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Please forgive me, but I won't be home again
3 reviewsIt was all going so well but everything just turned into a nightmare
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Scarlett Blazes POV
I jumped off the ladder and opened the fridge and looked for something to eat.
A bottle of vodka tucked at the back.
I pulled it out the bottle and looked at it for a second.
I felt his breathing so close to my lips…
I then turned on the radio and the music channel came on.
My Immortal by Evanescence came on.
It made my feelings drop even lower.
I then took a sip out of the bottle.
“This is gonna be a long night,” I whispered taking another sip.
30 minutes later…
The music changed to Misery Business (A/N If you feel the need to, just put it on while you read) and I just had to get up and dance.
I took off my bandana and threw it out of the way.
I let my hair fall in my face and I grinned.
I took another drink out of the bottle whilst spinning on the spot.
I felt so weightless and free.
I was flying, I was so happy.
I threw off my jacket and bounced around, head banged and spun around.
“WHOA! I NEVER MEANT TO BRAG! BUT I GOT HIM WHERE I WANT HIM NOW!” I sang.
“What are you doing?”
I spun on my heel and saw Gerard leaning against the doorway.
“Hey babe,” I said walking towards him seductively.
“How drunk are you?” he asked.
“I’m not drunk,” I giggled taking another sip.
“Yes you are,” he said turning the radio off.
I put the bottle down and gently pushed him against the wall.
“Scar, come on hon, this is not you,” he said moving my hair out of my face.
I held Gerard’s hand against my cheek.
“Yes it is Gee, this is the part of me that has been trying to break free for so long, the part that nobody will never take away from me, the part of me that loves you so much Gerard,” I whispered.
Gerard’s eyes widened.
“Okay Scar, now you’re talking nonsense,” he said.
I took his face into my hands.
“It’s not nonsense! From the moment you saved me from the streets, I have never felt any different,” I said.
Gerard was speechless.
I let my lips brush against his neck gently, his breath was faltering.
“S-S-Scar,” he stuttered.
I rested my forehead against his.
“Gerard do you love me too? Please, just say it,” I whispered,
I felt his gaze upon me.
“Please!” I said.
He kissed my forehead gently.
“Yes, it will always be you Scar, I love you,” he whispered.
That sentence was like a beautiful melody to my ears.
“Thank you,” I said
“You’re welcome Scar,” Gerard whispered.
I looked deep into his hazel eyes.
I then edged towards him.
My lips then brushed against his.
I could tell that he was getting tired of being teased.
He then pressed his lips against mine.
I kissed him back gently.
I felt the fireworks spark inside me.
He ran his hands through my hair and pulled me closer.
We then pulled away from each other slowly.
I then started to stagger a bit.
Gerard picked me up into his arms.
“Come on sleeping beauty,” he whispered.
He carried me into my room and lay me on my bed.
“Night Scar,” he whispered kissing my forehead.
He moved a piece of hair out of my face.
“I wish you didn’t have to forget all this, but judging by how drunk you are, you probably will,” he said walking out the door.
I was then slowly consumed into darkness.
The next day
Music Maniacs POV
I yawned and walked into the main room.
Frank turned round and smiled.
“Hey,” he said.
“Erm…morning,” I said stretching out.
He then walked up to me and gently stroked my cheek with the back of my hand.
“You’re so beautiful,” he whispered.
I felt myself blush.
He then softly kissed me.
I kissed him back.
Is this really happening?
I then felt a harsh sting on my arm.
“Ow!” I winced.
“What’s wrong?” he asked.
I looked at my arm and found a mosquito bite that was bleeding.
“Ah shit,” I said.
“Here,” he said putting a plaster on it.
I smiled.
“Ah…geez,”
We turned round and Blaze walked in clutching her head.
“Keep the noise down…feels like a hammer hitting my head,” she said resting her head on the table.
“Blaze, are you hung over?” Frank asked.
She groaned.
“Do you remember what happened?” I asked.
She shook her head.
“GUYS! DRACULOIDS!” Gerard shouted from upstairs.
“Shit! Come on Frank, Blaze stay here, you’re in no shape to go out there,” I said.
She gave a weak nod.
Party Poison’s POV
“How did they know we were here?” Ray asked firing rapidly at the Draculoids.
“I don’t know!” I shouted blasting one off its motorbike.
I saw one run into the base.
“Blaze is in there!” Frank yelled.
