FicWad

The sky isn't the limit for me
I go beyond the stars
But I'm on a path of self destruction
And it's tearing me apart
The nightmares keep me down in the dirt
Don't trust me alone, you never know what will happen behind closed doors
It'll paralyze you with fear, my pain can be heard
The crackling stereo in the background, filters out my screams

Reality is my biggest fear, I don't know what is going to happen to me
I don't know who I'm going to be

I feel like your back up plan, am I your second choice?

Trust no one, not even me
The choice is really fucking easy don't you see?
You think I like being alone, but the feeling is pretty unknown
Please don't make me you second choice, you could save me
I don't want to be save, not by anyone but you

Rescue me, recover me
I'm a lost cause that needs her hero
Call me out and whisk me away
Just help me escape the life I'm in, make me better

Forgive me not, forgive me so, but my heroes came to say hello
All the memories tied together in one photo
The words they said in their songs, it made me who I am today

My race to the end, my highway ride to my own wreckage
The highway ends right?
Well I'm nearly to the finish, I'm not okay, but you all think I am

This is why, this is why, this is my reason to fly
Fly behind the moon, and around Saturn's rings

I'm beginning to feel dizzy
My throat hurts
My head is pounding
My world is spinning
My body aches everywhere
What is happening?

It's the end, and I was always afraid to keep on living
If you found out why I just did you would be unforgiving

Find me, track me down, kiss my cold blue lips and say you love me one last time
Not that you mean it, I can't feel it;

Because you can't feel pain when your dead

The feeling of the afterlife is in me

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I just have to say this is like all over the place.