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Running from something I can't see.
It keeps nipping at me, toying with me.
About to overcome my will to survive, there is no hope.

Can't face something that has no soul.
Buried deep inside a smoldering ember of revenge.
Thinking of ways to inflict pain even though I know I can't.

Listening to words I dread hearing.
Things I can't fathom.
Things that tear holes in my heart drilled in my head.
Killing me emotionally without hurting me physically.
Soothing but deadly words flow from his mouth.
Somehow he gets me to listen bet all he does is make me cry.

Why do I keep leaving myself vulnerable.
Listening to that one song as if it will make a difference.
Bringing up painful memories but I can't stop listening.

Going out of my way to beg in the least obvious ways.
But he won't listen to my cries.
Just listen because it will all be lies anyway.