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Hey sort of a filler but I hope it's good. Sorry about the doubling crap. R&R Frerard Forever!
Frank's POV:
"I love Frank, Frank belongs with me."
"What?"
"I did that because I love you Frank more than Gerard ever could. You should be with me."
"You motherfucker-"
"Wait Gerard. I never knew you felt that way about me Ray, but how could you say that I should be with you, or that you love me more than Gerard. That's not true."
"Yes it is Frank, it's always been true."
"It's not Ray, Gerard loves me more than anyone ever could and I know that for a fact. Me and him are meant for each other I can feel it when I kiss him."
"Didn't you feel something when I kissed you?"
"Honestly Ray all I felt when you kissed me was shock, and rage."
"But you belong with me! I've known that since I first met you."
"Ray I don't know how your'e gonna believe me, but it's not true."
"Yes it is."
"Fuck it I guess I have to show this bastard that your'e mine."
Gerard grabbed me by my hips and kissed me. I tried to pull away but that just made him pull me closer and kiss me more forcefully. I gave into him and he slipped his tongue in my mouth and our tongues wrestled. I opened my eyes slightly to see Ray staring at at us and Mikey with his video camera. I closed my eyes and decided to show Ray who I belonged with. I put an arm around Gerard's waist then put my other hand on his ass. He smiled against my lips then pulled away and moved on to my neck. He started sucking my neck and I groaned. I felt my pants start to get tighter, and so did Gerard because he undid my zipper and put his hand down my pants.
"Mmmmm Gerard."
He went back to kissing me, while he slid my pants down around my ankles. I completely forgot that Ray and Mikey were in the room, all my attention was on Gerard. He put his hand down my boxers and squeezed my erection. I yelped and sighed at the same time and bucked my hips.
"I want you so bad Gerard."
"You sure you want me?"
"Your'e the only person I want Gee."
He pulled down my boxers and knelled in front of me.
"Ugh fuck Gee do it please."
He started sucking my dick and I moaned his name. His mouth was so tight and wet. I started bucking my hips in his mouth and he didn't even gag.
"Oh shit Gerard...yeah...oh shit...oh fuck...Gee...GERARD!"
I quickly came in his mouth which he swallowed. He pulled my boxers and my pants back up and kissed me, and put his arm around my waist. I put my head on his shoulder and that's when I realized that Ray and Mikey were in the room and just saw Gerard give me a blowjob.
"Gerard they were in here."
"I know, what did you forget?"
"...yeah it's kinda hard for me to remember things when your'e doing that."
"Sorry I just had to show someone that your'e mine."
"Oh...yeah."
"I fucking get it okay."
Ray was clenching his fists and he kept a straight face, but it was red and tears slipped out.
"Ray, I'm sorry-"
"Don't apologize to him Frank, that was the only way he would understand."
"But Gerard-"
"it's okay Frankie, you didn't do anything wrong. Now come on I want to go back to our dressing room before we go back on the bus."
"Okay."
I followed Gerard into the hallway with Mikey behind us.
Gerard's POV:
I led Frank into our dressing room and tried to close the door behind him but Mikey pushed it open. He walked in and closed the door.
"What do you want Mikey?"
"First I want to say that what you just did in there is gonna be great on the documentary. Second I want to say you went to far Gerard. If we all sat down and talked to Ray we could have helped him realize the truth. You didn't have to do that."
"Yes I did Mikey! Don't you see? he just didn't want to listen. No matter what we said, we could have sat him down and talked to him for hours, but he wouldn't have listened. That was the only way I could make him understand."
"Gerard we could have made him listen, we could have-"
"No Mikey, Gerard's right that's the only way we could have made him understand. He was in denial and we needed to shock him out of it."
"But Frank are you sure, I mean we could have even threatened him or something."
"No Mikey what Gerard did was right."
"I told you Mikey, that was the only way."
sigh"Okay fine, it was the only way, but it was harsh okay?"
"It was harsh? Is that what you just said to me Mikey? So I guess it wasn't fucking harsh when I saw, who I thought was my best friend, kiss my boyfriend on stage. Then I come backstage to find him playing video games like nothing fucking happened. I guess that wasn't fucking harsh at all, right?"
