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This god awful thing
That just develops onto a human
Making them want
Yern for a feeling and the taste

Whether it be drugs
Alchool
ciggrates
Self harm

It's all a fucking addiction
You struggle with yourself to better you
Make good of your life

And it's hard
you have to find this abandoned strength
To just
stop

Addiction just pulls you in
and gives you a warm welcome
Of release and love
a feeling nothing-no one, can give to you

and you love it
You envy everything that once helped you
and you feel like that's all you need

You refuse to stop
and don't see getting better or quiting
as an option

As loved ones around try to make you see
what you are doing to youself
mentally and physically

You block them all out
they never was there
And they can't be now

You think why would someone that loves you
want your pain to remain
and your loop hole to vanish

But fuck if you are going to let this simple thing
Indulge your mind
and make you dread our days without it

You hopefully start to see that you are better
better than some plain addiction

And when you realize this
god will your life feel like a weight has been
thrown off

You will live more peacefully
more fully

I hope you destory your disgusting addiction
and make it see it will not overcome you
Your are the person

Addiction is such a powerful thing
and unless you have an addiction
You will never understand my words