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You think I'm getting better
You think I smile cause I'm happy
All you see is fake, fake, fake
Not that you know, you think it's real
Well they you got to fake it til you make it
It's like the rule of life sometimes

If you knew what I was thinking when I frowned
You'd match my expression and spit some lies out of your mouth

If I had a gun I'd use it on myself.
If I had a razor I'd use it on my wrist.
And if I had pills I swallow a bottle full.
Don't bother with a hospital, I'm already did

There's nothing to do to save me,
I'm gone beyond repair and I'm scared to be alive

I'd wish someone say they care, and not just insult me
It seems nobody would bother to disagree

Honey, honey don't lie to me, you can't hold me behind your doors and not set me free

I'm tired, I'm tired now, maybe it's because of the lack of food somehow
I'm feeling dizzy, I feel nausea, my head is spinning and my heart is pounding
My sight looks fuzzy now, I don't think this is good

It's not like you care really, I'm just another girl in a crowd

If I suddenly disappeared, would anyone come to look for me?
I doubt it, I would be forgotten
A forgotten soul, my memory will never carry on

Don't say the pain isn't worth it, it makes me feel better
Sometimes I can't take it, but that doesn't matter

I'm done, I'm gone, I'm not anything anymore
I'm just a whisper in the wind and a burnt item in the fire

Goodnight sun, goodnight moon
Goodbye to the tune
The small tune playing on the cool summer day
While the kids play in the street at dusk and the fireflies come out and glow

Goodbye to the tune
My tune, my tune I made for you