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I'm useless, I'm hopeless, I'm worthless.
I have no place in the world.
No talent, nothing.
I would like you too tell me one thing
Will it get any better? 
I don't believe you, your lying.
Just like Pinocchio.
I can't help but believe what my mind tells me, but is it true?
I see no beauty when I look in the mirror.
I see no friends back me up when I'm insulted.
I see nobody staying around enough to care.

I don't belong in this world, I might as well just leave. 
Fly away like and angel and then fall down back to Earth 
Back to hell, back to place that I never knew before.
I might as well find my way to the bathroom floor
With the scars that lime my wrists and show the true pain
Your eyes show true emotion
Not just through motions.
People look at me like I'm the monster breaking free from their worst nightmare. 
They look at me in disgust
I'm like worthless dust.
I'm not worth it.
I'm not worth you time
Not a penny, a nickel or even a dime.

Don't think you can save me when there is nothing left to save.
Don't think you can help me when there is nothing left to help. 

I'm not the girl i was before.
She's gone, gone like the wind. 
The wind that blows right across you face and the hair out of your eye.
I'm a shell, empty. 
Nothing in me but the remains of the creature I was before. 

But in a sudden twist, I can be the monster in you worst nightmares.
I can, but I won't.
It's a waste of my time, a waste of my time. That I'd rather waste drowning in my own self-pity.

I can be the creature in the ocean ready to grab you and take you under.
Under in the dark bottomless ocean.
All the way to the floor.
I can be that creature.

I'm just a girl that got lost in the big bad world. 
Got lost in the music, the people, the love. But never really got a chance to find herself.
Never got to know her true self.
I'm not that bright, but I'm ready to give up my fight.
It's not worth it anymore.
Treated like shit again and again
It gets old day by day and night by night.
I'm done.
I'm ready.
Take me down.
Take me down to hell
Just like I fell.

Failure.
Faggot.
Worthless.
Ugly.
Hopeless.
Useless.
Done. 
I'm done, I'm gone.
Are you happy know?
I've given in.
Just like your plan from the start.
Done. Gone. Fin.