FicWad

even though they may have abandoned me
i'm still doing fine
living inside
in a shell
the outside world is cruel

now if i let you in
please don't be the one to hurt me
i don't want to be hurt again

i told you my secrets
but not them all
you know what makes me weak

you know
you fucking know
i hate being called that
but you say it anyways
straight to my face
like i'm a piece of shit
why the fuck would you say you care
when i can tell you really don't give a fuck

now please i thought you weren't suppose to hurt the ones you love
i thought friendship was suppose to be different
but i guess you like putting people down
and i know you're hurting
but you won't let people in

i know i'm not ideal
i'm not the first one to go to

i'm not known for much
but at least i'm know for being STUPID.

you've said it to me so many times
i've started to believe it

sorry about the poem i posted last night. its just me being over dramatic and over thinking.