FicWad

How can you call it a quits?
Why does this hurt me so much?
I live in sin anyway, why not just listen?
My life is a mess and I dont know how to continue.
I know how to continue
My flesh decides not to

My mind lives in the future
While I live in the present
And my heart lives in the past
How can I move on if my heart, mind, and I are not aligned
I long for the past
I hope for the future
I detest the present

How can you call it a quits?
When my heart and mind still are not satisfied
I never went to a concert
Never heard your last two songs
I live in sin, why not listen?
Because I know better
Because I know this has been the biggest storm yet
The storm that calls me over to mollify the waves
But I can not
I belong in the grass fields.
The grass is greener on the other side
But I already am where the grass is greener.
But a mirror stands before me
Where on the other side reflects the beautiful green grass
And it looks even greener
But there is One that tells me
That behind that mirror
Is HELL