's my favorite part of shows. Frank probably won't notice anyway, it's not like we do it every show.





Frank's POV:



"Guy's your'e on."



I'm pumped, me and the guys hi-five for good luck and we go on stage. I run out there smiling while the crowd goes wild.



"I'm Gerard Way and me and my three brothers are in a band called My Chemical Romance!"



We start off with Na Na Na and everything just goes crazy. Then Gerard starts singing You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison and I get butterflies. there's always Frerard in Prison. I wait until the usual part of the song but Gerard's as far away from me as possible. I can't deal with Gerard avoiding me, there's going to be Frerard tonight.





Gerard's POV:



The shows great, the crowds amazing but staying away from Frank is almost impossible. I regret putting Prison on the set list because there's always Frerard during Prison. I'm doing a good job so far staying away from Frank and I think he doesn't notice. I let my guard down and got into the song, and before I can do anything about it Frank's right next to me. Ijust stand there and when I look over at him he grabs my hair and kisses me. Itry to pull away but as soon as I try Frank puts his hand on my crotch. I can't take it anymore I lean into him and let our mouths go together, the way they always do and run my hand through his hair. Then as fast as he came over he left. The crowd is screaming like crazy, while I just stand there like an idiot. Mikey comes and slaps me on the back and I come back to earth.



The rest of the show I was on robot mode. There was no way in hell Frank doesn't know I love him now. He's gonna hate me.





Frank's POV:



My plan worked out great. There was Frerard tonight! I think I shocked Gerard a little though, because the rest of the show he looked like arobot. Oh shit what is I took it too far and he hates me now? After the show Ihave to talk to him and make sure he's okay.



The show ended and as usual I was the last one to walk off stage. When I walked backstage I almost walked right into Gerard running and crying. Crap Gerard does hate me.



"Gerard wait up!"

"No leave me alone!"



I ran after him only to have him slam his dressing room door in my face.



"Gerard let me in."

"No go away."

"Please at least tell me what's wrong."

"You know whats wrong."

"I'm sorry Gerard, I know you hate me but let me fix it."

"Frank I don't hate you, you hate me."
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