"Gerard I-"
"Forget it Mikey, just...forget it. Me and Frank will meet you on the bus. C'mon Frank."
"No you guys stay here I'll leave, let me just get my camera."
"Okay fine."
"What camera?"
"Oh I hid a camera in here before you guys came in."
"What!?"
"What's the matter Frank, it's for the documentary. Since your'e all worried it probably means there's good stuff on here. I knew it was a good idea to put one in here. Okay see you guys on the bus."
Mikey left us and closed the door. I went over and locked it, I didn't feel like being bothered by anyone. I started pacing in front of the couch, I was still really mad, about...well about everything. I've known Ray for almost twelve years, and I always thought I could trust him. Besides Frank he was one of my closest friends, but he betrayed me. I don't know if I can ever forgive him. I don't know how I'm gonna live with him in the band. I don't want to kick him out but-
"Gerard,"
I stop pacing and turn to see Frank looking through my sketchbook. I totally forget about what I was thinking about and start to panic, he wasn't supposed to see that. He's probably creeped out at me now. I'm too scared to grab the sketchbook so I just walk towards him."
"I...you weren't supposed to see those."
"Why not? There amazing Gerard."
"I...what?"
"There amazing Gerard, these drawings make me look beautiful."
"You are beautiful Frankie, I just drew you as I see you."
I felt weird standing in front of him, so I came and sat next to him on the couch. He blushed when I said that and was looking at more drawings.
"Thank you."
"Your'e welcome."
I slowly kissed his cheek, then his lips.
"I love you Frank."
"I love you too Gerard."
Frank's POV:
I sit with Gerard in his dressing room not wanting to go on the bus. So much happened in one night, it feels like a dream. I feel like at any moment I'm going to wake up and the show wouldn't have even started yet." I wish that would happen but I know it wont. I'm still shocked to know that Ray had feelings for me and that he had them for a while. Hell I'm still shocked to know that Ray's gay or bi or that he even likes guys at all. He always seemed like the straightest guy in the band. At first I was angry at him, and I guess I still kind of am. I mean he kissed me while I'm going out with Gerard, but I feel bad for him too. Then he had to watch Gerard give me a blowjob. I know that was the only way he would have listened but it must have hurt. On top of all of this it hurts me so much to see Gerard so upset and angry. I've never seen him like this. When I found the pictures he drew of me it distracted him for a little while, but I can tell he's still angry and upset. I wish I could help him but I don't know what to say. For now the most I can do is hold him to try to comfort him. It's better that watching him pace back and forth.
"Frank?"
His voice snaps me out of my thoughts.
"Mmmm."
"I think we should go back on the bus now."
"I know, I've been trying to delay that for as long as possible."
"Me too, and to tell you the truth I would let them leave without us if we didn't have thoes two last shows."
"I know how you feel."
"Let's go before they really do leave."
"...okay."
I let go of Gerard and got up and followed him out of the dressing room to the bus. As we walked to the bus I wished I could have a re-do of this day, or something to fix everything. That's the last thing I thought before I walked onto the bus.
Frank's POV:
"I love Frank, Frank belongs with me."
"What?"
"I did that because I love you Frank more than Gerard ever could. You should be with me."
"You motherfucker-"
"Wait Gerard. I never knew you felt that way about me Ray, but how could you say that I should be with you, or that you love me more than Gerard. That's not true."
"Yes it is Frank, it's always been true."
"It's not Ray, Gerard loves me more than anyone ever could and I know that for a fact. Me and him are meant for each other Ican feel it when I kiss him."
"Didn't you feel something when I kissed you?"
"Honestly Ray all I felt when you kissed me was shock, and rage."
"But you belong with me! I've known that since I first met you."
"Ray I don't know how your'e gonna believe me, but it's not true."
"Yes it is."
"Fuck it I guess I have to show this bastard that your'e mine."
Gerard grabbed me by my hips and kissed me. I tried to pull away but that just made him pull me closer and kiss me more forcefully. Igave into him and he slipped his tongue in my mouth and our tongues wrestled. Iopened my eyes slightly to see Ray staring at at us and Mikey with his video camera. I closed my eyes and decided to show Ray who I belonged with. I put an arm around Gerard's waist then put my other hand on his ass. He smiled against my lips then pulled away and moved on to my neck. He started sucking my neck and Igroaned. I felt my pants start to get tighter, and so did Gerard because he undid my zipper and put his hand down my pants.
"Mmmmm Gerard."
He went back to kissing me, while he slid my pants down around my ankles. I completely forgot that Ray and Mikey were in the room, all my attention was on Gerard. He put his hand down my boxers and squeezed my erection. I yelped and sighed at the same time and bucked my hips.
"I want you so bad Gerard."
"You sure you want me?"
"Your'e the only person I want Gee."
He pulled down my boxers and knelled in front of me.
"Ugh fuck Gee do it please."
He started sucking my dick and I moaned his name. His mouth was so tight and wet. I started bucking my hips in his mouth and he didn't even gag.
"Oh shit Gerard...yeah...oh shit...oh fuck...Gee...GERARD!"
I quickly came in his mouth which he swallowed. He pulled my boxers and my pants back up and kissed me, and put his arm around my waist. I put my head on his shoulder and that's when I realized that Ray and Mikey were in the room and just saw Gerard give me a blowjob.
"Gerard they were in here."
"I know, what did you forget?"
"...yeah it's kinda hard for me to remember things when your'e doing that."
"Sorry I just had to show someone that your'e mine."
"Oh...yeah."
"I fucking get it okay."
Ray was clenching his fists and he kept a straight face, but it was red and tears slipped out.
"Ray, I'm sorry-"
"Don't apologize to him Frank, that was the only way he would understand."
"But Gerard-"
"it's okay Frankie, you didn't do anything wrong. Now come on I want to go back to our dressing room before we go back on the bus."
"Okay."
I followed Gerard into the hallway with Mikey behind us.
Gerard's POV:
I led Frank into our dressing room and tried to close the door behind him but Mikey pushed it open. He walked in and closed the door.
"What do you want Mikey?"
"First I want to say that what you just did in there is gonna be great on the documentary. Second I want to say you went to far Gerard. If we all sat down and talked to Ray we could have helped him realize the truth. You didn't have to do that."
"Yes I did Mikey! Don't you see? he just didn't want to listen. No matter what we said, we could have sat him down and talked to him for hours, but he wouldn't have listened. That was the only way I could make him understand."
"Gerard we could have made him listen, we could have-"
"No Mikey, Gerard's right that's the only way we could have made him understand. He was in denial and we needed to shock him out of it."
"But Frank are you sure, I mean we could have even threatened him or something."
"No Mikey what Gerard did was right."
"I told you Mikey, that was the only way."
sigh"Okay fine, it was the only way, but it was harsh okay?"
"It was harsh? Is that what you just said to me Mikey? So I guess it wasn't fucking harsh when I saw, who I thought was my best friend, kiss my boyfriend on stage. Then I come backstage to find him playing video games like nothing fucking happened. I guess that wasn't fucking harsh at all, right?"
"Gerard I-"
"Forget it Mikey, just...forget it. Me and Frank will meet you on the bus. C'mon Frank."
"No you guys stay here I'll leave, let me just get my camera."
"Okay fine."
"What camera?"
"Oh I hid a camera in here before you guys came in."
"What!?"
"What's the matter Frank, it's for the documentary. Since your'e all worried it probably means there's good stuff on here. I knew it was a good idea to put one in here. Okay see you guys on the bus."
Mikey left us and closed the door. I went over and locked it, I didn't feel like being bothered by anyone. I started pacing in front of the couch, I was still really mad, about...well about everything. I've known Ray for almost twelve years, and I always thought I could trust him. Besides Frank he was one of my closest friends, but he betrayed me. I don't know if Ican ever forgive him. I don't know how I'm gonna live with him in the band. Idon't want to kick him out but-
"Gerard,"
I stop pacing and turn to see Frank looking through my sketchbook. I totally forget about what I was thinking about and start to panic, he wasn't supposed to see that. He's probably creeped out at me now. I'm too scared to grab the sketchbook so I just walk towards him."
