FicWad

I can't seem to think straight
And my mind ha gone off into a blank
But every bad thoughts floats in and I can't seem to get them out
Theyre screaming, "where are your friends now"
I can't help but think I'm alone
But I know I'm alone
I'm stuck in my world
With the demons that are handcuffed to me
I walk alone while on the other side
Others stand together
I'm stuck
I'm stuck
Can't you hear me crying
Can't you hear me scream "help me"
No I her you can't because your fucking deaf
I scream so loud that I could wake the dead
But know pays attention to a girl that takes a shit load if meds
And even though I'm a fucking mess
I still manage to pull a smile on my face
But nobody but me knows that's it's fake.

This is just shit I write at one. I'm just crying and fucking thoughts won't leave me alone. Then I have writers block which sorta makes me angry. I'm so fucking numb right now. But writing this helps a little.