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Hello, Friends c:

by atomickilljoy 3 reviews

I love you all. Don't hate me.

Category: Humor - Rating: G - Genres:  - Published: 2013-03-20 - 432 words

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I just need to vent good and bad about why I haven't been on or updating as much as I used to:

The Good:

1. I joined a set design crew for a musical! I made friends and am having fun, specially since it's a musical I'm a BIG fan of. I've also made friends with the ensemble, and discovered that I'll be able to go FOR FREE to the show. They're VERY GOOD. Better than most high school productions.

2. I'm managing to handle my time a bit better, since I spend almost 12 hours at school now, more time than I spend at home.

3. I'm doing OKAY in school. Not as good as I used to, but much better, especially in Algebra.

4. I made more friends, in general. I'm coming out of my shell a bit, and have become a bit more sassy with rude strangers, rather than my normal "um...okay?"

5. Next week is Spring Break. Enough said.

The Bad:

1. My hair is falling out. I'm okay at managing time, but it can get hectic. I get stress headaches a lot now.

2. I'm in intermediate chorus(a second level chorus)and, my chorus teacher asked me that if I, in September as a 10th Grader, would like to continue chorus. I said yes because I love singing, and she signed me up for a second term of intermediate chorus. Everyone else who said yes was signed up for Advanced chorus, the third level.

3. I get much more tired easily. I sleep A LOT more than I used to. I fall asleep on the bus both in the morning and afternoon, sometimes in class, sometimes when I get home, and at night, yet I'm still tired. I can't run like I used to and my bones hurt a lot.

4. I miss you guys.

5. I have less time for things I enjoy.

6. I feel uncomfortable in my clothes. Nothing is comfortable for me anymore, besides pajamas, which disturbs me.

7. Shirts don't fit me like usual. An Adult Small t shirt used to suffice, be just baggy, and not too tight. Now, the sleeves show off my arms, which I hate. A medium is too baggy. There's no balance. And me not wearing bras doesn't help. They're VERY uncomfortable for me.

8. Everyone is dying/cutting/ contemplating suicide. It hurts me. Causes me stress, too. I've contemplated suicide a few times, too. But I don't want to do it.

9. I want to punch EVERYONE in the face now. I get so annoyed now.

Sorry.
I needed to vent.
SORRY.
I JUST MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH.
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