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I'm done trying
I'm done trying to hold this
Making our friendship last
You don't want it

I'm not going to continue
This stupid fight
If you wanted to be there
You would

I guess our memories
Mean nothing to you
And the laughs we shared
Wasn't good enough

I'm here brokenhearted
Dying inside trying to survive
Holding on to a piece of this
That I can't have

Do you even care?
You left at my time of need
Do you need time to think
Or is this your decision?

I'm done trying for us both
I love you and will always
I never left you
You chose this

But maybe I'm over-thinking it
Although I don't think so
You even admitted
To being a bad friend

If I just stop now
Will you try next?
Please don't start to care
When I become strong enough to stop

Best friend is some stupid phrase
Used at that time
Because it fits
It's nice and true for the moment

But it's a lie
Because one day you'll stop talking
No more "best friends"
Not even a friend

I give up on you
I displayed my effort
And you did not
I'm sorry I can't make you try

Maybe one day this will end
You'll be okay again
And it'll go back the way it was
Before you turned

But for now
All I can do is say my goodbyes
And hope that one day
There will be a new hello