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Moving On - Asking Alexandria.

by MCR-99 1 review

Reason it's here: Too many feels.

Category: Drama - Rating: PG-13 - Genres: Angst,Drama - Published: 2013-07-28 - 550 words

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Moving On - Asking Alexandria.
Reason it's here: Too many feels. Read A/N at the end.

A boy of anguish, now,
he's a man of soul.
Traded in his misery,
for the lonely life of the road.
The years were cruel to him, no,
he will let them go.
Lays awake trying to find,
the man inside to back his bugs,
and escape this world.

I've never been so torn up,
in all of my life.
I should've seen this coming.
I've never felt so hopeless,
than I do tonight.
I don't wanna do this anymore,
I'm moving on.

He wanted to change the world,
to make it all worthwhile.
So, he put his pen to paper,
and poured out everything inside.
He's read the scene,
and unpacked the man he had became.
So leave him pouring of the fasttrack,
to falling into his grave.

I've never been so torn up,
in all of my life.
I should've seen this coming.
I've never felt so hopeless,
than I do tonight.
I don't wanna do this anymore,
I'm moving on.

I can't believe I'm come so far,
in such a time.
And I'm still fighting,
on my own.
I fucked up to catch my breath,
I may never breathe again,
so just notice:

I've never been so torn up,
in all of my life.
I can't believe,
I let myself breakdown.

I've never been so torn up,
in all of my life.
I should've seen this coming.
I've never felt so hopeless,
than I do tonight.
I don't wanna do this anymore...

I've never been so torn up,
in all of my life.
I should've seen this coming.
I've never felt so hopeless,
than I do tonight.
No, I don't wanna do this anymore,
I'm moving on.

A boy of anguish, now,
he's a man of soul.
Traded in his misery,
for the lonely life of the road.


A/N: I fucking love this song. Know why? Because, the lyrics speak to me like no other AA song has. Especially the chorus, it sounds so raw and heartbreaking, and to tell you the truth, it makes me cry. I don't want to do this anymore, I don't want to be unhappy anymore. I want to move on from who I actually was. I have a confession. As I was listening to this song, I drew two suicidal drawings. One of a slit wrist, one of another person jumping of a bridge. I really, desperately need help. Also, as I was listening to this song, I saw myself kill myself. I saw myself, fucking stab myself deep in the heart with a knife, and it pains me to see it. I don't like being depressed all the time, and it needs to stop.

So, I don't think I can listen to this song anymore, because of all the feels. Yet, it is the one song keeping me alive at this minute. I fear a lot of things, right now, I'm scared of Mum and my sister judging me tomorrow, when I tell the doctor why I want to kill myself every day of my life. And, with my fears, it adds another reason to die so I don't have to ever expeirience it. Call me crazy, but that's who I am.
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