"I...you weren't supposed to see those."
"Why not? There amazing Gerard."
"I...what?"
"There amazing Gerard, these drawings make me look beautiful."
"You are beautiful Frankie, I just drew you as I see you."
I felt weird standing in front of him, so I came and sat next to him on the couch. He blushed when I said that and was looking at more drawings.
"Thank you."
"Your'e welcome."
I slowly kissed his cheek, then his lips.
"I love you Frank."
"I love you too Gerard."
Frank's POV:
I sit with Gerard in his dressing room not wanting to go on the bus. So much happened in one night, it feels like a dream. I feel like at any moment I'm going to wake up and the show wouldn't have even started yet." I wish that would happen but I know it wont. I'm still shocked to know that Ray had feelings for me and that he had them for a while. Hell I'm still shocked to know that Ray's gay or bi or that he even likes guys at all. He always seemed like the straightest guy in the band. At first I was angry at him, and I guess I still kind of am. I mean he kissed me while I'm going out with Gerard, but I feel bad for him too. Then he had to watch Gerard give me ablowjob. I know that was the only way he would have listened but it must have hurt. On top of all of this it hurts me so much to see Gerard so upset and angry. I've never seen him like this. When I found the pictures he drew of me it distracted him for a little while, but I can tell he's still angry and upset. I wish I could help him but I don't know what to say. For now the most Ican do is hold him to try to comfort him. It's better that watching him pace back and forth.
"Frank?"
His voice snaps me out of my thoughts.
"Mmmm."
"I think we should go back on the bus now."
"I know, I've been trying to delay that for as long as possible."
"Me too, and to tell you the truth I would let them leave without us if we didn't have thoes two last shows."
"I know how you feel."
"Let's go before they really do leave."
"...okay."
I let go of Gerard and got up and followed him out of the dressing room to the bus. As we walked to the bus I wished I could have a re-do of this day, or something to fix everything. That's the last thing I thought before I walked onto the bus.
Chapter 7
Frank's POV:
"I love Frank, Frank belongs with me."
"What?"
"I did that because I love you Frank more than Gerard ever could. You should be with me."
"You motherfucker-"
"Wait Gerard. I never knew you felt that way about me Ray, but how could you say that I should be with you, or that you love me more than Gerard. That's not true."
"Yes it is Frank, it's always been true."
"It's not Ray, Gerard loves me more than anyone ever could and I know that for a fact. Me and him are meant for each other I can feel it when I kiss him."
"Didn't you feel something when I kissed you?"
"Honestly Ray all I felt when you kissed me was shock, and rage."
"But you belong with me! I've known that since I first met you."
"Ray I don't know how your'e gonna believe me, but it's not true."
"Yes it is."
"Fuck it I guess I have to show this bastard that your'e mine."
Gerard grabbed me by my hips and kissed me. I tried to pull away but that just made him pull me closer and kiss me more forcefully. I gave into him and he slipped his tongue in my mouth and our tongues wrestled. I opened my eyes slightly to see Ray staring at at us and Mikey with his video camera. I closed my eyes and decided to show Ray who I belonged with. I put an arm around Gerard's waist then put my other hand on his ass. He smiled against my lips then pulled away and moved on to my neck. He started sucking my neck and I groaned. I felt my pants start to get tighter, and so did Gerard because he undid my zipper and put his hand down my pants.
"Mmmmm Gerard."
He went back to kissing me, while he slid my pants down around my ankles. I completely forgot that Ray and Mikey were in the room, all my attention was on Gerard. He put his hand down my boxers and squeezed my erection. I yelped and sighed at the same time and bucked my hips.
"I want you so bad Gerard."
"You sure you want me?"
"Your'e the only person I want Gee."
He pulled down my boxers and knelled in front of me.
"Ugh fuck Gee do it please."
He started sucking my dick and I moaned his name. His mouth was so tight and wet. I started bucking my hips in his mouth and he didn't even gag.
