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CH. 48 All I Am is Whwat IT will Take to Break This

Josh's POV

I'm staring at the screen, speechless. My stomach is holding not just one, but TWO human beings in it. I now understand why I was so damn sick, the hormones were working with two little fuckers, not one....

I look at Matt, and break down. He puts an arm around me, "Matt....I think I am gonna be sick, I can't stand this."

"Babe, you're just really shocked...I don't know how hard this is for you, but I will never leave you..."

The nurse looks at it, "Would you like to know the sex of the babies?"

That word rings in my head...
Babies

Not one but two.


"Yeah..."

"Joshua, you have two boys. Here's their boy areas..."

Boy areas?

I'm fucking seventeen! I'm not a five year old!

I gasp, as the two little fuckers kick.

Matt rubs my back, as I feel nauseated again. These two little fuckers are driving me insane!

"When am I due?"

"In November...its May right now."

I'm gonna be a pregnant 18 year old. fuck.

I vomit into a container, as Matt holds me up.

"Oh, Joshie...."

I feel like the shittiest boyfriend ever.

Matt rubs my back, as my stomach churns. i bury my head into his hoodie.

"I wanna go home...." I choke out, as tears pour down my face.

I wanna go home.....

HI! SECOND UPDATE TODAY! POOR JOSHIE! :(