FicWad

Okay so I am truly sorry for spamming(legit I am)
But I really need help.
About school,
And shit..


So usually I'm a honor student (getting high 80's and low 90's for an average is nothing new)...
But lately, I AM DAMN NEAR FAILING!
Not kidding, in english (which is my best subject) i'm getting 58..
This isn't because I don't get it; it's because I am so fucking behind..
I honestly have been staying up till like 1AM to finish and study (we have tests)
And it hasn't been helping; I am at the point where all this stress is causing me to break down nearly every night...the stuff I've been trying hasn't been helping (it's been stressing me out more than anything over the fact that I don't want my parents to find out about it...)

I can't even get help from my friends; cause they're all in diffrent classes and I can't ask my mom (she either doesn't get it; or I can't find the time) if I do ask her it will most likely be when my dad is home and if he figures out about all my shit I haven't handed in I will lose my phone, IPod, cd's and not get my laptop when it's fixed; plus getting screamed at for hours on end doesn't sound too fun...
After he goes to bed my mom doesn't give a damn (not kidding, if I ask her it's "SHUT UP SAM I'M ON THE FUCKING PHONE!")

I'm sorry; but holy fuck I don't know what to do! This is just really getting to me...
Plus I have AJ's birthday fic to finish writing then post, have to finish Jules birthday fic, the secret santa fic, and I want to start updating again...
I'm sorry, it's the fact that my parents expect so much out of me (and when I try to bring it up they're excuse is always "we do this so you can do what you're capable of)

Fucking fuckity fuck! I honestly give up!! I do so much but it barely makes a dent in my marks :/

I really need help guys...anything you can give please! I'm begging I need to get caught up :'(

xXxSam