I instantly ran inside after it.
I jumped down the ladder into the basement.
I saw he had her in a headlock and had his gun against her head.
Her lip was cut and bleeding and her shoulder was bruised.
“Don’t hurt her!” I shouted.
“Gerard…leave me…save yourself,” She mumbled weakly.
I stared at her in horror.
I then pointed my gun at the Draculoid.
“No…Gerard,” she whispered.
I then blasted the Draculoid.
As he fell he blasted my arm.
“AH!” I shouted.
“NO! GERARD!” she screamed.
She skidded across the floor on her knees to me.
She started crying.
“RADIO! RADIO!” she yelled.
Radio rushed in.
“Draculoid…shot his arm…and…and,” she said.
“Hey, don’t be upset, he’ll be alright,” she said reassuringly.
She burst into tears and ran into her room.
Scarlett Blaze’s POV
20 minutes later…
I stuffed the remainder of my things into my backpack and slung it on my back.
I walked out of my room and walked towards the ladder.
“Blaze, what are you doing?” Mikey asked.
“I’m leaving,” I said going up the ladder.
“WHAT!” everyone shouted.
I heard running footsteps as I walked to my van.
“Scar no! You can’t go!” Gerard shouted.
“Yes I do Gerard, I can’t do this anymore,” I said throwing my bag in the van.
“What are you talking about?” he asked.
I felt my eyes filling up.
“You almost died for me Gerard…this is the second time I nearly lost you…I can’t bare to watch any of you die…I’m going to Battery City, to be a normal boring Bli citizen,” I said.
“NO SCAR! You can’t do that! You’ve been fighting Bli for so long you can’t give into them now!” he shouted.
I shook my head.
“I can’t stay here, I feel heartbroken, especially cause I know you’ll never…” I stopped.
“Never what?” he asked.
I kissed his cheek.
“Goodbye Gerard, I’ll never forget you,” I whispered.
I got into my van and started the engine.
“Scar please think about this,” Gerard said.
“Gerard, I am not afraid to keep on living, I am not afraid to walk this world alone, honey, if you stay…you’ll be forgiven, nothing you can say…can stop me going home,” I said.
I took a deep breath and pulled out.
“SCAR NO!” I heard Gerard shout as I drove away.
I jumped off the ladder and opened the fridge and looked for something to eat.
A bottle of vodka tucked at the back.
I pulled it out the bottle and looked at it for a second.
I felt his breathing so close to my lips…
I then turned on the radio and the music channel came on.
My Immortal by Evanescence came on.
It made my feelings drop even lower.
I then took a sip out of the bottle.
“This is gonna be a long night,” I whispered taking another sip.
30 minutes later…
The music changed to Misery Business (A/N If you feel the need to, just put it on while you read) and I just had to get up and dance.
I took off my bandana and threw it out of the way.
I let my hair fall in my face and I grinned.
I took another drink out of the bottle whilst spinning on the spot.
I felt so weightless and free.
I was flying, I was so happy.
I threw off my jacket and bounced around, head banged and spun around.
“WHOA! I NEVER MEANT TO BRAG! BUT I GOT HIM WHERE I WANT HIM NOW!” I sang.
“What are you doing?”
I spun on my heel and saw Gerard leaning against the doorway.
“Hey babe,” I said walking towards him seductively.
“How drunk are you?” he asked.
“I’m not drunk,” I giggled taking another sip.
“Yes you are,” he said turning the radio off.
I put the bottle down and gently pushed him against the wall.
“Scar, come on hon, this is not you,” he said moving my hair out of my face.
I held Gerard’s hand against my cheek.
“Yes it is Gee, this is the part of me that has been trying to break free for so long, the part that nobody will never take away from me, the part of me that loves you so much Gerard,” I whispered.
Gerard’s eyes widened.
“Okay Scar, now you’re talking nonsense,” he said.
I took his face into my hands.
“It’s not nonsense! From the moment you saved me from the streets, I have never felt any different,” I said.
Gerard was speechless.
I let my lips brush against his neck gently, his breath was faltering.
“S-S-Scar,” he stuttered.
I rested my forehead against his.
“Gerard do you love me too? Please, just say it,” I whispered,
I felt his gaze upon me.
“Please!” I said.
He kissed my forehead gently.
“Yes, it will always be you Scar, I love you,” he whispered.
That sentence was like a beautiful melody to my ears.
