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I am going to tell you the story,of how one band changed my entire life forever.

What does the words My Chemical Romance mean to me,you ask?

They are my life now.They saved me from the dark,deep pit of depression.
I was very suicidal before,I hated my life.
Waking up every day,just to experience failure.
I wasn't happy with who I was,I was just like everybody else.
I didn't like it.

Yeah,I self-harmed before,that's how I got stereotyped as Emo.
Every single fucking day,I'd walk into lessons,just to hear that name over and over.

She's an Emo.


She's gonna kill herself,the little Emo.

I just couldn't take it anymore.
I needed to just,slip away.

I grabbed the sharpest thing I could find in my bedroom.
A phone charger.
I slid along my arm with it,exposing a bright red scar.
I felt the tears down my cheeks as I stared at the scar I had created.
I then remembered that song.
Famous Last Words.

I found my phone and played the song as loud as I could,through my headphones.
I layed back on my bed,and stared at my Black Parade poster.
At all the faces.
I could feel the lyrics deep inside me.

I am not afraid to keep on living.
I am not afraid to walk this world alone.
Honey,if you stay I'll be forgiven.
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.

I could feel that warm feeling inside of me.
I felt my tears dry up as the chords carried on,throught the song.
My eye's never left the poster,it was my healing process.

That was my most recent suicide attempt.
New years eve,that was.

So,you ask again.

What are My Chemical Romance,to me?

They aren't just celebrities,they are heroes.