FicWad

Dearest dreams of a failed romance,
Thanks for giving me directions to a life of depression,
I came with a heart on my sleeve and a mind clouded with hope,
But I left with a nasty collection of bruises and scars caressing my skin.

Dearest dreams of healing and repair,
I'm not a try hard so don't get your hopes up too high,
If you believe in me, I'm sorry to say that I'll be the first to disappoint,
It may not be impossible, but it takes true want to succeed.

Dearest dreams of death and beyond,
A role model that has inspired me to no end,
Would you mind if I joined or perhaps got a picture with you?,
I know you won't regret it, I swear I'm your biggest fan.

Dearest dreams of pearly white gates,
I'll come around when I have the guts to own up to my sins,
I don't know how long it may take for I am trapped inside the flesh of a demon,
Forgive me; I never wanted it to be this way.