“Thank you,” I said
“You’re welcome Scar,” Gerard whispered.
I looked deep into his hazel eyes.
I then edged towards him.
My lips then brushed against his.
I could tell that he was getting tired of being teased.
He then pressed his lips against mine.
I kissed him back gently.
I felt the fireworks spark inside me.
He ran his hands through my hair and pulled me closer.
We then pulled away from each other slowly.
I then started to stagger a bit.
Gerard picked me up into his arms.
“Come on sleeping beauty,” he whispered.
He carried me into my room and lay me on my bed.
“Night Scar,” he whispered kissing my forehead.
He moved a piece of hair out of my face.
“I wish you didn’t have to forget all this, but judging by how drunk you are, you probably will,” he said walking out the door.
I was then slowly consumed into darkness.
The next day
Music Maniacs POV
I yawned and walked into the main room.
Frank turned round and smiled.
“Hey,” he said.
“Erm…morning,” I said stretching out.
He then walked up to me and gently stroked my cheek with the back of my hand.
“You’re so beautiful,” he whispered.
I felt myself blush.
He then softly kissed me.
I kissed him back.
Is this really happening?
I then felt a harsh sting on my arm.
“Ow!” I winced.
“What’s wrong?” he asked.
I looked at my arm and found a mosquito bite that was bleeding.
“Ah shit,” I said.
“Here,” he said putting a plaster on it.
I smiled.
“Ah…geez,”
We turned round and Blaze walked in clutching her head.
“Keep the noise down…feels like a hammer hitting my head,” she said resting her head on the table.
“Blaze, are you hung over?” Frank asked.
She groaned.
“Do you remember what happened?” I asked.
She shook her head.
“GUYS! DRACULOIDS!” Gerard shouted from upstairs.
“Shit! Come on Frank, Blaze stay here, you’re in no shape to go out there,” I said.
She gave a weak nod.
Party Poison’s POV
“How did they know we were here?” Ray asked firing rapidly at the Draculoids.
“I don’t know!” I shouted blasting one off its motorbike.
I saw one run into the base.
“Blaze is in there!” Frank yelled.
I instantly ran inside after it.
I jumped down the ladder into the basement.
I saw he had her in a headlock and had his gun against her head.
Her lip was cut and bleeding and her shoulder was bruised.
“Don’t hurt her!” I shouted.
“Gerard…leave me…save yourself,” She mumbled weakly.
I stared at her in horror.
I then pointed my gun at the Draculoid.
“No…Gerard,” she whispered.
I then blasted the Draculoid.
As he fell he blasted my arm.
“AH!” I shouted.
“NO! GERARD!” she screamed.
She skidded across the floor on her knees to me.
She started crying.
“RADIO! RADIO!” she yelled.
Radio rushed in.
“Draculoid…shot his arm…and…and,” she said.
“Hey, don’t be upset, he’ll be alright,” she said reassuringly.
She burst into tears and ran into her room.
Scarlett Blaze’s POV
20 minutes later…
I stuffed the remainder of my things into my backpack and slung it on my back.
I walked out of my room and walked towards the ladder.
“Blaze, what are you doing?” Mikey asked.
“I’m leaving,” I said going up the ladder.
“WHAT!” everyone shouted.
I heard running footsteps as I walked to my van.
“Scar no! You can’t go!” Gerard shouted.
“Yes I do Gerard, I can’t do this anymore,” I said throwing my bag in the van.
“What are you talking about?” he asked.
I felt my eyes filling up.
“You almost died for me Gerard…this is the second time I nearly lost you…I can’t bare to watch any of you die…I’m going to Battery City, to be a normal boring Bli citizen,” I said.
“NO SCAR! You can’t do that! You’ve been fighting Bli for so long you can’t give into them now!” he shouted.
I shook my head.
“I can’t stay here, I feel heartbroken, especially cause I know you’ll never…” I stopped.
“Never what?” he asked.
I kissed his cheek.
“Goodbye Gerard, I’ll never forget you,” I whispered.
I got into my van and started the engine.
“Scar please think about this,” Gerard said.
“Gerard, I am not afraid to keep on living, I am not afraid to walk this world alone, honey, if you stay…you’ll be forgiven, nothing you can say…can stop me going home,” I said.
I took a deep breath and pulled out.
“SCAR NO!” I heard Gerard shout as I drove away.
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