FicWad

All anyone ever wants is to hear the truth
and those people are just bashed with lies and those god awful secrets that are held down within.
and no matter how hard they try
The feeling of secrets hurt

The feeling of not being good enough for the truth
It stings and makes a heart shatter

All secrets are good for is tearing a friendship and families apart
To know all a long what you believed was a lie and that nothing is the way it seemed

Just a trick and allusion that made you see and think ,and even know, that all was okay.
That there was nothing for you to question.
The lies acted as puzzle pieces making everything fit together so perfectly

This life filled with lies and hatred is getting so fucking old and I can't bare it anymore
The hiding and fake smiles
They get so hard to follow suit with anymore

Its all became such a routine filled lie
I don't want this anymore
but at the same time
who I am can't bare to spill the truth to the ones I love

All my thoughts and action have a consequence
And one day all the help and pleading I've done to you
will be all too late

Where were you when I needed you?
and asked for your knowledge and strength
to help pull me along such a broken road
How could you be so heartless?

I'm left insecure and bruised
alone to help myself
and as hard as it gets sometimes
At least I have some faith in myself
and I would never give up because of you