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Another glass of wine,
Maybe this is a sign,
That you should stop,
Evaluate, assess,
Wait a second, just a second,
Shut your mouth, backs against the wall,
Here we go,
I think I’m falling again.

Don’t tell me I can’t speak,
Don’t act like I am weak,
I’m sick of your face,
Questioning, judging,
Stop right now, halt right now,
Open your mouth, lips forced together,
Here we go,
I think I’m falling again.

I left again today,
I ran, I hid away,
I know this is wrong,
Dominated, dominating,
I need control, I’ve lost control,
I shut my mouth, force shut my eyes,
Here we go,
I think I’m falling again.

You’re my sworn enemy,
That’s why it’s wrong, you see?
But I can’t stop,
I want you now, I need you now,
I find your mouth; I’ll steal your heart,
Here we go,
It seems I’ve fallen again.