FicWad

I CAN'T EVEN BEGIN TO COMPREHEND
HOW FUCKING STUPID I AM
THE GHOSTS ARE ALL AROUND ME
THE SHADOWS ARE FOLLOWING ME

HELP ME
I'M DROWNING IN MY OWN FUCKING HOUSE
THE YEARS HAVE PASSED ME BY
THE PICTURES ARE FALLING OF THE WALLS

ALL I WANT IS SOMEONE THERE
BUT I'M STUCK IN THE ATTIC
BUT IMAGINE
THE DRINKS THAT MAKE YOU HAPPY
AFTER THE WASTED NIGHTS YOU SPENT ALONE

NEVER AGAIN WILL I SIT ON THE SIDELINES
KEEPING THE SCORE
BUT WHEN MY TEAMMATE FALLS
I'LL BE OUT THERE WITH THEM ALL

I'M NOT A THING OF THE PAST
I'M RISING UP NOW
BUT I'M FALLING BACK DOWN AGAIN FAST

MY VISION IS SLIGHTLY BLURRED
HOW THE FUCK WILL THIS LAST
THE WORDS ARE ALL JUMBLED
BUT I CAN EVEN HEAR SHIT

CAN YOU SEE THE SHADOWS TOO?
THE RAIN IS FALLING
CAN'T YOU FEEL IT?
OR IS IT ALL JUST IN MY MIND?

i'm not fucking okay anymore.