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So guys.. need you to help me find a fic. I've been searching for months now and I just can't seem to find it. It's a frerard mostly but it contains bikey as well. All I remember is this: Frank and Gerard were married at 1 point..and Frank had health problems. Like a lot, I think it had to do with his immunity or something. He and Gerard fought a lot, I don't really remember why but I think Frank hurt himself (cut) and wouldn't stop. And I think Ray most of the times made them get back together. It turned out that Frank had aids, and Gerard didn't want him to be alone in this (I think?) and got it too from Frank. Frank was mad and stuff..and there was this girl (like a guardian angel or something that talked to them) Frank died at one point, when they were waiting for the doctor at the hospital I believe. I remember he just collapsed and that was it...yadda yadda yadda...one time Frank's ghost told Gee that he could join him but Gerard was like but what about Bandit and idk what. ( I think Bandit was Mikey's kid? that he adopted or sth with Bob) soo yeah. and one time Gerard was at Mikey's and Bob's place ( a fancy villa or something that was Bob's rich aunt's or something like that), so he was there and idk he was on the roof or the balcony or something and he just jumped. and died. then he met up with Frank in afterlife and it turned out that girl (the guardian angel?) was God. God was a girl....oh and I remember that on Frank's and Gerard's wedding rings was written something like 'the only hope for me is you alone'...I guess what I just wrote was really confusing.but guys.GUYS.help meeee !! please??(: