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Just something about how much I hate lying about how I feel...

xoxo


I’m fine,
I’m happy,
It’s okay,
I’m smiling,
I’m proud,
I’m loved,
I’m beautiful,
I’m wanted,
I’m excited,
I’m upbeat,
I’m content,
I’m perfect.

No, No.

I’ve never been fine,
I’m unhappy,
It’s not okay,
I’m crying,
I have no pride,
I’m hated,
I’m ugly,
I’m unwanted,
I’m anxious,
I’m pained,
I’m miserable,
I can’t be perfect because
I’m worthless,
I’m pointless,
I’m pathetic,
I’m stupid,
I’ll never be loved,
I’ll never be needed,
I’m a waste of space,
I’ve been abandoned,
I’ve lost hope,
I’m giving up,
I’m broken,
I’m destroyed,
I’m fucked up,
I have no repair,
But worst of all...

I’m a liar.