FicWad

I see so many faults when I look in the mirror,
I'm not good enough for anyone,
I'm littered with scars,
I'm not thin enough,
I want to fix myself.

I see all of my memories when I fall asleep,
Proof that I am detested,
I see the abuse and the beatings,
I see what she did to herself,
I want to fix myself.

But I can't find a cure for my thoughts,
I can't find an antidote for this insanity,
I can't fix myself, I can't help myself,
I'm destined to remain a fuck up.