FicWad

day by day
i sit waiting
wanting
for a call
or a simple message
to not feel lonely anymore
but i still think about you every single day
and i know
i just fucking know
i'm getting in your way

how will you love me
if i don't even love myself

when i gave you my heart
you just dropped it on the ground

cut of all my loose ends
tied them up for later broken memories to look back on

and when you said you cared
i know you were lying

and the shattered messages never reached you
the love letters i sent weeks ago
i wish you could hear me
show me i can trust you

so i kept this open all day and these were just little things i came up with and stuff. like kinda like my thoughts all day. idk