FicWad

Scared soldier, fighting in the war against yourself.
Beat your fears, wipe away your tears, dear.
Your face looks much better with a smile, that frown doesn't suite you.
Win the battle, conquer your enemies,
Bringing you down, tearing apart your emotions,
Trying to make you nothing, crumble your insides,
Just enough for you to finally to breakdown and give in,
Fight it off, before the color drains from your face.
What happened to that smile that once always occupied your face?
What happened to that gleam I your eye?
The happiness of your very being?
Did they take that from you too?
Your skin in pale and dull, your eyes are lifeless and dead.
I can't believe you let them take over and fucking with the war.
I know your the scared soldier, running around with a gun,
When you could be having fun,
But this is your fight,
I can't find the voice in your head, I can only comfort you from it.
I wish you would be okay, I wish that you didn't leave me.
Whenever I needed the strength to go on you were there,
But what the fuck happened?
Please come back to me soldier, you saved me from myself,
I could of helped you.
I could of fucking helped.
Did you think you were better? The big shot?
But your not, your just a destroyer.
You destroy everything you touch.
Tear it apart, break it down, and burn it to ashes.
Laugh at the flames.
See the pain in your lover eyes, they way you tore me up.

Now that your gone, I guess I'm just dust.
Left on the old collectables in the basement.
Ignored.
I'll just take all the blame for what happened to you.
I guess it was all my fault,
I'm sorry, I should of helped.
I knew the battle you were fighting, but I guess you were defeated.

I wish I could of helped.
But now your only a memory that I'll carry on, the rest will forget,
Your love is a boomerang, I try forget and throw it away, but it always come back.
I wish you would too.
Wasn't I enough for you?

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I think this really sucks and it's really awful. But whatever. It sounds like 5th grader wrote this. ;-;