FicWad

Found this on my computer from ages ago, and though "I'll uplaod it because I need to post", so here you go. Enjoy the creepy crappiness...

xoxo



Carve me,
Harm me,
Take me,
Break me,
Will me,
Kill me,
Thrill me,
Snip me,
Rip me,
Whip me,
Strip me,
Beat me,
Destroy me,
Please.

There’s a never ending pool of blood,
Spreading now into a flood,
You can’t save me now,
Because you don’t know how,
I don’t even know who I am,
My life’s is just a sham.

I’ve fucked up, given up,
I’m waste of space, never been the ace,
The ace in the pack, no one’s got my back,
I’m useless and hopeless and everyone’s noticed,
I’ve explained that I’m drained and death’s serenade
Is waiting and wanting and watching,
Stalking and talking,
I cannot escape; I’m so full of hate,
It is my fate, I cannot wait,
My new start begins now,
With this movement, right now,
Don’t tell me you know what’s best for me,
Stop questioning, I know I’ve messed up,
But I cannot change now, rearrange myself now,
I’m accepting my defeat,
So what if I’m weak?
I’ve been strong for too long,
Let me go to the tune of my death song,

Through the slurred speech and chatter,
I scream, “Does it even matter?!”
I’ll never be good enough,
I’m no longer tough,
Too flawed to stay alive,
So instead I must die,
This is my explanation,
For my unwanted situation,
I need to shed these chains,
They’ll break with the pain,
Although you are pleading,
I cannot stop the bleeding,
This is my end,
I can no longer pretend.

I’m broken,
They’re spoken;
My final words,
And now, with birds,
I shall fly,
And no longer cry,
I’m useless anyway,
I can’t bear another day,
My stopping heart...
This is where we part,
You’ll keep your life,
Mine will be ended by Death’s scythe,
Please regret me,
And forget me.