"Oh shit Gerard...yeah...oh shit...oh fuck...Gee...GERARD!"
I quickly came in his mouth which he swallowed. He pulled my boxers and my pants back up and kissed me, and put his arm around my waist. I put my head on his shoulder and that's when I realized that Ray and Mikey were in the room and just saw Gerard give me a blowjob.
"Gerard they were in here."
"I know, what did you forget?"
"...yeah it's kinda hard for me to remember things when your'e doing that."
"Sorry I just had to show someone that your'e mine."
"Oh...yeah."
"I fucking get it okay."
Ray was clenching his fists and he kept a straight face, but it was red and tears slipped out.
"Ray, I'm sorry-"
"Don't apologize to him Frank, that was the only way he would understand."
"But Gerard-"
"it's okay Frankie, you didn't do anything wrong. Now come on I want to go back to our dressing room before we go back on the bus."
"Okay."
I followed Gerard into the hallway with Mikey behind us.
Gerard's POV:
I led Frank into our dressing room and tried to close the door behind him but Mikey pushed it open. He walked in and closed the door.
"What do you want Mikey?"
"First I want to say that what you just did in there is gonna be great on the documentary. Second I want to say you went to far Gerard. If we all sat down and talked to Ray we could have helped him realize the truth. You didn't have to do that."
"Yes I did Mikey! Don't you see? he just didn't want to listen. No matter what we said, we could have sat him down and talked to him for hours, but he wouldn't have listened. That was the only way I could make him understand."
"Gerard we could have made him listen, we could have-"
"No Mikey, Gerard's right that's the only way we could have made him understand. He was in denial and we needed to shock him out of it."
"But Frank are you sure, I mean we could have even threatened him or something."
"No Mikey what Gerard did was right."
"I told you Mikey, that was the only way."
sigh"Okay fine, it was the only way, but it was harsh okay?"
"It was harsh? Is that what you just said to me Mikey? So I guess it wasn't fucking harsh when I saw, who I thought was my best friend, kiss my boyfriend on stage. Then I come backstage to find him playing video games like nothing fucking happened. I guess that wasn't fucking harsh at all, right?"
"Gerard I-"
"Forget it Mikey, just...forget it. Me and Frank will meet you on the bus. C'mon Frank."
"No you guys stay here I'll leave, let me just get my camera."
"Okay fine."
"What camera?"
"Oh I hid a camera in here before you guys came in."
"What!?"
"What's the matter Frank, it's for the documentary. Since your'e all worried it probably means there's good stuff on here. I knew it was a good idea to put one in here. Okay see you guys on the bus."
Mikey left us and closed the door. I went over and locked it, I didn't feel like being bothered by anyone. I started pacing in front of the couch, I was still really mad, about...well about everything. I've known Ray for almost twelve years, and I always thought I could trust him. Besides Frank he was one of my closest friends, but he betrayed me. I don't know if I can ever forgive him. I don't know how I'm gonna live with him in the band. I don't want to kick him out but-
"Gerard,"
I stop pacing and turn to see Frank looking through my sketchbook. I totally forget about what I was thinking about and start to panic, he wasn't supposed to see that. He's probably creeped out at me now. I'm too scared to grab the sketchbook so I just walk towards him."
"I...you weren't supposed to see those."
"Why not? There amazing Gerard."
"I...what?"
"There amazing Gerard, these drawings make me look beautiful."
"You are beautiful Frankie, I just drew you as I see you."
I felt weird standing in front of him, so I came and sat next to him on the couch. He blushed when I said that and was looking at more drawings.
"Thank you."
"Your'e welcome."
I slowly kissed his cheek, then his lips.
"I love you Frank."
"I love you too Gerard."
