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You have just entered theatre numer 1.
The movie is the recent edition of my online diary.
This edition is called Talking to myself.

Gerard:What are you doing?

Me:Blogging.

Gerard:Why?

Me:Cuz I can.

3 hours later

Gerard:What are you doing?

Me:Stuff.

Gerard:What stuff?

Me:Just stuff.

Gerard:Ok then.

And with that the movie has ended.
Hope you enjoyed.
Rated B for BORING!
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Sorry,I had to do that as an intro...
Here's my real topic:Family.

We all got one...
We either love 'em or hate 'em.
Me?
In-between.
So here are the reasons why I love and hate my family.

1.They are just annoying at times.

First off,my mum constantly needs to know what I am doing in my room.
Most of the time I am on youtube.
Or,writing fanfics.
Or,listening to music

Otherwise known as:Having no life.

Mum:What are you watching on youtube,Bun?
Me:Nothing much,just stuff..

(You wanna know what I watch..
Destroya-Live in Paris (La Cigale)
Watch it.It is good!)

I just did you a solid there guys.
You'll thank me later.

Mum:What are you writing in your fics Bun?
Me:Nothing much.

(Ok,In my fics (If you haven't read 'em already) There's some smut.SOME.)

Mum:What music are you listening to Bun?
Me:The usual.

(You know what I listen to mum.My Chem.That is ALL I listen to)

2.Someone is constantly walking down the hallway at an inapropriate time.

Now,I sometimes play the Destroya live in Paris vid (as I mention above) a couple THOUSAND times.
Now,it is addictive shit,I tell ya.
And,cuz I talk to myself alot (again,cuz I got no life) I say the following things during that video:

'OMFG!I LOVE THIS!'

'GOTTA REPLAY THIS SEXYNESS!'

and so on,so forth.

Now,at this time,sometimes my family is walking down the hallway.
So,they can hear me.
You catch my drift?

RIGHT ENOUGH OF THE HATING!
reasons why I love my family:

1.They give me food.

Do I really need to explain this?

Nope.I don't.

2.They are supportive.

Now,when I was depressed and stuff,I never really told anybody.
I just bottled up my feelings.
Even when I cut,I never told anybody.
But,my older sister (who doesn't live with me,cuz she has a family of her own) caught me cutting one day and she made me tell my mum about it.
She was fine with it,she told me it'd be ok.
I don't cut anymore.
I'm still sometimes a bit suicidal,but My Chem help me.
All I gotta do is put on Famous Last Words and really listen to it.
The last time I did this (New Years Eve) I looked at my Black Parade poster.
I looked at all of My Chem's faces,through my tears.
I could hear Gerard's voice.
It felt like he was singing to me.
Telling me it'll be ok,that it'll get better.
I believed him.
I felt my tears drying up.
He'd saved my life.
Again.

That is the reasons why I love my family (and hate them at times too)

I've typed to much.
I need to read fics.

BYE!!

xxx Sadie xxx