Frank's POV:
I sit with Gerard in his dressing room not wanting to go on the bus. So much happened in one night, it feels like a dream. I feel like at any moment I'm going to wake up and the show wouldn't have even started yet." I wish that would happen but I know it wont. I'm still shocked to know that Ray had feelings for me and that he had them for a while. Hell I'm still shocked to know that Ray's gay or bi or that he even likes guys at all. He always seemed like the straightest guy in the band. At first I was angry at him, and I guess I still kind of am. I mean he kissed me while I'm going out with Gerard, but I feel bad for him too. Then he had to watch Gerard give me a blowjob. I know that was the only way he would have listened but it must have hurt. On top of all of this it hurts me so much to see Gerard so upset and angry. I've never seen him like this. When I found the pictures he drew of me it distracted him for a little while, but I can tell he's still angry and upset. I wish I could help him but I don't know what to say. For now the most I can do is hold him to try to comfort him. It's better that watching him pace back and forth.
"Frank?"
His voice snaps me out of my thoughts.
"Mmmm."
"I think we should go back on the bus now."
"I know, I've been trying to delay that for as long as possible."
"Me too, and to tell you the truth I would let them leave without us if we didn't have thoes two last shows."
"I know how you feel."
"Let's go before they really do leave."
"...okay."
I let go of Gerard and got up and followed him out of the dressing room to the bus. As we walked to the bus I wished I could have a re-do of this day, or something to fix everything. That's the last thing I thought before I walked onto the bus.
Chapter 7
Frank's POV:
"I love Frank, Frank belongs with me."
"What?"
"I did that because I love you Frank more than Gerard ever could. You should be with me."
"You motherfucker-"
"Wait Gerard. I never knew you felt that way about me Ray, but how could you say that I should be with you, or that you love me more than Gerard. That's not true."
"Yes it is Frank, it's always been true."
"It's not Ray, Gerard loves me more than anyone ever could and I know that for a fact. Me and him are meant for each other Ican feel it when I kiss him."
"Didn't you feel something when I kissed you?"
"Honestly Ray all I felt when you kissed me was shock, and rage."
"But you belong with me! I've known that since I first met you."
"Ray I don't know how your'e gonna believe me, but it's not true."
"Yes it is."
"Fuck it I guess I have to show this bastard that your'e mine."
Gerard grabbed me by my hips and kissed me. I tried to pull away but that just made him pull me closer and kiss me more forcefully. Igave into him and he slipped his tongue in my mouth and our tongues wrestled. Iopened my eyes slightly to see Ray staring at at us and Mikey with his video camera. I closed my eyes and decided to show Ray who I belonged with. I put an arm around Gerard's waist then put my other hand on his ass. He smiled against my lips then pulled away and moved on to my neck. He started sucking my neck and Igroaned. I felt my pants start to get tighter, and so did Gerard because he undid my zipper and put his hand down my pants.
"Mmmmm Gerard."
He went back to kissing me, while he slid my pants down around my ankles. I completely forgot that Ray and Mikey were in the room, all my attention was on Gerard. He put his hand down my boxers and squeezed my erection. I yelped and sighed at the same time and bucked my hips.
"I want you so bad Gerard."
"You sure you want me?"
"Your'e the only person I want Gee."
He pulled down my boxers and knelled in front of me.
"Ugh fuck Gee do it please."
He started sucking my dick and I moaned his name. His mouth was so tight and wet. I started bucking my hips in his mouth and he didn't even gag.
"Oh shit Gerard...yeah...oh shit...oh fuck...Gee...GERARD!"
I quickly came in his mouth which he swallowed. He pulled my boxers and my pants back up and kissed me, and put his arm around my waist. I put my head on his shoulder and that's when I realized that Ray and Mikey were in the room and just saw Gerard give me a blowjob.
"Gerard they were in here."
"I know, what did you forget?"
"...yeah it's kinda hard for me to remember things when your'e doing that."
"Sorry I just had to show someone that your'e mine."
"Oh...yeah."
"I fucking get it okay."
Ray was clenching his fists and he kept a straight face, but it was red and tears slipped out.
"Ray, I'm sorry-"
"Don't apologize to him Frank, that was the only way he would understand."
"But Gerard-"
"it's okay Frankie, you didn't do anything wrong. Now come on I want to go back to our dressing room before we go back on the bus."
"Okay."
I followed Gerard into the hallway with Mikey behind us.
Gerard's POV:
I led Frank into our dressing room and tried to close the door behind him but Mikey pushed it open. He walked in and closed the door.
"What do you want Mikey?"
"First I want to say that what you just did in there is gonna be great on the documentary. Second I want to say you went to far Gerard. If we all sat down and talked to Ray we could have helped him realize the truth. You didn't have to do that."
"Yes I did Mikey! Don't you see? he just didn't want to listen. No matter what we said, we could have sat him down and talked to him for hours, but he wouldn't have listened. That was the only way I could make him understand."
"Gerard we could have made him listen, we could have-"
"No Mikey, Gerard's right that's the only way we could have made him understand. He was in denial and we needed to shock him out of it."
"But Frank are you sure, I mean we could have even threatened him or something."
"No Mikey what Gerard did was right."
"I told you Mikey, that was the only way."
sigh"Okay fine, it was the only way, but it was harsh okay?"
"It was harsh? Is that what you just said to me Mikey? So I guess it wasn't fucking harsh when I saw, who I thought was my best friend, kiss my boyfriend on stage. Then I come backstage to find him playing video games like nothing fucking happened. I guess that wasn't fucking harsh at all, right?"
"Gerard I-"
"Forget it Mikey, just...forget it. Me and Frank will meet you on the bus. C'mon Frank."
"No you guys stay here I'll leave, let me just get my camera."
"Okay fine."
"What camera?"
"Oh I hid a camera in here before you guys came in."
"What!?"
"What's the matter Frank, it's for the documentary. Since your'e all worried it probably means there's good stuff on here. I knew it was a good idea to put one in here. Okay see you guys on the bus."
Mikey left us and closed the door. I went over and locked it, I didn't feel like being bothered by anyone. I started pacing in front of the couch, I was still really mad, about...well about everything. I've known Ray for almost twelve years, and I always thought I could trust him. Besides Frank he was one of my closest friends, but he betrayed me. I don't know if Ican ever forgive him. I don't know how I'm gonna live with him in the band. Idon't want to kick him out but-
"Gerard,"
I stop pacing and turn to see Frank looking through my sketchbook. I totally forget about what I was thinking about and start to panic, he wasn't supposed to see that. He's probably creeped out at me now. I'm too scared to grab the sketchbook so I just walk towards him."
"I...you weren't supposed to see those."
"Why not? There amazing Gerard."
"I...what?"
"There amazing Gerard, these drawings make me look beautiful."
"You are beautiful Frankie, I just drew you as I see you."
I felt weird standing in front of him, so I came and sat next to him on the couch. He blushed when I said that and was looking at more drawings.
"Thank you."
"Your'e welcome."
I slowly kissed his cheek, then his lips.
"I love you Frank."
"I love you too Gerard."
Frank's POV:
I sit with Gerard in his dressing room not wanting to go on the bus. So much happened in one night, it feels like a dream. I feel like at any moment I'm going to wake up and the show wouldn't have even started yet." I wish that would happen but I know it wont. I'm still shocked to know that Ray had feelings for me and that he had them for a while. Hell I'm still shocked to know that Ray's gay or bi or that he even likes guys at all. He always seemed like the straightest guy in the band. At first I was angry at him, and I guess I still kind of am. I mean he kissed me while I'm going out with Gerard, but I feel bad for him too. Then he had to watch Gerard give me ablowjob. I know that was the only way he would have listened but it must have hurt. On top of all of this it hurts me so much to see Gerard so upset and angry. I've never seen him like this. When I found the pictures he drew of me it distracted him for a little while, but I can tell he's still angry and upset. I wish I could help him but I don't know what to say. For now the most Ican do is hold him to try to comfort him. It's better that watching him pace back and forth.
"Frank?"
His voice snaps me out of my thoughts.
"Mmmm."
"I think we should go back on the bus now."
"I know, I've been trying to delay that for as long as possible."
"Me too, and to tell you the truth I would let them leave without us if we didn't have thoes two last shows."
"I know how you feel."
"Let's go before they really do leave."
"...okay."
I let go of Gerard and got up and followed him out of the dressing room to the bus. As we walked to the bus I wished I could have a re-do of this day, or something to fix everything. That's the last thing I thought before I walked onto the bus.
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